Michael barely nodded in agreement. He was standing very still now.
And then there was the sound of the door opening.
They both rose, like mourners at a funeral, and went into the council chambers.
Again they sat in the thick chairs before the wall of desks with the faces of the council looking across it like defenders.
The pumps were beating, beating all through the room and the quiet.
The President was standing. He faced Michael and Mary, and seemed to set himself as though to deliver a blow, or to receive one.
“Michael and Mary,” he said, his voice struggling against a tightness, “we’ve considered a long time concerning what is to be done with you and the report you brought back to us from the galaxy.” He took another swallow of water. “To protect the sanity of the people, we’ve changed your report. We’ve also decided that the people must be protected from the possibility of your spreading the truth, as you did at the landing field. So, for the good of the people, you’ll be isolated. All comforts will be given you. After all, in a sense, you are heroes and martyrs. Your scar tissue will be cultured as it has been in the past, and you will stay in solitary confinement until the time when, perhaps, we can migrate to another planet. We feel that hope must not be destroyed. And so another expedition is being sent out. It may be that, in time, on another planet, you’ll be able to take your place in our society.”
He paused. “Is there anything you wish to say?”
“Yes, there is.”
“Proceed.”
Michael stared straight at the President. After a long moment, he raised his hand to the tiny locket at his throat.
“Perhaps you remember,” he said, “the lockets given to every member of the expedition the night before we left. I still have mine.” He raised it. “So does my wife. They were designed to kill the wearer instantly and painlessly if he were ever faced with pain or a terror he couldn’t endure.”
The President was standing again. A stir ran along the barricade of desks.
“We can’t endure the city,” went on Michael, “or its life and the ways of the people.” He glanced along the line of staring faces.
“If what I think you’re about to say is true,” said the President in a shaking voice, “it would have been better if you’d never been born.”
“Let’s face facts, Mr. President. We were born and haven’t died—yet.” A pause. “And we can kill ourselves right here before your eyes. It’d be painless to us. We’d be unconscious. But there would be horrible convulsions and grimaces. Our bodies would be twisted and torn. They’d thresh about. The deaths you saw in the picture happened a long time ago, in outer space. You all went into hysterics at the sight of them. Our deaths now would be close and terrible to see.”
The President staggered as though about to faint. There was a stirring and muttering and a jumping up along the desks. Voices cried out, in anger and fear. Arms waved and fists pounded. Hands clasped and unclasped and clawed at collars, and there was a pell mell rushing around the President. They yelled at each other and clasped each other by the shoulders, turned away and back again, and then suddenly became very still.
Now they began to step down from the raised line of desks, the President leading them, and came close to the man and woman, gathering around them in a wide half circle.
Michael and Mary were holding the lockets close to their throats. The half circle of people, with the President at its center was moving closer and closer. They were sweaty faces and red ones and dry white ones and hands were raised to seize them.
Michael put his arm around Mary’s waist. He felt the trembling in her body and the waiting for death.
“Stop!” he said quietly.
They halted, in slight confusion, barely drawing back.
“If you want to see us die—just come a step closer…. And remember what’ll happen to you.”
The faces began turning to each other and there was an undertone of muttering and whispering. “A ghastly thing…. Instant…. Nothing to do…. Space’s broken their minds…. They’ll do it…. Eyes’re mad…. What can we do?… What?…” The sweaty faces, the cold white ones, the flushed hot ones: all began to turn to the President, who was staring at the two before him like a man watching himself die in a mirror.
“I command you,” he suddenly said, in a choked voice, “to—to give me those—lockets! It’s your—duty!”
“We’ve only one duty, Mr. President,” said Michael sharply. “To ourselves.”
“You’re sick. Give yourselves over to us. We’ll help you.”
“We’ve made our choice. We want an answer. Quickly! Now!”
The President’s body sagged. “What—what is it you want?”
Michael threw the words. “To go beyond the force fields of the city. To go far out onto the Earth and live as long as we can, and then to die a natural death.”
The half circle of faces turned to each other and muttered and whispered again. “In the name of God…. Let them go…. Contaminate us…. Like animals…. Get them out of here…. Let them be finished…. Best for us all…. And them….”
There was a turning to the President again and hands thrusting him forward to within one step of Michael and Mary, who were standing there close together, as though attached.
Haltingly he said, “Go. Please go. Out onto the Earth—to die. You will die. The Earth is dead out there. You’ll never see the city or your people again.”
“We want a ground car,” said Michael. “And supplies.”
“A ground car,” repeated the President. “And—supplies…. Yes.”
“You can give us an escort, if you want to, out beyond the first range of mountains.”
“There will be no escort,” said the President firmly. “No one has been allowed to go out upon the Earth or to fly above it for many hundreds of years. We know it’s there. That’s enough. We couldn’t bear the sight of it.” He took a step back. “And we can’t bear the sight of you any longer. Go now. Quickly!”
Michael and Mary did not let go of the lockets as they watched the half circle of faces move backward, staring, as though at corpses that should sink to the floor.
It was night. The city had been lost beyond the dead mounds of Earth that rolled away behind them, like a thousand ancient tombs. The ground car sat still on a crumbling road.
Looking up through the car’s driving blister, they saw the stars sunk into the blue black ocean of space; saw the path of the Milky Way along which they had rushed, while they had been searching frantically for the place of salvation.
“If any one of the other couples had made it back,” said Mary, “do you think they’d be with us?”
“I think they’d either be with us,” he said, “or out in space again—or in prison.”
She stared ahead along the beam of headlight that stabbed out into the night over the decaying road.
“How sorry are you,” she said quietly, “coming with me?”
“All I know is, if I were out in space for long without you, I’d kill myself.”
“Are we going to die out here, Michael?” she said, gesturing toward the wall of night that stood at the end of the headlight, “with the land?”
He turned from her, frowning, and drove the ground car forward, watching the headlights push back the darkness.
They followed the crumbling highway all night until light crept across the bald and cracked hills. The morning sun looked down upon the desolation ten feet above the horizon when the car stopped. They sat for a long time then, looking out upon the Earth’s parched and inflamed skin. In the distance a wall of mountains rose like a great pile of bleached bones. Close ahead the rolling plains were motionless waves of dead Earth with a slight breeze stirring up little swirls of dust.