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At the bus stop he thought, Maybe she’ll drive up to it as she did once after a bad argument when he either stormed out of her house with his things because he was livid at her or she was at him and had ordered him to go — one of several times that had happened, his weekend there cut short because one of them wanted it to be or even them both — and say, “Listen, let’s talk about this some more”—that’s what she said that one time, or something like—“You want to take a drive with me, not to the city but around here, or go for coffee or a drink or come home or something? Let’s. But I don’t like you leaving like this. It worries me, and your going isn’t exactly what I want.” But she didn’t this time. Bus came and he got on, and as it pulled away he didn’t want to look back to the stop or the street her car would be on if she did drive down, since he knew she wouldn’t be there, but he looked and she wasn’t there and that day was the last he saw her till about fifteen months later at a Columbus Avenue fair in New York on Columbus Day or one of the weekends before when the avenue was closed to traffic from 65th to 86th and she was walking with some guy she obviously liked, and Gould said hello and she smiled and said hi and introduced him to the guy, who stayed silent though continually looked admiringly at her while they talked for about two minutes, how her daughter and father were and had she started another year teaching school? how his mother and a couple of his friends were and was he still working at Bloomingdale’s? and then they said goodbye and he sort of saluted the guy instead of shaking his hand, which he didn’t want to do, and they went in opposite directions in the middle of the avenue, he looking back at her a few times and only once seeing her looking back at him, though they were now about half a block apart and she could have been looking at something else in his direction and he just happened to be there.