Drifting leaves, tell me, what became / of the princes of Aragon, Manuel Granero, the pavane for a princess / if Madrid glows like a slide show / if it’s only in this district that seventy or seventy-five children jump, laugh, and scream as their mums show off Honolulu breasts, and girls walk by in fetching garb / micro-grooved skirts, shiny gloves, and glittering sandals, drifting, falling leaves / like Christ on the stony path, tell me, / who began this business of stopping, passing by, and dying, / who invented this game, this fearful solitaire / without a trick, that reduces you to cardboard, /if the Plaza de Oriente is a rose from Alexandria, / oh Madrid of Mesonero, Lope, Galdós, and Quevedo, / ineffable Madrid infested with diesel-oil, Yankees, and consumer society, / the city where Jorge Manrique would finally fuck up the lot of us. Blas was a man of reason, reason enlightened by darkness, the dense reason of a monk’s sweaty, smelly habit. Blas had a Franciscan je ne sais quoi that endorsed his tolerance, his convivial spirit, and his non-metric verse. He was like Cambrón in his resonating consciousness; perhaps both passionately embodied the anguish of life. You could see the leanness of their bones in their eyes; fasting was their source of knowledge. I, on the other hand, had always suffered from hunger. Hunger had always bit into my guts with an urgent twist, and now I have grasped it was all a lie, invented sensation, stylistic artifice. Pizzas keep the wolf from the door with their crispy dough and shower of ingredients. Providence graciously decided I should devote my time to their home delivery, and in so doing, I stumbled upon a fortune. My Europizza has become one of the most solid investments in the country’s entrepreneurial development. There’s no doubting that it’s an innovative line of business that has kept abreast of changes in habits, that gives me public recognition, not only in terms of sales numbers but also in the distinguished treatment I get from our institutions and the good vibrations I feel from so many contented customers. Five thousand direct jobs and another four thousand induced currently depend on the fact that I exist. Everybody orders them, everybody consumes them, but why? Mysteries are ineffable by their very nature, though one can’t fail to note that their flavors are distinctive and appeal to the most plebeian tastes and straight away suit the gastronomic stereotypes of your average diner. Garlic, olives, olive oil, and tomato constitute in themselves an undeniable category of preferences shared by the communal palate. Greater sophistication is unnecessary. Perhaps that’s the secret — simple food that comes to the table piping hot, a product suited to elemental IQs.
As well as being a construction worker on the dole, Ceferino Cambrón was also an elemental character. He never tried pizza; a bad end saw to him before the first of them hit the market. He did, however, possess dignity, the dignity of a scholastic creed one wears with a buttoned-up collar. He believed in social justice, in utopian socialism, in scientific communism, and in the poetry of Blas de Otero. Using the same criteria, he could have opted to believe in the resurrection of Christ, in the transfixion of the Virgin Mary, or in the poetry of Santa Teresa, but things are what they are and not perhaps as we would like them to be. I became increasingly intrigued by his standard patter; hearing him preach was pure bliss — what striking declarations, what clear concepts, what profound insights into people and their actions, all backed by analysis, reflection, and mature thought. He called a spade a spade, didn’t beat about the bush, took the bull by the horns, and merely craved the respect of others, and the hapless fellow didn’t even get that, so dismally was he damned. “Shut your trap, you shit-hole,” they’d say, more for the fun sound than any strict semantic meaning, and he, unaware of the scope of those brotherhoods of penury, carried on with his preaching, upright, unflinching, exalting the grandeur of justice, the wonderful meaning of solidarity, or the pressing, irrevocable need to overthrow the bourgeoisie as the oppressing class. Ceferino Cambrón’s frame had a haughty, Gothic aspect, which granted him a certain breadth from which to confront life emphatically from the flat peaks of his utopia. Besides, far from holding out his hand to beg for alms, though he didn’t intend to abandon the gift of the Trinitarian stew, he started to earn money in the metro by selling banned books