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or go farther and sleep in the open, Otah ran his eyes over the windows

and walked around to the back, looking for all the signs Kiyan had

taught him to know whether the keeper was working with robbers or

keeping an unsafe kitchen. The house met all of her best marks. It

seemed safe.

By the time he'd returned to the carts, his companions had decided to

stay. After Otah had helped stable the horses, they shifted the carts

into a locked courtyard. The caravan's leader haggled with the keeper

about the rooms and came to an agreement that Otah privately thought

gave the keep the better half. Otah made his way up two flights of

stairs to the room he was to share with five armsmen, two drivers, and

the old man. He curled himself up in a corner on the floor. It was too

small a room, and one of the drivers snored badly. A little sleep when

things were quiet would only make the next day easier.

He woke in darkness to the sound of music-a drum throbbed and a flute

sighed. A man's voice and a woman's moved in rough harmony. He wiped his

eyes with the sleeve of his robe and went down to the main room. The

members of his 'van were all there and half a dozen other men besides.

The air smelled of hot wine and roast lamb, pine trees and smoke. Otah

sat at a rough, worn table beside one of the drivers and watched.

The singer was the keep himself, a pot-bellied man with a nose that had

been broken and badly set. He drew the deep heat from a skin and

earthenware drum as he sang. His wife was shapely as a potato with an

ugly face and a missing eye tooth, but their voices were well suited and

their affection for each other forgave them much. Otah found himself

tapping his fingertips against the table to match the drumbeats.

His mind went back to Kiyan, and the nights of music and stories and

gossip he had spent in her wayhouse, far away to the south. He wondered

what she was doing tonight, what music filled the warm air and competed

with the murmur of the river.

When the last note had faded to silence, the crowd applauded, yelped,

and howled their appreciation. Otah made his way to the singer-he was

shorter than Otah had thought-and took his hand. The keeper beamed and

blushed when Otah told him how good the music had been.

"We've had a few years practice, and there's only so much to do when the

days are short," the keep said. "The winter choirs in Machi make us

sound like street beggars."

Otah smiled, regret pulling at him that he would never hear those songs,

and a moment later he heard his name being spoken.

"Itani Noygu's what he was calling himself," one of the merchants said.

"Played a courier for House Siyanti."

"I think I met him," a man said whom Otah had never met. "I knew there

was something odd about the man."

"And the poet ... the one that had his belly opened for him? He's

picking the other Siyanti men apart like they were baked fish. The

upstart has to wish that job had been done right the first time."

"Sounds as if I've missed something," Otah said, putting on his most

charming smile. "What's this about a poet's belly?"

The merchant frowned at the interruption until Otah motioned to the

keep's wife and bought bowls of hot wine for the table. After that, the

gossip flowed more freely.

Maati Vaupathai had been attacked, and the common wisdom held that Otah

had arranged it. The most likely version was that the upstart had been

passing as a courier, but others said that he had made his way into the

palaces dressed as a servant or a meat seller. There was no question,

though, that the Khai had sent out runners to all the winter cities

asking for the couriers and overseers of House Siyanti to attend him at

court. Amiit Foss, the man who'd been the upstart's overseer in tldun,

was being summoned in particular. It wasn't clear yet whether Siyanti

had knowingly backed the Otah Machi, but if they had, it would mean the

end of their expansion into the north. Even if they hadn't, the house

would suffer.

"And they're sure he was the one who had the poet killed?" Otah asked,

using all the skill the gentleman's trade had taught him to hide his

deepening despair and disgust.

"It seems they were in Saraykeht together, this poet and the upstart.

That was just before Saraykeht fell."

The implications of that hung over the room. Perhaps Otah Machi had

somehow been involved with the death of Heshai, the poet of Saraykeht.

Who knew what depravity the sixth son of the Khai Machi might sink to?

It was a ghost story for them; a tale to pass a night on the road; a

sport to follow.

Otah remembered the old, frog-mouthed poet, remembered his kindness and

his weakness and his strength. He remembered the regret and the respect

and the horrible complicity he'd felt in killing him, all those years

ago. It had been so complicated, then. Now, they said it so simply and

spoke as if they understood.

"There's rumor of a woman, too. They say he had a lover in Udun."

"If he was a courier, he's likely got a woman in half the cities of the

Khaiem. The gods know I would."

"No," the merchant said, shaking his head. He was more than half drunk.

"No, they were very clear. All the Siyanti men say he had a lover in

Udun and never took another. Loved her like the world, they said. But

she left him for another man. I say it's that turned him evil. Love

turns on you like ... like milk."

"Gentlemen," the keep's wife said, her voice powerful enough to cut

through any conversation. "It's late, and I'm not sleeping until these

rooms are cleaned, so get you all to bed. I'll have bread and honey for

you at sunrise."

The guests slurped down the last of the wine, ate the last mouthfuls of

dried cherries and fresh cheese, and made their various ways toward

their various beds. Otah walked down the inner stairs to the stables and

the goat yard, then out through a side door and into the darkness. His

body felt like he'd just run a race, or else like he was about to.

Kiyan. Kiyan and the wayhouse her father had run. Old Mani. He had set

the dogs on them, and that he hadn't intended to would count for nothing

if his brothers found her. Whatever happened, whatever they did, it

would be his fault.

He found a tall tree and sat with his back against it, looking out at

the stars nearest the horizon. The air had the bite of cold in it.

Winter never left this place. It made a little room for summer, but it

never left. He thought of writing her a letter, of warning her. It would

never reach her in time. It was ten days walk back to Machi, six days

forward to Cetani, and his brothers' forces would already be on the road

south. He could send to Amiit Foss, beg his old overseer to take Kiyan

in, to protect her. But there too, word would reach him too late.

Despair settled into his belly, too deep for tears. He was destroying