But nobody asked. If the farmers noticed her, they were too busy to be curious. Before the sky was fully light, the train came. Maud was glad to board it. She felt exposed, standing on the platform, surrounded by fog and dingy sky.
“Ticket?” asked the conductor, and Maud unknotted her handkerchief and handed it over. “This is a grown-up ticket, missy. Children under ten are half fares.”
Don’t let anyone ask you questions, Hyacinth had warned in her letter. They’ll feel sorry for you because you’re little, and try to make you talk. Don’t let them.
“I’m eleven,” Maud said pertly. “I guess I know what sort of ticket I ought to buy.”
The conductor wrinkled his nose. Maud could tell he had changed his mind about her. She was no longer a helpless innocent who ought to ride half-price. She was a stuck-up little thing who could be trusted to look after herself. Maud selected an empty seat and turned her face to the window. Don’t talk to strange men, Victoria had warned her. Little girls have been kidnapped because they talked to strange men. Maud was inclined to scoff at the idea of kidnappers — if people really wanted children, there wouldn’t be so many leftovers at the Barbary Asylum — but she couldn’t forget Victoria’s words.
The train began to move. Maud fixed her eyes on the scene outside the glass. After spending three months confined to the Hawthorne house, the red barns and wide pastures appeared almost exotic. She craned her neck to watch a collie dog chase a squirrel.
The train slowed again. It had come to the station in Hawthorne Grove. On the platform was Victoria, clad in her best fawn-colored suit — and Muffet. Maud goggled at the hired woman. She had never seen Muffet wear anything but a print housedress. Now she saw that Muffet owned a jacket and skirt in a plaid so bright it was almost scarlet. Her hat was covered with what looked like hundreds of bloodred cherries. Maud was guiltily grateful that it was Victoria who traveled with Muffet and not herself. She could see the other passengers turning to stare at the hired woman; no doubt Muffet was making the noises Maud had learned to take for granted.
The two women took seats several rows ahead of Maud’s. Maud let out her breath. She was safe. Later, when they came to the next station, she would follow Victoria at a distance. “We’ll buy our tickets and watch to make sure you’ve got yours,” Victoria had promised. “Then we’ll make sure you get on the right train, and get on after you.”
Changing stations went according to plan. The second station was large and crowded, but Maud elbowed her way into the line where Victoria and Muffet waited. The gentleman behind her subjected her to an offended stare, but he didn’t say anything. Maud avoided his gaze and raised her chin. She felt that she was getting away with something akin to murder. At the Barbary Asylum, “butting in” was a serious crime.
The second train was more crowded than the first. Maud looked for a seat by a window and found none. She passed Muffet and Victoria without looking at them and sat down beside a large, fat man who was smoking a cigar. It seemed to Maud that this was exactly the sort of stranger Victoria had warned her against, and she responded to his cheerful “Foggy this morning, ain’t it?” with a chilling silence. She sat as far away from him as she could, with her elbows held in and her buttocks tight. An hour later, when he got off the train, she slid over to the window with a sigh of relief.
The view outside the window had changed. The land was flatter than it had been, and the mist had burned off. Half of the sky had turned from gray to blue; it was going to be bright after all. She would be able to raise her parasol to keep off the sun.
“Are you all alone, dear?” A motherly-looking woman with a little boy in her arms leaned across the aisle to speak to Maud. “Where are your mama and papa?”
Mama and Papa. How babyish. Maud’s nostrils flared as she pronounced the words Hyacinth had supplied. “If you please,” she said, with the utmost distinctness, “my mother would rather I didn’t converse with strangers.”
The lady drew back, shifting the little boy in her lap. Maud saw that she felt rebuffed. Make sure you say “converse” instead of “talk,” Hyacinth had cautioned. You look younger than you are. You’ll need to sound older.
Hyacinth. In a little while, she would see Hyacinth again. The prospect filled her with longing and terror. She prayed that Hyacinth would be glad to see her, that she would kiss her or touch her cheek, that she would give some sign that she was the real Hyacinth, the one who was worthy of Maud’s love. Maud’s stomach tightened. Better to think of something else. In a little while she would see the ocean. Rumor had it that the ocean was well worth seeing, and today would be her only chance to look at it. Once she arrived at Victoria’s cottage on Ocean Street, she would remain within. She could not risk being seen. Eleanor Lambert had promised five thousand dollars to the person who could produce a manifestation of her dead child.
Maud tensed in her seat. She knew how important it was to perform well during the séances. She had practiced the glockenspiel and memorized five pages of information about Caroline Lambert. Hyacinth had sent the information to Maud, accompanied by a letter and a package.
My darling Maud,
Why haven’t you written, you wicked child? No, don’t answer me — I know quite well why you haven’t written, because Victoria has written me twice, dreadful scolding letters about what an unfit guardian I am. She says I broke your little heart when I said I didn’t want to be your “Dearest.” Did I? I hope I didn’t. The truth is, I’ve never much cared for Lord Fauntleroy, and I can’t endure his mother. They are both too sweet. If I’d wanted a sickly, sweetish, vapid little girl, I’d have adopted one. But I wanted a child like you — someone tart rather than sweet, and clever enough to help with the family business.
So don’t be cross, my darling girl. I can’t bear it. And do accept the enclosed as a peace offering. It will match your dress with the rosebuds, and you will be a perfect little picture when you saunter down the boardwalk at Cape Calypso.
Now, about the journey. You must see that it would be fatal for anyone to see you traveling with Victoria . . .
Maud’s eyes fell to the parasol that hung from a ribbon around her wrist. The ribbon had etched a line into her flesh, but she didn’t mind that — the parasol itself was still immaculate; she had been right to hold it instead of leaning it against her knee. She recalled the thrill of unwrapping it. First the brown paper and string, then the ribbon, then the box with its rustling tissue paper, and last of all the parasol, striped green and pink and festooned with lace. Maud had not known that parasols for little girls existed. She had never thought to own such a luxury.
“That’s Hyacinth all over,” Victoria had said. “She just likes buying things — anything pretty. . . . Where on earth will you carry it? You’ll be spending all your time indoors.”
It was true. Maud’s face fell. She sensed that Victoria was hoping she would dismiss the gift entirely — stand on her dignity and refuse to be bought. It was a point that Maud could appreciate; it would be fine, somehow, to stay angry at Hyacinth and thrust aside the parasol as if she didn’t like it. But she did like it. She felt that she had never seen anything so pretty in her life, and she wanted it dreadfully. She wanted to promenade down the boardwalk of Cape Calypso with her boots shined and her dress starched and the parasol raised above her head.
A flurry of wings outside the window drew Maud’s attention away from the parasol. White birds, bigger than pigeons, with dark edges to their wings. Maud opened her mouth to ask the motherly lady what they were, and then shut it. The conductor was shouting “Cape Calypso!” and the train was slowing to a stop.