and dirty mags from Finland, where big breasts vied ebulliently with buxom busts to fill pages to the full. Marx, Engels, and Blas de Otero comprised the essential texts in the trade he hawked across the entire map of the metro, from Portazgo to José Antonio, from Ventas to Cuatro Caminos, and when the aches and pains of exhaustion sank their fangs into his thighs, he’d go to the hallway of one of the busiest stations in the network, spread his merchandise neatly on spit-ridden tiles, and launch willy-nilly into his sales spiel, using shocking phrases he’d fished out of the texts he was selling, which he seasoned with his solemn, pompous diction: “A specter is haunting Europe: the specter of communism. All the forces of old Europe have entered into a holy alliance to exorcize that specter. .” At dawn on Sundays, he’d abandon the Trinitarian Mansion and go to the Rastro, where he continued to vaunt his products. He’d set up on a patch of pavement in the vicinity of Cascorrro and without more ado emulate Savonaralo in his denunciation of certain kinds of behavior and prophecies of catastrophe. People mostly bought his dirty mags, and as he bawled so much, they threw their coins at him. Slim ordered me to watch him from a distance and keep a close eye on the contacts who supplied the merchandise sustaining him in that poverty-stricken life, though it was hardly necessary, because I stuck to him like a limpet, and becoming aware I was stalking him, he transmuted my role, from spy to the meatier one of proselyte for his ideas, and he welcomed me into his shadow with a single proviso: that I should help him sell his goods. “Gregorio, you must recover the freedom to feel yourself a man and not allow anyone to appropriate your will. Use your handicap to bare the fangs of equality to the world and ensure at all costs that people don’t pity you because of your appearance. Respect is earned by stubborn persistence; dignity is born within the self. Reject favors from the powerful on principle, and never feel sorry for your own fate.” “Yes, Cambrón,” I replied, “but do tell me again about the dialectic of the class struggle and the final demolition of the bourgeois state,” and rather than injecting me with a dose of his doctrine, as I’d requested, he proudly began to recite the steely verse of Blas de Otero, as if wanting my consciousness to resonate with the artifice of his language. Like a proudly human angel, unleashed and pounding at the door, the verse flowed swiftly from his lips and hammered in my ear with inner, character-forging power.
One day Slim threatened Ceferino Cambrón with death. He grabbed him by his threadbare shirt collar and threateningly clicked his tongue in his face, clicks that sounded like bones breaking. “You’re sinking deeper and deeper into that shit you keep preaching. It’s people like you who are to blame for fucking up Spain. Keep an eye out, because I’ll get you one of these days.” “Right, the one you ain’t got, you wretch,” came the defiant reply.
Slim was dead sure that by ordering me to accompany Ceferino, he’d sooner or later introduce me to his circle of contacts and I’d be able to scrutinize at will their clandestine meetings, get to know his peers, their names, jot down their addresses, and find out what they were up to, and who knows, I might also track down information essential for breaking up their conspiracies, starting with that visit by Santiago Carrillo it was so urgent to nip in the bud. That’s why he’d threatened him with grievous bodily harm; he’d hoped to arouse his ill will so he’d turn on me, a little wimp and butt of revenge he’d been handed on a tray and one entirely at his disposition. Snatching me from Slim’s circle of influence was no doubt the most precious payback Ceferino could ever imagine; making me an adept of his creed and getting me to reject One-Eyed to his face, thus setting an example to the ragamuffins who were the minions in his dominions, would strengthen him, and he’d have no need to abandon his own terrain, could retain his generous convictions, illuminated once and for all by the sovereign triumph of reason. At the very least, all that was what was running through Slim’s mind. “You take note of everything he tells you, get him to trust you, let him persuade you to renege on all of us, and we’ll settle our accounts with him when the time is ripe.” Old age rather than any diabolical spirit is what allowed One-Eyed to sniff around the stamens of the human soul and sup on their hidden pollen, just like that thug Satan is said to be.