Andrew merely raised his eyebrows. ‘Would she not?’
I looked again at Deirdre. She was deep in conversation with Cormac O’Neill. Murchadh’s oldest son had scarcely taken his eyes off her since they’d been seated. There was something in the intensity of his demeanour that held her. She gave never a glance to her husband, though he looked often at her.
My grandmother surveyed the scene before her, and her eyes glowed with satisfaction. She nodded to her steward, who filled her glass. And then she rose, and as one the conversation in the hall was hushed and the musicians fell silent.
‘Welcome, my friends. Be truly welcome. You do honour to this house in your coming, and honour to my husband who was its master and lies here one last night.’ At this many mourners crossed themselves, and there were murmured invocations of the saints. ‘Often, in more joyful times, you have known our hospitality; you have been welcomed in this place.’
‘That is a lie.’ Andrew Boyd’s low whisper cut into my mind. I turned to look at him. ‘Your grandfather would not permit half of that crew in this house. Murchadh O’Neill never set foot over the door in his life before.’
‘But I thought …’
He held a finger to his lips. Maeve was in full flow. ‘We have known laughter here, and nights of triumph. But there has been weeping also, and tragedy. And tonight there will be weeping, for Richard FitzGarrett is dead.’ She meant to go on, but I could see that, for a moment, she could not, and I understood then what I would otherwise have doubted: Maeve O’Neill had loved her husband. She gathered her strength and continued. ‘The man who for fifty years shared my bed, my troubles and my joys is gone. He was the master of this house and the father of my children. He grieved with me over those children, both lost to Ireland, though for very different causes. He was the best of his race, that breed of Englishman who came here so many generations ago, to conquer our land, and could not. They stayed, and were conquered by it. He was as Irish as he was English. He spoke our tongue, gave due honour to our ways, and died in the true faith. He fathered an Irish hero in our son, and will be grandfather, God willing, to many more.’ She held high the glass in her hand, the candlelight dancing in its ruby wine. ‘Drink with me to Richard FitzGarrett, my husband. Father of Phelim, grandfather of Sean, the last of his race.’ As the company loudly proclaimed my grandfather’s name, I drained my cup to its depths.
Maeve’s was the first of many toasts made, as the musicians took up their playing once more and the company set to the food before them like hounds at a kill.
It was not long until Andrew realised he would be needed below. ‘They will be needing more casks up from the cellars.’
‘But there are casks everywhere they can be fitted.’
‘Have you seen how much they are pouring down their throats? I tell you, Bacchus himself would not outlast some of those beneath you. What would kill many another man is to them but a taster for what is to come.’
Unmarked by the players as he passed behind them, he went down amongst the company. He walked behind the tables rather than amongst them as the other servants did. But then, he was not quite a servant here. If not a servant though, what? He appeared to know little better than I what his place here really was. He spoke to a few of the merchants and aldermen at the lower end of the tables, but made no contact with Deirdre’s husband or his brother. Now and again, he would issue instructions to the other servants when he noticed something was required, but there was no ease in his bearing, and to the native Irish, Maeve’s relatives and their retainers, he spoke not at all, nor even approached the high table where the principal mourners sat.
My gaze drifted to Deirdre, whose eyes were searching the room. It was evident that she was not looking for her husband. She was drinking little, but the point came when she had finished the wine in her glass. Murchadh O’Neill noticed and called for more to be brought. One of the kitchen boys stepped forward with a jug, but Murchadh shook his head and pointed at Andrew instead. ‘Him. Let him bring it.’
Andrew flinched for a moment and I thought he would refuse, but he took the jug from the boy and walked slowly towards where Deirdre sat and began to pour. Murchadh seemed to take a peculiar pleasure in watching the act, but Deirdre stared ahead of her, not acknowledging the man she must have known her entire life. I thought for a moment that Andrew would allow the wine to spill over the edge of the glass, but at the last moment he tilted the jug upwards and walked away. My cousin carefully lifted the glass to her mouth, her hand very steady, and only a trickle of the ruby liquid overflowed the rim and dropped on to the white linen tablecloth below.
The harper was playing now, and conversations in the hall gradually came to their end as all around turned to listen to the melancholy notes issuing from his strings. I closed my eyes and leant against the cold stone of the pillar. There was a grace in the music rising towards me that brought to my mind images of the seas and land separating me from all that I had understood of the world until a few weeks ago. What was Sarah doing now? The melody that insinuated itself into my mind was beckoning me, telling me this was the place now, that it was the other that was the dream. I caught sight of her, her hair blowing across her face, at the other side of the Irish Sea. She would not cross, I knew that; she would not exist here. I allowed the music to take me where it would.
‘You are a true Irishman indeed, cousin. But take care your snoring does not drown out the harper.’
I came to with a start and was relieved to see Sean’s face looking down upon me. ‘How long have I been sleeping?’ I asked.
He raised an eyebrow. ‘I have been here two minutes, and you have been dead to the world all that time. And they say we are lazy.’
I smiled sheepishly. ‘The music and the warmth and the wine overcame me. I had expected Andrew Boyd by now.’
He squatted down beside me and sighed heavily. ‘Andrew will have taken himself off somewhere to seethe in private. Murchadh does not realise when he overreaches himself.’
‘What was that about?’
He moved uneasily. ‘Ach, it is not worth talking about tonight. I will tell you sometime, when you know him better.’
I indicated Deirdre’s husband. ‘Your brother-in-law seems ill-at-ease.’
He snorted. ‘As well he might, in this company.’
‘Cormac O’Neill seems much taken with Deirdre.’
‘She is like an illness he cannot shake off. I fear for him because of it.’
‘And his sister?’
‘Roisin?’ He looked away from me. ‘She too has placed her heart where it does not find a welcome, and in one much less worthy.’
‘She is very beautiful.’
‘Yes,’ he said heavily. ‘She is very beautiful.’
‘But that is not enough?’
‘No, I do not think it is. I would to God that it was.’ He would tell me about it when he was ready to. For now there was sadness enough between us. Andrew returned with more food and drink for me, the two nodded briefly to one another, and Sean took his leave.
The harper came to the end of his final air, and was hugely lauded. As the tumult died down, Murchadh O’Neill rose to his feet and addressed the company. ‘Drink to the harpers,’ he said. ‘And to the poets, and the lawmakers, for Ireland has no heroes any more. Drink to Richard FitzGarrett, the last of his kind, as different from these new English who have come to wrest our lands and ways from us as the stag is from the stoat.’ Some of the traders and merchants at the lower tables began to murmur amongst themselves and to shift uncomfortably on their benches. Murchadh afforded them little notice. ‘Richard FitzGarrett has gone, and there is no place for his sort of honour in Ireland. There can be no accommodation now for his race or mine with the godless heretic interloper who would rape our land. His passing is the passing of the time of compromise. We have been butchered, starved, harried and robbed, and our time is coming. The day is not long when we will make a new Ireland out of the ashes of the old.’