Downstairs, I found Nub dried off and doctored. He was lying on the floor on a thick towel Mom had laid down.
“How did he like the alcohol?” I asked.
“You were right,” Daddy said. “He didn’t like it.”
I had the cocoa while Mom clucked over me.
Callie had said very little. She sat at the far end of the table with her own cup of cocoa, looking at me with those woodburner eyes of hers.
Finally, everyone but myself moved into the living room. They planned to watch television, but the storm had come back and was so fierce, they knew that was pointless. With only three channels, and one of them brought in only by judicious turning of the outside antenna, it would have been nothing but a crackling noise and a screenful of electric snow.
I sat in the kitchen and sipped my cocoa. Rosy Mae came in from the living room to start dinner. She said, “You look like you done seen a ghost, Mr. Stanley.”
“Just Stanley. Remember?”
“You ain’t been in no kind of trouble, have you, Stanley?”
I shook my head. Rosy Mae didn’t push it. She got a cup, went to the stove, poured the remaining hot milk from the pan into her cup, then stirred in cocoa.
“It works better you put the cocoa in first,” I said.
“I didn’t know that, and me bein’ a cook. But I don’t drink me no cocoa much.”
She sat down at the table and studied me. “You sure you’re all right? I read one of them Sherlock Holmes stories from that book. He sure smart, ain’t he?”
“He is.”
Dad came into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, got out a pitcher of tea and poured it into a tall glass with flower designs. He mixed sugar into it, sat at the table and stirred his tea with a spoon. He said, “Weather stays this bad, I’m just gonna close her down tonight. I thought the family could go see the minstrel show at the school.”
I knew the word family would exclude Rosy Mae. Rosy, taking the cue, left the room.
“What’s a minstrel show?” I asked.
“Well, this one is some white folks just having a little fun. They put on blackface makeup, big white lips, and play music. Tell a few jokes. I’ve been to a few of them. They’re entertaining.”
After what I had gone through, the idea of staying home alone with the wind howling around the house was more than I wanted to deal with.
“That sounds fine to me.”
“We’ll have to wait, see if it clears,” Daddy said. “It does, we got to open up. Tell you the truth, I hope it does stay this way. We could all use a night out.”
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IT WAS ABOUT SIX when Buster showed up for work. It was still raining and he came through the back like he always did, where the cars drove out. He was wearing a rain slicker with the hood pulled over his head. He was carrying a metal container with a handle and had a thermos under his arm. He went out to the projection booth.
Daddy was standing at the back door, watching Buster go into the booth. He said, “Now he shows up. He couldn’t show when we’re going to be open, he has to show now. Get on your slicker, go out there and tell him we’re closing tonight. And I hope he doesn’t expect to get paid just for showing up. He gets paid when we all get paid, and tonight no one gets paid. Except maybe the farmers. And that minstrel show.”
I got my rain slicker, slipped it on, went out to the projection booth. Buster had removed his rain gear, turned on his little light, and was sitting there plucking items from the metal container.
“I brought some newspaper accounts to read,” he said. “And plenty of black coffee.”
“There isn’t going to be any movie tonight,” I said, pulling my hood back.
“Figured as much, but I thought I ought to show for work. Stan, I may not always seem like a friend, but I appreciate you bein’ one.”
“You saved my life.”
“Matter of time for Bubba Joe. Just happened to be me did him in. Could have been anyone. Would have eventually been someone.”
“You talked about Margret’s mother. That she was. . . well . . .”
“A prostitute.”
“That means lots of men would come there . . . to Margret’s house. Right?”
“Yeah.”
“It could have been any of them, couldn’t it?”
“It could have.”
About that time, Daddy called from the house. “Come on, Stanley. You need to get ready.”
“We’re going to see the minstrel show,” I said.
“That’ll be a treat. Seein’ a bunch of peckerwoods in blackface . . . You go on. We’ll talk later. Hey, I was gonna stay here and read. Think your daddy would mind?”
“Not if you don’t mention it.”
“Maybe that dog of yours—”
“Nub?”
“Yeah. Nub. Maybe he could come out and keep me company.”
“I’ll tell Rosy Mae to let him out after we leave.”
“Good. And Stan, them letters from Margret? Could I see them?”
“I’ll try and slip them out. I can’t promise, but I’ll try.”
“Good enough.”
I pulled my hood up and went out into the rain.
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THE MINSTREL SHOW was at our school, which back then housed all grades except kindergarten. Kindergarten was operated out of a teacher’s house.
The show was in our school auditorium, and you paid fifty cents to get in. There were signs on the wall outside of the auditorium. They read: “NIGGER MINSTREL SHOW. Clean humor for the family. Music. Jokes. Hijinks. Fifty cents.”
Inside we took our seats, which were about a third of the way from the front. In the back an old colored janitor stood ready with his rolling garbage can to pick up messes when it was over. The messes would be cups and wrappers for food and drinks being sold to raise money for the band and baseball team to buy equipment.
The PTA had put a table alongside the wall. They had soft drinks in a couple of coolers and they made hot dogs on the spot, pulling the dogs from an electric stew pot with long tongs, slapping them on mustard- and relish-coated buns.
It took about fifteen minutes for the auditorium to fill, and fill it did. There were even a few people standing in the back.
When the lights went down, two white men dressed in blackface with white lips came out, one played a banjo, and they both sang. The songs were what many think of as slave classics, like “Way Down Upon the Swanee River,” “Jimmy Crack Corn,” and later on a few religious numbers, like “The Great Speckled Bird” and “I’ll Fly Away.”
There were jokes, all of them with Negroes as the butt. The jokes had to do with fishing, eating watermelon and fried chicken, being lazy and happy as birds; just funny colored people who loved to laugh, sing, and dance, and make white folks smile.
I was getting into the spirit of things, laughing along with everyone else, when I heard a loud coarse laugh from the back of the auditorium. I turned to look. It was the old colored janitor standing by his rolling trash can, a broom sticking out of it. He was laughing so hard I thought maybe he might have to be knocked unconscious to shut him up.
In that moment something switched on inside of me. And I thought, here’s a colored man who thinks this is funny. That making fun of him and his people is humor.
I didn’t laugh another time. And it wasn’t due to resistance. Nothing they did on stage the rest of the night struck me as funny.
On the way home I was so silent, Daddy asked me if I was okay, if I had had fun.
I told him I had. I didn’t know what else to say.
Callie said, “Well, I laughed a few times, and I liked the music, but I don’t know any colored people like that. I don’t think Rosy Mae would have liked it.”
“It’s not for Rosy Mae,” Dad said.
“My point exactly,” Callie said.