ept walking, thinking I’d find the street we lived on — the side street that went into the avenue. West Seventy-eighth, I mean, between Amsterdam and Columbus, but I’d find it on Broadway, which was the street the movie theater was on, and walk east to our building,” and she says, “That was unnecessarily complicated, to the point where if I didn’t know what block you were brought up on I never would have found out by what you just said,” and he says, “I always had difficulty giving directions. But I remember I also yelled out something like ‘Don’t worry’—he was still calling for me to come back or wait up—‘I can get home on my own, I don’t need you!’ and walked to the corner and turned around, and they were still in front of the theater. I was surprised he didn’t run after me to say, ‘Listen, you’re my responsibility, your mother said so, so you have to stay with me,’ and grab my arm and force me to. I suppose he and Terry Benjamin just wanted to be together and rid of me, and maybe I had been more of a brat than I’d thought. So I kept walking, looking for the street to turn into,” and she says, “Now some of your story’s coming back to me. This the one that ends with you sitting on a candy store counter?” and he says, “Drugstore, but one with a soda fountain,” and she says, “That’s right, but go on; all I can recall is you sitting on the fountain countertop and possibly someone like a policeman giving you an ice-cream cone,” and he says, “No cone. That only happens in movies, or did when I was a boy, and it maybe happened in real life too sometimes, because people weren’t afraid to do that then and also because store owners might mimic what they saw in movies, but it didn’t happen to me. My experience was a little scarier,” and she says, “Then tell it, if you still want to, we’ve plenty of time”—their kids are on sleep-overs tonight and they’re in a restaurant waiting for their main courses to arrive, something they do — go to a restaurant alone — once or twice a year, and he says, “So I continued walking north. And I think I now, just this moment — I’m not kidding — after about fifty years I think I finally figured out how I missed my side street. I bet I was looking for some identifying marker on Amsterdam and Seventy-eighth. Meaning that—” and she says, “That Broadway and Seventy-eighth you weren’t as familiar with — the identifying markers — so you missed your turnoff, we’ll call it,” and he says, “And I think I know why too. At West Seventy-second Street, Amsterdam and Broadway, after running not quite parallel for about a mile, converge. And Amsterdam, which up till that point was west of Broadway, after Seventy-second it’s on Broadway’s right, meaning east of it, and I probably thought I was walking up Amsterdam when I was actually walking up Broadway,” and she looks perplexed and he says, “You know how Broadway, south of Seventy-second, is east of Amsterdam, and that starting—” and she says, “Yes, I know, I know, and you already explained it, but what I’m wondering is why you didn’t just look at the street sign for Seventy-eighth Street and then know where to make a right to get home,” and he says, “Maybe kids that age, around seven or eight — or this kid, then — don’t do that. They look for stores and buildings they’re familiar with, and I was familiar with the ones on Amsterdam and Columbus at Seventy-eighth and not the ones a block away — a short one, I’ll admit — on Broadway,” and she says, “It still doesn’t seem right to me. Because if you were so unfamiliar with landmarks and buildings just a short block from your home — but your building was closer to Columbus than to Amsterdam, so we’ll say almost an entire block plus a short one from your home — how were you able to know that Amsterdam and Broadway meet at Seventy-second Street and that you were supposed to take Amsterdam there and not continue on Broadway?” and he says, “My cousin could have yelled it out to me when I walked away from him. I don’t remember that, but it could have happened. He looked out for me when he was with me and for sure was never a guy who wanted me to get lost. If I insisted on going home alone, he might have yelled, ‘Then get on Amsterdam at Seventy-second where it crosses with Broadway’—something like that. And I either forgot his advice, if he did give it, or thought I was taking it but stayed on Broadway by mistake,” and she says, “Okay, that makes a lot more sense, but you should get on with it,” and he says, “Or I could have once walked down Amsterdam by myself or with a friend or my mother or Randolph a number of times — maybe even that same day with him to get to the movie theater. My father I don’t think at that age I ever walked anywhere with, except to the Broadway subway stop at Seventy-ninth a couple of times. But all the way to Seventy-second and Amsterdam, so I knew that Broadway cut across it there,” and she says, “Anyway, you missed your side street, so then what happened, other than your ending up on a drugstore soda fountain counter without a pacifying ice-cream cone in your hand and maybe even without a policeman’s cap on your head?” and he said, “Definitely no policeman’s cap, since there wasn’t any policeman involved in this. I just kept walking north, that’s all, and looked back. Didn’t see my cousin or Terry Benjamin and after a while forgot about them and got this idea — forgot even about making a right at Seventy-eighth Street, of course, for by this time I was way past it — but this idea that was maybe the most powerful one I’d had in my life till then. And that was to walk all the way to a Hundredth Street, something I’d never done from the mid-Sixties or Seventy-eighth Street and maybe nobody in my family had ever done. My parents weren’t walkers. Subways, buses, a rare cab if it was very late and they were at some big affair or my mother was exhausted, but nothing more than a few blocks of walking for her and three to four for my father and usually to and from his subway stop. And my cousin had never spoken of or, should I say, boasted about such a long walk uptown or to anywhere. And then, to make it even more monumental for me, I had it in my head that once I reached a Hundredth Street I’d walk back to Seventy-eighth and go home. Do all this even if it was dark or getting dark by then. And when my parents asked me where