He calls and says, “Grace, hi, it’s Gould Bookbinder, how you doing?” and she says, “Hello, Gould Bookbinder,” and they talk about her and her son and his family and mother and then he says, “Listen, another reason I’m calling is because of Bolling’s paintings. I have one, you might remember, and I’d like to get another, but to buy it this time,” and she says, “I’d be delighted. But what was the arrangement before — he gave it to you?” and he says, “And inscribed it. It’s almost as if you both did, since you held his writing hand.” “Your memory’s too good,” and he says, “I’m sorry,” and she says, “No, no, but I haven’t sold one since he died and I’ve tried like the dickens, believe me, and I could use the extra money. How’s the one you have doing?” and he says, “I got it framed. Looks great. People are always marveling at it. It’s above our upright piano at the far end of this long living room, the perfect place for it, as you can see it from about twenty feet away when you enter the connecting dining room.” “Which one did you get again?” and he says, “It’s hard to describe. If it has a title, I don’t know it,” and she says, “All of them did,” and he says, “Then if you told me, I either forgot it or never heard it. But it’s kind of small, first of all — one of the smallest of the I-don’t-know-how-many you spread out for me there — maybe three feet by two, but three feet across. It’s of the mountains — you know, the Spanish island — and lots of dramatic sky and sea, very bright colors — the blues and yellows, anyway — and I think a waterfall in it,” and she says, “Couldn’t be. None on the island, and I don’t think Bolling ever saw one in his life. He lived there, and here in different boroughs, and two years in the army on an ice cap, and before that at an army base in New Jersey not far from here.” “He must have traveled around Europe or just Spain before he got to the island,” and she says, “Both times he went it was by ship from New York to a large Spanish port and from there a ferry or small craft of some kind to the island, and the same when he returned to the States. That island was everything to him — in imagery, inspiration, ties to a particular spot on earth, you name it — which he knew before he got there, and he didn’t want any other setting interfering in his memory of it. He used to say — actually, he said he thought along these lines way before he went to the island. It was a movie theater travelogue of the island when he was a young man that first prompted him to think this and eventually bore him to the island — that he only needed this one landscape and he’d paint it and dream of it and be reminded of and recharged by it for the rest of his life.” “Then I don’t know. Because how do you explain this plunging blue-and-white thing and what looks like raging water foam at the bottom of it?” and she says, “More crashing sea, probably, or a stormy sky. You sure you hung the painting right side up?” and he says, “Yeah, the mountains. It wouldn’t look like anything recognizable upside down, and I never thought of him as a pure abstractionist.” “Now the painting’s coming back to me. Does it have two large pointy mounds that are unmistakably mountains as you said but could also be mistaken for a woman’s enormous breasts?” and he says, “Right, two, of equal size just about, but I never saw them as anything but mountains,” and she says, “That’s what they are, but breastlike mountains, and what he called the painting, in a way:
New Peaks. He was fascinated with the idea of taking old mountains and turning them into young breasts. He loved breasts more than any other part of the woman’s body, just as he loved mountains more than any other part of the land, so it all fits, and naturally the younger the developed breasts the better,” and he says, “By the way, what was the name of that Spanish island town where he did all those paintings?” and she gives it, and he says, “And the name of the group of islands it was part of?” and she says, “What group? It was just an island, Majorca, and near it were a couple of smaller islands, but no big group and certainly not a chain,” and he says, “That’s what I meant, and I actually knew but just wanted to make sure. But the town I always forget the name of, though knew it started with a D, and I bet I forget it again next time someone asks what place the painting’s of or where the painter lived on Majorca and so on. My mind … I don’t know: drink, age, something scarier? But I once wanted to — let me see: thirty-five, almost forty years ago? — wanted to live there too when I fashioned myself a would-be painter and writer. I heard it was dirt cheap, lots of wonderful free-thinking and — living women of various European nationalities, and it just seemed like the best thing to do for a while right out of college … sun, beaches, jug wine, all of which I stay away from today,” and she says, “You should have gone. That was the time. Now the island’s expensive, overcrowded, with rich tourists, grand hotels, and topless beaches — though I hear Deja hasn’t been touched as much — so the natives probably aren’t as hospitable and pleasant to you in a genuine way as they were then, but imagine what Bolling would have done in his work with the nudie scene. He was there with his first wife around the time you said you wanted to be, and it was such a small English-speaking community you almost certainly would have known them and become fast friends. She was supposed to be very nice.” “Wait a second. I thought you were the wife he was with there,” and she says, “I only went for a month about ten years after, a sort of rekindling-the-memory trip for him. But I can remember Bolling telling you of his years there with her and even, I think, you saying how you had once wanted to go there to paint or write, and he saying how you then would have met him and Sally there,” and he says, “Sally? That’s my wife’s name,” and she says, “I know. In fact you came over for coffee with her once — this was another time, much later — and Bolling pointed out the coincidence of the names. He also said he hoped that your Sally — you were talking of getting married and I’m not sure if he said this more for my benefit than yours, since he had eight good years with her before he deserted her when he somehow got hooked on me — anyhow, that your Sally would be your first and only wife. He really liked her and it had nothing to do with her large breasts, since by that time, with all the painkillers and pain and the tumor behind his eyes fouling up his vision, none of that meant anything to him.” “I don’t remember taking Sally to your place. On the street, yes, you and she met, but after Bolling’s death, and she also came to the memorial, though which of those was the first time you saw her I don’t know.” “Gould, believe me, I can even remember where we all sat: you two on the love seat, I was in the rocker across from it, at an angle, and Bolling was directly across from you in his wheelchair, to my left. You ended up switching from coffee to wine and Sally stuck with her herb tea, and after a while I not only had cookies out but crackers and cheese. But I’ll tell you, if you had gone to Deja it’s possible you would have written or painted something but more likely have become a terrific young wino, café habitué, and wife swapper — or girlfriend swapper, in your case — as that’s what almost all of them did. Bolling said that most of them were big fools, or became ones there, when before they had been responsible family men and executives or staff writers or chief graphic artists on magazines like Time and Business Week or some oil company newsletter, et cetera. There to paint the great Mediterranean painting or the literary equivalent with the three-act domestic drama or thousand-page novel or epic poem. But in a year or two, once their funds had run out, they were back in their old high-rolling jobs and cushy living. Bolling was the anomaly, eschewing most of the fun and games to get some real work in while he had the chance and which he had depleted his savings for, and only sleeping with his wife. Did he tell you the story of Robert Graves’s underwear?” and he says, “That someone stole a pair and he told this guy to put it back?” “One person stealing one pair? Please, it became the principal recreation of the expatriate community there; even friends visiting for a week tried to land a pair. For years people were sneaking into Graves’s home for one or ripping one off his washline or out of the maid’s laundry washtub while she was siesta-ing, and one jerk even got a week of dirty underwear out of his bathroom hamper. Word was that Graves was unamused by all this but had boxer shorts shipped in by the dozens to keep the thieves supplied so they wouldn’t steal more valuable things like letters and manuscripts and books and works in progress.” “It’s funny but I never took the story quite seriously, and I also had heard it was a pair of Jockey briefs that were stolen,” and she says, “Boxer shorts. Bolling was there and he told me. And in all his time on the island he never found the activity anything but deplorable, and anonymously he returned by mail a pair to Graves that had been given to him as a birthday gift.”