Finally, she put a finger to my lips to get me to shut up. "Let's sit down a minute."
Docilely, I sat next to her on an out-of-the-way bench. Around us were peaceable little scenes by de Hooch and de Heem and Terborch—ordinarily the names alone would have been enough to lull me—but they weren't doing me any good now. I was filled with misgiving, terrified at what she might be going to say to me.
"Chris," she said soberly. "I've been giving things a lot of thought." Her eyes, usually as near to violet as eyes come, had deepened to a glowing blue-black. She looked down at her hands, clasped on her lap.
"And?" I said, or squeaked.
"I've been miserable since San Francisco," she said, talking rapidly. "I miss you awfully. I want us to give it another try—that is, if you want to."
"Me too!" I blurted, practically dissolving into jelly with relief. We leaned our foreheads together and laughed, a little jerkily from the release of tension. I realized that she'd been as worried as I had. A few museum visitors glanced at us with understandable irritation.
"Whew," I said, and grabbed her hand. "Come on, let's get some air."
We left the museum, walking around the corner and then along the edge of the Hofvijver, the square, fountained, "lake" that sets off the dignified old Parliament buildings.
"So," I said, "what do we do?"
She smiled and squeezed my hand. "Seems to me we're already doing it."
"I mean after today. How do we handle it? You have to stay in the Air Force—"
"I want to stay in the Air Force. For one more year, anyway."
"And I have to and want to stay at the Seattle Art Museum, six thousand miles away."
"True. What would you suggest?"
"We could get married," I said, startling both of us.
"Married?"
I shrugged. "In for a dime, in for a dollar."
She burst out laughing. "You just got divorced. You've been single all of five months."
"Right, I gave it a fair try. Between you and me, it's not what it's cracked up to be."
She stopped and studied me. "Are you serious?"
"Of course. Well, I think so. I just thought of it."
"But how would getting married change anything? I'd still be in the Air Force, you'd still be in Seattle."
"So what are we supposed to do?" I asked again. "Just see each other from time to time, whenever I get over to Europe or you get to the States?"
"Why not? Why do we have to do anything? Why can't we just take it as it comes, see how it turns out? When my tour of duty's up, we can see how we feel."
"Well, sure, I suppose we could," I said doubtfully, "but—"
"Chris, did anybody ever tell you you have this need to tie everything up into nice, neat, black-and-white packages?"
"Yes," I said.
Only Tony called it "trying to deoptionalize nonprogrammable contingencies." Louis saw it as "a counterproductive aversion to ambiguity due to faulty self-esteem." I forget what Bev called it, but she had a name for it, too, I was starting to think maybe they had a point. Either that or everybody liked ganging up on me. And even Louis had never accused me of having paranoid inclinations.
"Isn't it enough to just be together again?" she asked. "To be friends again?"
She had moved closer to me, putting her hands against the lapels of my jacket and looking directly up into my face. There was a barely noticeable little twitch in the soft skin below her eyes, something that showed up when she was anxious or insecure. Anne wasn't even aware when it was there, but for me it always had a compelling, waifish poignancy. I embraced her; for the first time in five months I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close. Unexpectedly trembling, I bent my face down to her hair and inhaled the fragrance. I could feel her shaking, too.
It was more than enough.
The paintings had put us in the mood for some plain, hearty Dutch cooking; the sort of thing that would have looked right on one of those scarred old tables in a scene by Ian Steen or Adriaen Brouwer. In most Dutch cities it would have been easy to find an appropriate restaurant. Dutch cooking may not often figure in discussions of the world's great cuisines, but of plain and hearty there isn't any shortage. The Hague, however, is the least Dutch city in Holland, as the Dutch themselves like to say. Full of foreigners on expense accounts, it's easier to find a plate of escargots á la bourgignonne than a bowl of humble, nourishing erwtensoep.
All the same, with half an hour's diligent perusing of the sedate, embassy-lined streets, we managed to locate a signboard with a red, white, and blue soup tureen on it. In Holland this signifies a small restaurant promising just what we were looking for: traditional food and old-fashioned cooking.
The promise was delivered on. We ordered smoked herring and hutspot, a beef-and-vegetable stew that gave robust new meaning to "plain and hearty." And while we ate, I told her the long, tangled story of my last few weeks, from Blusher's Rubens through Ugo's dubious Uytewael. As you can imagine, this took a while. By the time I finished, we were done with our stew and had moved on to a nearby pannekoekhuis for crepes and coffee at a sidewalk table under the plane trees.
"Somebody's tried to kill you twice?" she said, stirring sugar into her coffee. "My God."
"Only once. They weren't trying to kill me on Via dell'Independenza."
"They ran you down with a car but they weren't trying to kill you?"
"I mean it was Max they were after. I was just incidental. If I hadn't run back to help, nothing would have happened to me."
"All right, once, if it makes you feel better—"
''It does."
"—but why even once?"
I shook my head. "It's got to have something to do with the thefts. That's all I can think of."
"But what? Were they trying to keep you from finding out something?"
"I don't think so. Once I left for Sicily I wasn't planning on coming back to Bologna, except to catch a plane to the States, and everybody knew it. So there wasn't any risk that I'd uncover anything new."
"What then?"
"All I can guess is that it's something I already know. Or that they think I know."
"Like what?"
"Maybe they're afraid Max told me the names of the people on his list; the people who knew his security systems."
She shook her head. "No, if that was it, why would they wait until you were leaving? If you were going to tell the police at all, you'd already have told Antuono."
"Yes, you're right."
"Chris, could it have something to do with the Uytewael? Could someone have been trying to keep you from finding out it's a fake?"
"Who? Ugo's the only one who's likely to suffer over it." "Well, Ugo then. I know he's your friend and you like him—"
I laughed. "You and the police; you both keep trying to pin it on Ugo. Look, if he didn't want me to find out the picture was a fake, he didn't have to blow me up. All he had to do was not show it to me. I didn't even know it existed."
She took a halfhearted stab at her jelly-filled crepe. "Colonel Antuono must have a theory about all this. What does he think?"
"I'm not sure he does have a theory—about why someone would want to kill me, I mean. What he's interested in is the paintings, period. Any corpses that happen to get produced along the way are incidental nuisances."
"All right, what's his theory about the paintings? Who has them?"
"According to him, the whole thing was organized by the evil masterminds of the Sicilian Mafia."