I was I’d tell them: on a Hundredth Street; that I had walked about thirty-five blocks to get there and another twenty-two, not counting the side streets, to get home, a total of several miles — three at least — and all done straight with no resting. And if they said they didn’t believe me I’d rattle off store names on a Hundredth and Broadway that I had memorized for just that purpose,” and she says, “But after you got back downtown from this great journey, how did you expect to get to Amsterdam Avenue, if before you said you weren’t familiar with the landmarks on Seventy-eighth and Broadway?” and he says, “Come on, give me a little credit, will ya? I knew … in fact I must have known since I was four or so that Amsterdam was one block over from Broadway, and I even knew where Columbus was, if you can believe it. I just happened to miss the side street to Amsterdam because I was looking for those familiar landmarks, or I was oblivious for other reasons — who knows what? Just walking home by myself from the movie theater from so far away when I was so young, maybe. And listen, if I ever really felt lost anywhere on the West Side within a ten-block range of my street, all I had to do was ask someone where Beacon Paint was. I think it’s still on Amsterdam between Seventy-seventh and Seventy-eighth, but closer to the Seventy-eighth Street corner — or was till a few years ago — it’s big sign a couple of stories tall painted on the side of the building overlooking the school playground there, though when I was a kid that playground was where the old P.S. Eighty-seven was that the new one replaced. Beacon was the largest paint and artist-supply store on the West Side, and maybe in the whole city. I was also somewhat familiar with the Woolworth’s on Seventy-ninth and Broadway, so I probably could have got home alone from there too — just walked east on Seventy-ninth a block, then down Amsterdam to Seventy-eighth,” and she says, “But it obviously didn’t work out that way … the drugstore,” and he says, “That’s right, it didn’t, you remember,” and she says, “But not how it didn’t,” and he says, “It was very simple. What I did was look up at the passing street signs as I walked north, or started to look up, probably, at around Eighty-fifth or Ninetieth, getting closer and closer to my Hundredth Street objective and all the excitement that goes with that. Till I saw, or thought I saw — I’m convinced I did but I don’t know what the heck happened—100TH STREET on a streetlamp sign, but this is the west side of Broadway I’m talking of, not the east, which could also explain why I missed the Woolworth’s on the northeast corner of Seventy-ninth and also missed Amsterdam at Seventy-second,” and she says, “I don’t follow you,” and he says, “You see, if I had been on the east side of Broadway when I left my cousin and his friend — of course I wasn’t, since the movie theater was on the west side of the street — but if I had, then I would have come to Seventy-second and Broadway, crossed Seventy-second and been on Amsterdam, and then continued north six blocks and been home. But instead I was on the west side of Broadway, and Broadway sort of stops at that side around Sixty-ninth or Seventieth and only starts up again on Seventy-first, since it’s around that point where this whole Amsterdam-Broadway crisscross takes place, Amsterdam veering east and Broadway veering west there — when you’re facing north, I’m saying. And next thing across from Broadway at Sixty-ninth or Seventieth, on the west side of the street, is the southern tip of the narrow island for the Seventy-second Street subway station kiosk. To reach that from Sixty-ninth or Seventieth — well, that would have been extremely dangerous for a kid or really for anyone to do then, since there were no traffic lights or pedestrian signals to it and I think, at the time, not even a crosswalk. I don’t even think you were permitted to get onto that island then from the southern tip. But lots of people did by racing across the avenue, and then to get to Amsterdam you’d go around the kiosk and cross from the northern end of the island to Verdi Square at Amsterdam and Seventy-second — actually, that narrow park’s bound by Broadway and Amsterdam till Seventy-third Street. But the safer way would be to cross to the southeast corner of Broadway and Seventy-second, where I think an Optimo cigar store was — now it’s a hotdog and papaya-drink stand. I only know about the Optimo, or remember it so well, because an uncle’s brother — not Randolph’s father, this uncle; Randolph was actually a second or third cousin — worked there or managed it for a few years. Which now that I think of it could have been who I was with and why I had walked one or more times down Amsterdam from Seventy-eighth to Seventy-second — with my Uncle Bert to see his brother, and who I think always gave me a Hershey bar when I went in … Bert’s brother did,” and she says, “That would have been very complicated for your cousin Randolph to have told you: what and what not to do with that island and even how to get to the east side of Amsterdam and Seventy-second from the west side of Seventy-second and Broadway,” and he says, “If he gave me any directions, you’re right. Smart and articulate as I remember he was, and also, as I think I said, usually a very nice kid, his directions would have been a lot simpler than that … you know, for a seven- to eight-year-old to understand. Probably he told me, if he said anything, and this would have been difficult to yell too if I was a distance from him, to just cross Broadway at the first corner heading uptown, which was Sixty-sixth or Sixty-seventh, or maybe even Sixty-fifth or Sixty-fourth, but a half block from where the theater was. And once I got to the other side of Broadway, to walk up to Seventy-second. ‘You might even recognize the Optimo cigar store where your Uncle Bert’s brother works,’ he could have said, ‘so cross Seventy-second to Amsterdam there and go up Amsterdam till you’re home,’ though I doubt he would have said that since he wasn’t related to Bert. He still could have known about him and the Optimo. I might have told him — something a kid my age then would have been proud of or just done—‘That’s a store my uncle’s brother runs,’ when we passed it going to the movie, if we went that way, and it