“No, I didn’t know, but I’m delighted to hear that she’s so happy.”
“Adam,” disclosed, Lydia, in an awed voice, “she says that Lambert partakes of all her ideas and sentiments!”
“Good God! I mean, how — how fortunate!”
“They shared solemn and elevating thoughts in the Cathedral.”
“No, they didn’t,” replied Adam instantly. “Charlotte had solemn and elevating thoughts, and Lambert said; ‘Ay, very true! By Jove, yes!’ Lydia, you wretch, you are making me as bad as you are yourself! Be quiet!”
She chuckled but had to wink away a tear. “Oh, if only Maria hadn’t died! Then I shouldn’t have been obliged to be a comfort to Mama, or have gone to Bath, even!”
He gave her a hug. “I wish you needn’t have gone, but I think you must, at any rate for a time. Try to bear it! If Mama doesn’t bring you to London herself next spring, would you like to come to us, and let Jenny present you?”
The hug was returned with interest; Lydia cried rapturously: “Yes, of all things! Aunt Nassington spoke of bringing me out, but I would far prefer to be with you. If Jenny would be agreeable?”
As Jenny, who came into the room at that moment, said at once that nothing would afford her greater pleasure, Lydia’s spirits bounded up, and she said, in a burst of confidence, that she hoped Mama would decide to remain in Bath during the spring.
“Outrageous brat! Take her away, Jenny! By the bye, don’t neglect to show her your bathroom! She’ll like it!”
Lydia, in fact, was entranced by it, and scandalized Martha Pinhoe by declaring her determination to use it. “You don’t mean to tell me you don’t, Jenny? Why, it is a beautiful bath! All these mirrors too! You may see yourself whichever way you look while you’re in the bath.”
“Well, that wouldn’t be my notion of a high treat!” remarked Jenny. “However, you’re welcome to use it if you choose.”
“No, that she is not, my lady!” declared Miss Pinhoe. I’m surprised at you, saying such a thing! We all know what land of creatures they are that sit in their baths with looking-glasses all round! The idea!”
It was evident that Lydia was exempt from this universal knowledge, and as it was also evident that she was going to demand enlightenment of Miss Pinhoe, Jenny hurriedly took her away to her own room. Lydia approved of this too, exclaiming: “Why, it’s all new, except for that chest, and the little chair by the window! I must say, it’s a great improvement: it was dreadfully shabby before!”
“Do you like it?” Jenny asked anxiously. “I haven’t very good taste myself — not that I had anything to do with furnishing the house: Papa did it, while we were at Rushleigh, to — to surprise us. Only I’m afraid he made it all rather too — too grand!”
“For my part,” said Lydia, “I shouldn’t care a rush for that. How truly splendid to have a father who gives you such sumptuous surprises!” She hesitated, and then said shyly: “He won’t change Fontley, will he? Not too much?”
“No, no, I promise you it shan’t be changed at all!” Jenny replied, her colour rushing up.
“I don’t mean that this house isn’t very elegant!” said Lydia hastily. “Only that it wouldn’t suit Fontley so well!”
It was the opinion of the Dowager, when she descended to the drawing-room, that the style favoured by Mr Chawleigh would suit no house, and at the first opportunity she expressed this opinion to Adam with great freedom. He found himself defending even the green stripes. He said doggedly that stripes were of the first stare. “Such a very vulgar shade!” said the Dowager, with a shudder. “Far too much bullion on the curtains too! Alas, when I remember how this room once appeared I can’t but grieve at such a transformation!”
He was goaded into retorting: “It could hardly appear the same, ma’am, once you had removed from it everything but the carpet and three of the pictures!”
This unfilial rejoinder wounded her so deeply that not only were the ghosts of Stephen and Maria evoked, but she said, when Jenny told her of the small party arranged for her pleasure, that no doubt dear Jenny had forgotten that she was in deep mourning.
“As though any of us could forget it, when she is positively dripping black crape!” said Lydia. “But don’t be in a worry, Jenny! She won’t retire to her room, I promise you!”
Jenny was obliged to be satisfied with this assurance, but her anxiety was not really allayed until the Dowager came downstairs just before eight o’clock arrayed in black silk, and with Adam’s mantilla pinned over a Spanish comb (also his gift) set in her fair locks.
“Oh, how pretty you look!” Jenny exclaimed involuntarily. “I beg your pardon! I couldn’t resist!”
“Dearest child!” murmured the Dowager indulgently.
“I take great credit to myself for knowing that nothing would become you better than a mantilla,” said Adam. “Perfect, Mama!”
“Foolish boy!” she said, rapidly mellowing. “I thought it right to make the effort, since you have invited these people particularly to meet me. I daresay, if you were to mention that I have a fatiguing journey before me tomorrow, they will not stay very late.”
This did not sound propitious, but it was misleading. From the moment that Rockhill, after holding her hand while he gazed admiringly at her countenance, carried it to his lips with old-fashioned courtesy, the Dowager’s enjoyment of the party was assured.
The arrival of the Oversleys coincided with that of Brough, and in the confusion of greeting no one noticed that Adam and Julia stood handlocked for longer than was customary, or heard Julia say: “This was not of my contrivance!”
“Nor of mine,” he returned, in a low voice. “You know that I cannot, must not say to you — ” He checked himself, and pressed her hand before releasing it “Only tell me that you are better! The anguish of that moment, at my aunt’s, will haunt me all my life? I think.”
“Oh, don’t let it do so! I shan’t mortify you again, I promise you! We shall grow accustomed, they tell me — forget that there was ever anything but friendship between us. I must wish you happy. Can you be?” A tiny headshake answered her. She smiled faintly. “No, your heart is not fickle. I’ll wish you content only.”
She turned from him as she spoke to meet Lydia, who came up to her, saying: “I am so glad to see you, Julia! What an age it has been! The things I have to tell you!”
Adam moved away to mingle with his other guests, only a slight rigidity of countenance betraying that he was labouring under stress. Lydia, who had a schoolgirl’s admiration of Julia, was chattering away to her, and Julia seemed to be interested and amused. Adam heard her silvery laugh, and was thankful, for joined with the pain of being so close to her was the unacknowledged dread that she might allow her sensibility to overcome her upbringing, and precipitate them all into embarrassment. He wondered if Jenny, placidly talking to Lord Oversley, had any conception of the ordeal to which she had exposed both himself and Julia. She appeared unconscious, and when she chanced to meet his eyes there was no suspicion in hers, but only a little friendly smile. She seemed to be enjoying herself; and although this set her poles apart from him it relieved another of his anxieties: at his aunt’s assembly, and at Lady Bridgewater’s, her shyness had made her an awkward guest, but in her own house it was otherwise. There would be no need for him to keep a watchful eye on her, ready to help her over conversational hurdles, or to nudge her into a hostess’s duties: she was quiet, but she was quite assured, because she had been mistress of her father’s house for years, and was accustomed to entertaining his friends.