She thought she would crumple in the heat. She could have found some shade by the body of either Pajero, but then she could not have watched the ground where the man came, careful, following a zigzag path. She could not have been inside, with the engine and the air-con on, because she would have ceded control. They nodded, no enthusiasm. She might have lost them.
‘The one you say is an officer, coming forward, talk me through it.’
Hamfist, towering over her: ‘He’s following Badger’s trail, miss, like a tracking hound does when it has a scent.’
‘Where is Badger?’
Shagger: ‘Out in front of the officer, miss, and coming.’
She saw nothing: nothing with her own eyes and nothing with the aid of the binoculars. The haze seemed to ripple on the ground and it hurt her to look. She saw nothing except the man who advanced, taking his time, patient.
‘I can’t see anything.’
Harding: ‘If he’s as good as he’s talked up to be, you won’t.’
Corky: ‘If you see him from here, miss, he’s as good as dead.’
Around him there were occasional stunted heaps of dirt and he hoped he made another of them. He saw a broad-winged shadow pass lazily in front of him and lifted his eyes, not his head: an eagle turned on a wide circle. He knew eagles from Scotland, and kites and buzzards, big birds of prey but slighter than eagles, from Wales. He didn’t think its vision would be impaired by the haze coming off the mud now that the mist was gone. He thought the bird’s sight would be perfect, and that it would have noted him and therefore had made a pass above him. It had in effect checked him out and moved on. If the man following him had had an eagle’s eye, and its vantage-point, it would have been over long before. Badger kept to the routine he’d set, and stayed motionless for the count to a hundred, moved for the next hundred, and tried to merge with the heaps and humps. He found more often now that he lost track of how far he had counted, and had to start again. The weight of Foxy grew, as if the man had weights fastened to him.
‘I reckon I have to see where we are, Foxy. If I don’t, way I feel, I could go off course.’
He had worked himself around one of the heaps and stopped when it was behind him. There was another to his left, level with his hip. He had Foxy across his back. His legs were slack between Badger’s, and his head was draped on his shoulder. His arms were tucked down over Badger’s chest and wedged there. He thought the two heaps, augmented by the bulging gillie suit, would appear to be one larger hump that had been dumped by storms, erosion and, once, by a water channel. He started, very slowly, to turn his head.
‘Were we right, Foxy? Don’t they say, in combat, you have to believe in the cause and that God walks alongside you – just war, and all that? What d’you think, Foxy? Is He alongside us? Don’t you understand that I need an answer, and you’re the only fucker right now that can give me one?’
He shifted his head, changed his eyeline, half-inch by half-inch. A small bird, pretty plumage, pecked in the mud not a foot from his face. The sun beat down, and the heat chiselled him. His eyes ached from the brightness. The man tracked him: the officer, Mansoor, came slow and steady after him. The rifle was in his hands and could go quickly to the shoulder. For Badger, to grab for the Glock would make a convulsion of movement, and the game would be over.
‘She’s a good-looking woman, and she’s a lump in her brain. Likely it’ll be today she hears whether anything can happen or she’s being sent home to tick off the days. Also likely, this’ll be the day her husband’s hit – what they called interdiction, and I was too ignorant to understand. Were we right, Foxy, to widow her and kill him? Are you going to tell me, Foxy?’
The man was still about a hundred yards behind Badger. He had veered off to the right, straightened, then taken another half-dozen short paces. Now he had stopped. He searched the ground, unhurried, and traversed. The rifle was raised. The officer, Mansoor, took a stance with his legs a little apart, his boots steady. He aimed and peered through the V sight. He had the needle steady on a target, and fired. One shot, and the songbird fled. Badger understood.
‘It’s us that did it. We take responsibility. It’s not those people up in the north. Not the Boss, the Cousin, the Friend or the Major – and not the Jones woman and the guys with her. We did it, like we were faithful servants – did as we were told, touched forelocks, didn’t bitch. Couldn’t have happened without me putting the audio in place and without you hearing their talk. Can we live with that, Foxy?’
A second shot was fired. The impact, the dirt spatter, was further from Badger. Two shots fired and two heaps of earth hit. Perhaps the man had similar torments of exhaustion, the injury in his leg ached and he wanted out. Anger built in him, and frustration. That was good for Badger, because a cold-minded man was a more formidable opponent. He talked softly and Foxy’s ear was an inch from his mouth.
‘Different when you look into their faces, right? When you see them playing with the kids, doing everyday life.’
If he had been alone, Badger would have backed his chance of crossing the open ground as better than even odds. But it was not only himself. There was a quaver in his voice now, annoyance. ‘What are we doing here, Foxy? What are we doing on their ground? What were we ever doing in this God-forsaken fucking place? Please, Foxy, I have to be told.’
Another shot was fired. He saw the flash as the cartridge case was ejected. The report echoed away from him. He didn’t think the man would turn, head away, lose all heart, but he did believe that the firing of three shots showed frustration and anger, which would destroy concentration. Badger moved his head, lost sight of the man. He saw two white shapes on a horizon. They were minimally small. He wondered if it was there that the wire strand lay and if the burned tank was to his right, and the trucks that had skidded off the bund line into stagnant water, and the fallen watchtower. He needed an answer from Foxy but was denied it. He started to move again, and the silence was back, no wind blew and no cloud protected him. The heat haze was his friend.
‘Us coming here, it wasn’t in my name. Us walking in here – tanks, bombs, guns – that wasn’t in my name. Up in the north, should I have thrown it back in their faces? I’m a policeman, Foxy, not a fucking soldier… Give me an answer that works, please.’
He thought he heard Foxy, thought the clipped, nasal voice told him about casualties and rehabilitation clinics, about the coffins coming in shiny hearses up a High Street in the blazing sun or when there was snow piled at the kerbs, or when rain drizzled to reflect the misery. It told him about the ‘national interest’… He could only hope that the haze would hide him.
‘They’re waiting for us, Foxy, the girl and the guys are.’
Corky gestured ahead, past the expanse of open ground and past the solitary man who tracked his target. She refocused the lenses. The binoculars found them.
Abigail Jones saw a jeep and two lorries. They were short of where the first two vehicles had lost traction in the sand. She wouldn’t have seen it with the naked eye, but the glasses pulled the scene into her face. A cluster of men stood around a casualty, but the new troops who had reached that point didn’t stop to help, merely paused long enough to be given the general direction of the flight and pursuit. She could pick out different uniforms, good camouflage patterns and a different scale of weaponry. She recognised three RPG-7 launchers, and a machine gun. She turned to Corky, raised an eyebrow.
‘That’s IRGC, miss, Revolutionary Guards, not the riff-raff. But you knew that, miss.’
Her name was called, Shagger’s voice, behind her. She swung on her feet. He pointed away, down the track they had used. In the far distance the sunlight blazed off the windscreen of the BMW saloon they had tipped off the track into shallow water. Dust billowed. There were three or four pick-ups, crudely painted in olive green, and a Land Rover among them. Two of the pick-ups had machine guns fastened to cross-bars behind the drivers’ cabs. Her lips must have pursed, and maybe she cursed quietly. Shagger had an answer for her.