Now he hears the poet’s in a nursing home and most likely will never come out. He’s past ninety, has been sick and so disoriented that he hasn’t been able to come to his Maine summer cottage for two years. Gould met him once up here; no, twice. First time at a reception after a poetry reading ten years ago. Was sitting next to him and said, “Excuse me, sir, you no doubt wouldn’t remember me, but around twenty-five years ago you did something for me I was always thankful for and could never forget,” and the poet said, “I did? We’re acquainted? Here, at the colony or at my university?” and he said, “No, this is the first time I’ve seen you since the incident. You were the Poetry Consultant then — this took place in D.C. — and I was a radio news reporter, and one of the worst blizzards to ever hit the city was going on and I had all this radio equipment to carry back to my office. I couldn’t get a cab so I thought I’d shlep the stuff rather than leave it in the Capitol building, which is where I worked from. Nothing was transistorized then, everything was still tubes and complicated circuitry, or at least my tape recorder was. That’s right, some radio newsmen had started to use these hand-held ones, but my outfit stayed with the enormous Wollensacks because they said the sound quality was better. I’m just trying to show how heavy my equipment was — metal microphones and mike stands — and so how grateful I was to you for giving me a lift,” and the poet said, “How’d I do this again?” and he said, “You stopped on the street in the middle of a blinding blizzard — you were in your car and must have seen me struggling in the snow. I’m not getting this out right, but without knowing who I was and that I’d even interviewed you in your office a few months earlier when you started your position, you offered me a ride back to my office. You even jumped out of the car and helped me with my equipment. It was — I don’t mean to embarrass you with this — one of the most magnanimous kindnesses ever done to me, since you were risking your life, almost. Oh, that’s going too far, though the streets had to be very slippery and big drifts were piling up fast. I know, for I was trying to wade through them, without too much luck, and I don’t even know if you made it back to your Georgetown residence after you dropped me off,” and the poet said, “Where’d all this happen again?” and he said, “Washington — when you were the Poetry Consultant, your first year. Winter, during this record-breaking snowstorm, and you were probably driving home from the Library of Congress, told like everyone else to get the heck home while you still had the chance. They closed — the government did — all their offices early because of the storm, Congress included. But who actually does give the order for the government to close up? I just thought of that. Probably no one person or office but each branch, given the separation of branches and such, or even each department gives orders for its own closing, wouldn’t that seem right?” and the poet said, “Don’t know,” and stood up and said, “Lucy, listen to this. This nice young man here. I stopped for him in a blizzard when I was the Consultant in Poetry in Washington and gave him a lift,” and Gould said, “Consultant in Poetry? That was the official title? Now it’s Poet Laureate,” and she said from across the room, “When did all this occur?” and the poet said, “I just told you: in D.C., Washington, the capital, when I was the C.P. to the Library of Congress, or should I say ‘the C.P. to the L.C. in D.C.,’ though no one called the Library that. The institution, you remember, that typically came with all the honors and regard money couldn’t buy, but scant remuneration. I don’t recall the episode myself, not even the blizzard, but this nice young man here seems to recollect it perfectly. I pulled over for him during a raging snowstorm, it seems. Act of kindness, he calls it, because he had a bevy of heavy radio equipment for his news work, and I took pity on him, I suppose, when I saw him trekking through hills of snow. I did that. Do you recall my ever telling you of it?” and she said, people she was sitting with looking at him too, “That was around thirty years ago?” and the poet looked at Gould and he nodded and the poet said, “I believe so,” and she said, “No, but it would be like you to do that. That’s how you were. But at this moment, for me, though I remember the consultancy well, it’s as if this is the first I’ve heard of the incident, which would also be like you — not so much not to remember but not to tell me of the good deeds you did then. But I could have forgotten,” and the poet said, “It was sort of nice of me to do it, wasn’t it, something I couldn’t afford to do today because of my age? And I don’t even drive anymore — you do, or our college-student driver. And a little self-admiration isn’t undesirable from time to time if you’re feeling especially down on yourself, am I wrong?” and she said, “I think it’s fine, anything you wish; you deserve even more,” and resumed talking to the people near her. The poet said to Gould, “Thank you for reminding me of it, young man. That was extremely gracious of you. Do you know the quote of Samuel Johnson about the rare friend who will help you celebrate a good review? I like things to be brought back, especially acts like that. What do you do now, still a journalist?” when a woman stopped beside them and said, “Bill, I wanted to say good night,” and he said, “Well, good night, and I guess I’ll be seeing you at the Academy this year one time,” and she said, “The Academy? I’ve never been to it, so why would you think I’d see you there?” and he said, “You don’t go? You never went? I haven’t seen you there any number of times? The Academy in New York, the one we’ve been members of for so many years, of Arts and Letters and things?” and she said, “My goodness, I thought you meant the Maine Maritime Academy training vessel, so I thought, Why on earth does he think I’d step onto that old tub?” and he said, “Perhaps because we both spend entire summers so close to it, you in the same town and straight up the street from the pier, in fact,” and she said, “Yes, but there’s still nothing there for me, can’t you see that? So why must you insist on winning this misunderstanding instead of simply laughing at it?” and he looked at her, mouth open, stared at the ceiling a few seconds, felt around behind him for the chair arms, grabbed them and made a move to sit, but then sprang up straight, kissed her cheek, and left the room, smiling as if he’d just exchanged some simple but satisfying pleasantries, and the woman said, “Lucy, you have your hands full, I see; I didn’t realize how much,” and Lucy said, “Don’t tell me, dear, let me guess.”
The second time Gould met him in Maine was a year later, over drinks at a little dinner party. Gould sat down next to him and said, “So, how are you, sir, you’re looking fine,” and the poet said, “I know you? What’s the name?” and he told him, and the poet said, “Sorry, no bell struck. What do you do, young man?” and he said, “It’s nice to still be considered young, but now I’m a teacher though I was once a reporter,” and the poet said, “For whom?” and he said, “You mean teaching?” and the poet said, “I mean both: whom, what, where, when, all the journalistic questions,” and he said, “Well, many years ago I was a newsman in Washington when you were the Consultant in Poetry,” and the poet said, “Lucy, latch onto this; this pleasant young man was a reporter during my Washington consult-the-poet days, can you believe it?” and she said, “I think I knew that,” and Gould said, “Not only that, sir — and I think we talked about it before, but at a crowded party in Castine and pretty quickly — but you gave me a lift once,” and the poet said, “I did, on one of the roads here — your car broke down, son?” and he said, “I meant in Washington then, during a tremendous snowstorm, and you stopped for me and drove me to my office, something I was always grateful for. I mean, you didn’t know me and just appeared when I needed help the most because of all the heavy gear I had on me — I was in radio news, did interviews, so carried my own equipment,” and the poet said, “Lucy did you hear what I did for this young man years ago? Stopped in a snowstorm, didn’t even know who he was or what he did, and gave him a ride to his office when he needed one the most,” and she said, “It was very nice of you” and, to Gould, “I can tell, after so many years, that you were quite appreciative,” and he said, “It was wonderful, one of the most selfless acts anyone’s ever done for me, because I’m telling you, this was some snowstorm — a blizzard, knocked out Washington for several days,” and the poet said, “Good, I’m glad you survived it and are here today to recount it,” and a couple of people in the circle of chairs they’re in started laughing and the poet said, “Did I say something that seemed to you unintentionally funny? Well, good, it’s summer and we’re supposed to be relaxed, so people should laugh.”