Isobel emitted severe discomfort at having me to sit beside her, but I gave her my best harmless grin and told her she couldn’t want to avoid being there more than I did myself.
“I’ve only just left school,” I said. “I don’t know anything about politics. I understand this is the third campaign for you and Mr. Bethune, so you probably don’t find it as confusing as I do.”
“Oh dear,” she said. “You’re such a child, you can’t possibly know...”
“I’m nearly eighteen.”
She smiled weakly, then suddenly stiffened to immobility, her face pale with a worse disaster than my proximity.
I said, “What’s the matter, Mrs. Bethune?”
“That man,” she murmured. “Oh God.”
I looked where she was looking, and saw Basil Rudd.
“That’s not Usher Rudd, the newspaperman,” I said, understanding. “That’s his cousin. That’s Basil Rudd. He mends cars.”
“It’s him. That beastly writer.”
“No, Mrs. Bethune. It’s his cousin. They look alike, but that’s Basil.”
To my absolute horror, she began to cry. I looked around urgently for help, but Polly was elbow-deep in wires to microphones and television cameras, and Paul Bethune, eyeing his wife’s distress, turned away deliberately with a sharply displeased grimace.
Unkind bastard, I thought. Stupid, too. A show of fondness might have earned him votes.
Isobel Bethune stumbled to her feet, searching unsuccessfully in her well-worn black handbag for something to mop up tears, and I, clumsily but with pity, offered her an arm to hold on to while I cleared a path towards the door.
She talked all the way in broken, half-intelligible explanations. “Paul insisted I come... I didn’t want to, but he said I might as well stab him in the back if I didn’t... and now he’ll be so furious, but what does he expect me to do after all those pictures in the paper of him and that girl... and she had nothing on, well, next to nothing. He wants me to smile and pretend I don’t mind, but he makes me look a fool and I suppose I am, but I didn’t know about that girl until it was in the paper, and he doesn’t deny it. He says what did I expect...”
We went through the entrance hall and out into the fresh air with everyone arriving and staring at Isobel’s tears with hungry curiosity. At seven-thirty in the evening merciful dusk was still some time ahead, so I veered away from the entrance and she, wholly without resistance, came with me around the nearest corner.
The Town Hall formed one of the sides of the cobbled square. The Sleeping Dragon took up an adjoining side, with shops (and party headquarters) along the other two. Wide alleyways, which once had been open roads, led away from every corner, and on one of them lay the main Town Hall entrance doors. Along the side of the Town Hall that faced onto the square, there was a sort of cloister — a covered walkway with pillars and benches giving shelter and rest. Isobel Bethune crumpled onto one of the benches and, after a craven moment of wanting to ditch her, I sat beside her and wondered what to say.
I needn’t have worried. She compulsively went on sobbing and pouring out her unhappiness and resentment at the unfairness of things. I half listened, watching the wretchedness that twisted her lipsticked mouth, and seeing in her swelling eyes and gray-flecked hair that not long ago she’d been quite pretty, before Usher Rudd had taken a photographic sledgehammer to her complacent world.
Her sons were just as bad, she sobbed. Fifteen, seventeen, they sulked and argued with everything she said and complained nonstop. If Paul got elected it would at least take him away from home more, and, oh dear, she didn’t mean to say that, but it was either him or her — and where would she go? — she was at her wit’s end, she said.
She was on the point of a full breakdown, I thought. I had been only about twelve when my aunt Susan had screamed and yelled and slammed doors, had driven the family car across the lawn into a hedge and been taken to hospital, and had then got worse when her second son left to join a rap group and grew a beard and got AIDS. My uncle Harry had gone to my father for help, and somehow or other my parent had restored general order and put some balance back in Susan; and if it was never a rapturously happy household after that, there was no actual abuse.
I asked Isobel Bethune, “Do your sons want Mr. Bethune to be elected?”
“They just grunt. You can’t get a word out of them.” She sniffed, wiping her eyes with her fingers. “Paul thinks he would have beaten Orinda easily, but he says George Juliard is different. Oh! I’d forgotten, you’re his son! I shouldn’t talk to you like this. Paul will be so cross.”
“Don’t tell him.”
“No... would you like a drink?” She looked across at The Sleeping Dragon. “Brandy?”
I shook my head but she said she badly needed a nerve-steadier and she wouldn’t drink alone, so I went across the square with her and drank Coke while she dealt with a double Rémy Martin on ice. We sat at a small table in the bar, which was Friday-night busy with couples.
Both of Isobel’s hands were shaking.
She left me to go and “tidy up,” returning with combed hair, freshened lipstick and powdered eyelids, still clutching a tissue but much more in control.
She ordered more brandy. I said no to Coke.
“I’m not going back to the Town Hall,” she said. “I’ll walk home from here. It’s not all that far.”
When she picked up her refilled glass, the ice still clattered and shook in her grasp.
“Could I get you a taxi?” I asked.
She leaned across the table and put her hand on mine. “You’re a nice boy,” she said, “whoever your father is.”
There was a familiar bright flash and the whine of a film winding on and there, a few feet away, stood the other Rudd, Bobby Usher himself, grinning triumphantly and radiating ill nature in megawatts.
Isobel Bethune lunged furiously to her feet but Usher Rudd, quick at getaways, was out of the door before she could draw breath to shout. “I hate him,” she said, again near to tears. “I’ll kill him.”
I asked the barman to phone for a taxi.
“Mrs. Bethune still owes for the drinks.”
“Oh.”
“I haven’t any money,” she said. “Pay for me, there’s a dear.”
I salvaged from my pockets the remains of the money my father had given me in Brighton and handed her all of it.
“You pay the man for the drinks. I’m not old enough yet to buy alcohol and I’m not getting into that sort of trouble.”
Both the barman and Isobel, openmouthed, completed the sale.
Five
Back at the Town Hall the debate had passed through lukewarm and was heating towards chopping motions with the hands of the two protagonists.
A local chess champion, brought in as referee, had come to the fray with a pinging time clock and, making his own set of rules, he had decreed that each candidate would in turn answer specific questions, the answers to last a maximum of five minutes before being silenced by the time clock’s arbitration.
The format seemed to be working quite well, chiefly because both candidates knew how to speak. I was no longer surprised by my father’s ability to rouse, amuse and convince, but somehow I’d expected Paul Bethune to be as bombastic and unkind as he’d seemed to his wife. Instead he delivered dryly witty and well-prepared responses to the questions and it was only afterwards that I wondered if he’d learned his best phrases by heart and had used them before.