Later he thinks maybe he should take a shower too. The two of them in bed, both clean. Fresh sheets and pillowcases, the new place and a sea breeze. Their bodies smelling of soap, hair from shampoo, if he shampoos too. She always does when she takes a shower, or at least always comes out of the shower with her hair drenched or a towel around it. He wants to go to bed with her now. It’s late, he’s tired, she must be; food’s been put away, dishes have been cleaned — they both brought them in; he washed them the way she told him: in an old metal dishpan because they’ve a well and it’s supposed to be a dry summer and anyway it’s just good sense to conserve — and he doesn’t want to go to bed so late where he’ll be too tired to make love, or fall asleep soon after he hits the bed. Sleep will be nice when it comes but he wants to make love his first night here, sort of as a culmination to — well, it should be obvious by now without his explaining it. He yawns; she yawns too and smiles and motions with her eyebrows and eyes to the upstairs. Fire’s just about out and room’s getting a bit chilly. Should he put a few sticks on? She left a pile of them by the fireplace. Then she might think he wants to stay downstairs a while longer, and she’s already motioned up. She said while they were eating — when he asked, “If we were to head up to bed and the fire was still going, what would we use to douse it, water?”—to just let it burn itself out. “Don’t worry”—when he looked leery—“it’s safe. I’ve done it plenty of times.” He wants it to be like this all summer. Coffee and a newspaper or book early morning, work during the day, maybe some lovemaking and an excursion or swim in the afternoon, a two- or three-mile run somewhere in there, and then, at night, this. Though he knows it can’t stay this way all the time. No matter how much he tells himself to do the opposite, he can screw things up. Say the wrong thing, do it; he’s been known for that. Getting irritable and sometimes acerbic over the simplest mishap or remark she makes. The difference between her and the other women he’s gone with is not so much that she takes it but — what? Isn’t acerbic back. Thinks it’s part of him, not the most likable but a small part, and the good outweighs the bad and so forth, and eventually this tendency to fits of bitterness and sarcasm will go away, though with her congenial apprisals and reminders of it to help it along. (Now there’s a mouthful he’s not known for.) She’s just more accepting of these weaker elements in him (but stow it and, in the final version, leave out). They let the fire burn. (Goes without saying.) She sticks several large towels into a large round wicker basket and arranges the cats on top of them. She says they’ll stay there till morning except to get out to use the litter box or to get some kibbles or water and then they’ll readjust themselves when one of them climbs back in. Quatrefoil, a word he’ll use for the basket arrangement further into the summer when he accidentally comes across an illustration of one in the dictionary next to the word, though he doesn’t tell her that because she seemed, when he defined it, impressed. They turn off the lights downstairs. He locked the front door even though she said, when he asked where’s the key for it, that all the break-ins around here are in winter when the homeowners from away are away and the wealthier retirees and transplants are in Arizona or Florida, and the last serious personal-injury crime apparently took place outside of anyone’s living memory, and a few of these locals live past a hundred, and he said, How does she know there hasn’t been a rash of them since last summer? “If it makes you feel less vulnerable, lock up, but we’ll both be more comfortable if you try to get used to the country, and I say that with no smugness.” “And the keys to the back doors?” and she said, “There aren’t any. Those doors the caretaker nails up after we leave.” They go upstairs. On the landing he remembers he didn’t wash up and pee and he gives her his glasses and book and goes downstairs, crosses the back deck to get to the bathroom/shower stall, but stops to pee off the deck into the woods, thinking, while he’s doing it, that this will have to be one of the great evening pleasures in being here, peeing and looking at the sky at the same time and not caring where the pee lands. Then he washes up, killing about ten mosquitoes while he’s in there, and goes upstairs. She’s in bed, only light in the room from a small lamp on her night table. On the other night table are his glasses and book, so they’ll be sleeping on the same sides of the bed as they do in their apartments. He’d prefer her side, nearer the window; he wants to feel the breeze and look out at night, maybe see the moon. The advantage of the side she chose for him is he’s able to hold her breasts with his right hand while they sleep, which might be why she likes him to sleep on that side too. Her breasts are clearly visible, covers up only to her waist. She’s sitting up, no top on (that’s how he should have put it), with probably nothing on under the covers too. He takes off his shirt. She watches and smiles, but he knows — she’s told him — that seeing his bare chest or even his whole body nude doesn’t give her anything near the charge that looking at hers does to him. He’s sure her diaphragm’s in. He breathes in deeply and thinks he can detect the contraceptive cream along with what seems a seaweed smell from outside. She didn’t turn on his night-table light, which may mean she wants to turn off hers and the room to be dark soon as he gets into bed. Her period ended a week ago, he remembers her saying then. Good thing it isn’t the first or second night of it. She’ll rarely make love then, though he’s said he doesn’t mind the blood. But she finds it messy and sort of unwholesome, she once said, “and it doesn’t exactly act as a lubricant for me either.” He forgot to shower. Should have at least swabbed a damp washcloth on his underarms and wiped his anus with wet toilet paper, but he’ll try to keep them away from her face. He puts his watch, notebook, handkerchief, and pen on his night table and gets on the bed. He pulls the covers down and she’s naked. They almost immediately start kissing. First he strokes her hair back and playfully pinches her chin and she gnashes her teeth as if she’s going to bite his pinching fingers. She doesn’t turn off the light. Could be she wants to see them in their coupling positions. Or, because they’re above the covers, to swat the mosquitoes before they start biting. Her face doesn’t look ghoulish in this light, so his probably doesn’t either. He wouldn’t want either of them to look ghoulish while they were kissing and making love. The light’s almost as faint as one can be in a regular lamp, so he wonders how she’ll be able to read by it and if his is the same and he’ll have to get a stronger bulb. He’d like to tell her now how he feels about things. To come up from the kissing to say what kind of night it is for him. That so far it’s about as good a night as he’s had in his life, and he’s not just saying that, and because she is what she is and he loves her so much and this is just the start of their stay here, he expects plenty more of these nights in the future. (Of course “in the future,” so scratch that.) That the best probably has to encompass the present and potential. Meaning … but what did he have in mind? (And shouldn’t there be something in there about the past, and what about his use of “encompass” over “include”? Never want to sound fake. Anyway, don’t keep that business about the present and potential if he can’t figure it out next time he goes over it.) They’re on their backs, smiling (adoringly? lovingly? nah, just smiling) at each other. He loves it when her mouth’s slightly parted and her teeth show. She grabs hold of his penis, and he runs his hand up her body from her thigh, thinks how smooth her skin is and how fresh her breath was and how soft her hair and lips and probably that she shaved her legs while she was in the shower, and settles his hand on her breast and says — rests his hand on her breast and says—