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The parlourmaids at his club, the tips of their delectable, shell-pink ears peeping from beneath their caps as they bent down to serve … The hoity-toity ladies’ maids in rustling black silk… And down in the kitchen another world, hard to penetrate but glorious, with the flushed, busty and bustling girls and the delicious smells of the food caught in their white-bibbed aprons and later (if Fate was kind and they were willing) in their loosened hair…

Isolde was dead. Uncle Sebastien rose and took the needle from the record.

It was over.

There was a knock at the door. Not Mary, he hoped. The dowager, when she learnt what had befallen him, had offered to take him with her to the Mill House. He’d refused, of course. There were only three bedrooms; he’d be impossibly in her way with his music and his insomnia. It wasn’t even as though Mary was really his niece. He’d already been living at Mersham, a beached-up middle aged bachelor, when she came there as a bride. She owed nothing to her dead husband’s uncle. No, he wasn’t as selfish as that but, all the same, he hoped it wasn’t Mary. If she came now he might just weaken…

‘Come in.’

A dark, enquiring head, a questioning: ‘You are not busy, sir?’ A curtsy.

Anna. He smiled. The dowager was right, he had not laid a finger on Anna. Too much of a snob, he told himself, for he had known her at once for what she was. Yet with this girl he felt none of the constraints he sometimes felt with women of his own class. And, as she stood before him, he understood what Rupert could not do: why the other maids, so quick to peck out an outsider, accepted her. For all her intelligence and breeding, Anna had something of their essence: a lack of self-regard, of priggery, a deep and selfless capacity for service.

‘Miss Hardwicke is out and I have finished my work downstairs so Lady Westerholme has sent me to see if you require anything,’ said Anna, paraphrasing the dowager’s anguished: ‘Go to Mr Frayne, Anna,’ as she met her in the passage. She came closer. ‘You are sad?’

‘No … no,’ said Uncle Sebastien, wondering what it would be like to have a daughter such as this. ‘It’s just … well, you may have heard, I’m to have a nurse. Miss Hardwicke feels I need looking after … that it’s too much for the maids to keep carrying trays. It’s very thoughtful of her.’

Anna nodded and tried to give him the concept back in an endurable form. ‘Nurses are so beautiful,’ she said. ‘And they have such lovely uniforms, caps and cloaks and everything so starched and crisp.’

‘This one is middle-aged and sensible. I’m going on a diet, too.’

Even Anna was daunted by this prospect. Then she came and slipped to her knees by his side and said, ‘Please will you play for me? Not the gramophone. You, yourself. The Waldstein Sonata, perhaps, because I love it so much and particularly the last movement where the hands cross?’

The old man shook his head. ‘I can’t, Anna. I can’t play properly any more.’

‘Please,’ said Anna, knowing that he must be led into his place of refuge - and waited.

Forgetting his own troubles, Uncle Sebastien looked at her, noting the weary droop of the shoulders, the dark smudges under her eyes, and something else, something that had not been there, he thought, when first she came to Mersham - a look, almost, of bewilderment, of puzzlement, as though she was troubled by something she did not yet understand.

‘If you’ll play with me?’ he said cunningly. ‘I have the Schubert duets. What about the Fantasia in F?’

‘Ah, yes’ Her face was suddenly transfigured. ‘But I cannot play with you, it is impossible.’

‘Not Selina Strickland, I hope. Because -‘

‘No.’ She sighed. ‘I shall be gone so soon that it doesn’t matter, I think. But you are a professional.’

In silence, Uncle Sebastien held out his hands, bent and swollen with rheumatism and age.

‘Yes, you are right,’ said Anna quietly. ‘God understands these things. Come.’

And so they played some of the world’s loveliest piano music - the exiled homesick girl, the humiliated, tired old man. Not properly. Better than that.

----*

The next day, after taking up Mr Frayne’s tea tray, Peggy came back to the kitchens heaving with an almost operatic rage.

‘When I got up the stairs there was this blinkin’ great cow all done up in white overalls met me at the door an’ wouldn’t let me past. ‘All trays are to be put down on the table outside from now on,’ she said.’ Peggy’s mimicry of the nurse’s genteel tones was accurate and savage.

Anna turned. ‘Was she beautiful?’ she asked, clutching at straws.

‘Beautiful! You must be joking. A nose like a hatchet and a huge black wart with whiskers on it.’

Anna sighed. Baskerville’^ wart, contrasting so poignantly with the blond undulations of his cheeks, was one of his greatest assets, but she could see that it might not be the same for a lady.

‘None of us are allowed in the room from now on,’ raged Peggy, ‘not when Mr Frayne is in it.’

‘Well, you used to grumble enough about the way he carried on,’ said Louise. ‘I’d have thought you’d be pleased.’

Peggy bit her lip. She seemed to be terribly upset.’ ‘e didn’t mean any harm,’ she said.

‘He’d never push it too far,’ echoed Pearl. ‘A proper gentleman he was, really.*

‘Crikey, you talk as if he was dead,’ said Louise.

‘ ‘e might as well be,’ said Peggy, and spoke truer than she knew.

----*

While Mersham was preparing for the wedding, Heslop was no less busy preparing for the ball.

Heslop’s butler, Mr Hawkins, had been trained by Proom himself and he brought to his work an iron rigor and indomitable sense of style. At Heslop, The Times was still ironed before it reached the breakfast table; the footmen, their hair powdered, wore their claret-coloured knee breeches and swallow tail coats even when the family dined alone; Monsieur Bourget, the chef, throwing off quenelles fricassees and temperaments with equal abandon, defended his kitchens, with their scurrying retinue of minions, as if they were Fort Knox. If Minna yearned sometimes for the simplicity of her American childhood or the easier ways of Mersham, she knew better than to interfere, and Heslop ran like clockwork.

Now, as she planned the ball in honour of Muriel Hardwicke with her housekeeper, her steward, her butler and her cook, no one could have guessed that the task afforded her anything but pleasure and delight.

And yet the truth was very different.

Welcoming Ollie back from her day in town, Minna had naturally been eager to know how her stepdaughter had enjoyed her day.

‘Oh, it was lovely. Mummy. It was simply lovely!’ Ollie’s flushed face had been full of delight yet Minna, with her sixth sense for the child’s well-being, had been uneasy.

‘Was your dress very beautiful?’

‘Yes, it was.’ Minna, bracing herself for details, watched with surprise as Ollie’s bright eyes slid away from her own. ‘And then I saw Pupsik who is a sausage dog and he’s got a huge diamond right inside his stomach and the lady let me hold him and he fell asleep on my lap and snored and snored and —’

‘Pupsik? Is that the Lady Lavinia’s dog? Did she bring him to the Ritz?’

‘No, I didn’t go to lunch with them.’ Ollie’s face had gone blank again, a look of defeat flickering in her eyes.