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The English approached, armed to the teeth.

Hadda Mulla, their foe, finally within reach.

In cover of darkness they crawled into town

When thunder and lightning and hail crashed down.

Everything lit up so all — all! — could see

The white man’s forces assaulted by bees.

A handful of stings and they’re overpowered,

Is it bees or Allah’s wrath that makes them such cowards?

A decade and more has passed since then

But now hear the call for jihad once again.

Haji Sahib in the hills is gathering his forces

Rise up! Join him! By foot or on horses.

What did it mean, this great emptiness which opened up in Qayyum’s chest in response to the Storyteller’s badala? A Mohmand tribesman raised his gun in the air at the end of the last couplet, the butt of a rifle catching Qayyum on the shoulder. Men around him cheered, and repeated the last line back to the Storyteller. Rise up! Join him! Qayyum turned on his heels and walked briskly away. It wasn’t until he was back under the canopy, flicking away the two pieces of the fly with his toe, that Najeeb caught up with him.

— I’m sorry, Lala. I didn’t know there’d be so many people.

He pushed Najeeb away, more roughly than he’d intended.

— What will our mother say if I come home without money because I’ve been listening to silly tales all day? Go, get out of here. Let me work.

— You’re afraid of everything, Najeeb shouted, and ran away before Qayyum could respond.

Qayyum looked down at his hand, rubbing his thumb against the bump on the side of his finger formed by holding the quill in place. It had replaced the old rifle-calluses. How could Qayyum tell his brother that he hadn’t walked away from the Storyteller because of the crush of people, or the threat of a rifle to his eye. He left because for a moment he pictured himself in the uniform of the British Indian Army, and what he felt was shame.

A tarpaulin flew off a donkey-cart. The load of hand mirrors caught the sun, threw circles of light up onto surrounding facades whose windows flung the glare back into the eyes of the men on the street — camel-drivers, Victoria-drivers, merchants, customers, wayfarers. Dazzling chaos. A bolting donkey, an upturned cart of turnips, a man walking into a tower of brass urns; the blur of other things falling, colliding at the periphery of Qayyum’s vision. He closed his eyes for a long moment, but without any feeling of panic. Weeks of working in the bazaar, watching its everyday courtesies and camaraderie, and other people had ceased to be a threat.

In just the second or two that he wasn’t looking everything moved quickly into aftermath. No signs of serious damage, but in the absence of tragedy there was nothing to leash the frayed tempers of summer. Men were stepping out of shops, dismounting bicycles, pointing at scrapes and cuts and dented brass. Ugliness in the air; any moment there would be fists or blades.

A young boy who had been trying to sell Qayyum an oxtail fly whisk from the tray he was carrying in his too small arms set it down on the pavement beside the knife-sharpener, dashed across the street to the donkey-cart, lifted out a mirror which he angled so that it struck reflected sunlight into the eyes of a man whose raised voice, directed at the cowering donkey-cart driver, was on the brink of violence. The man shielded his eyes, turned in the direction of the boy, anger swerving. Laughing, the boy lowered the mirror, his little hand covering part of its surface so that a circle of light appeared over the man’s genital area, a hand silhouetted within, groping about as though trying to catch hold of something that wasn’t there.

Raucous laughter broke out in the street; the boy darted back to the pavement, made a noise of indignation at the flies which had settled on his whisks, picked up the tray and was surrounded by customers, including the knife-sharpener. The man who had knocked over the brass urns helped the donkey-cart driver replace the tarpaulin, and the man who had been on the receiving end of the boy’s teasing pointed towards his groin and said, First time, even my wife thought a thing that size must be my thigh, which turned him into a hero, though not because anyone believed the brag.

How Qayyum loved these men. Why had he ever chosen to live his life away from them?

He was still smiling when another boy approached, hair matted, clothes tattered. He held out a piece of paper and Qayyum told him to sit down; he had the look of someone who planned to race off without paying as soon as Qayyum finished reading. That almost never happened — people seemed to want to keep hold of anything addressed to them, even if they couldn’t understand the symbols on the page — but there were always exceptions. But the boy just laughed and walked away, leaving Qayyum holding the piece of paper.

Your brother from the orchards has survived hell. His blade of ice will melt at your approach, and yours only.

Qayyum cupped his hands together, the paper a grainy lining between them, reciting a prayer. A missing limb, a missing eye — these were the only reasons an Indian soldier would be discharged and find himself in Peshawar again, but Allah, let it be a miracle; let it be something else. He placed his fingertip against his glass eye, astonished to find it wet with tears.

Kalam strode towards him through the orchard, arms swinging. An eye then, oh Kalam, if only I had been there to wash your wounds, to be a light in the terrifying darkness of day, to string together in whispers the names of all the gates of the Walled City as though they were prayer-beads. But just before the other man embraced him he saw that both his eyes were eyes, no artifice of glass. It could mean only one thing: it wasn’t his body, but his mind which had been destroyed.

— The English have decided to stop recruiting Pashtuns.

Kalam bit into a plum, arching his neck forward so that the spray of juice wouldn’t stain his clothes.

— For the Army? Qayyum asked.

The other man nodded, wiping his mouth against his sleeve so that all the juice he had carefully kept off his clothes was now a dark smear near his wrist. It was the closest thing to madness he’d displayed in these several minutes during which he’d asked so considerately about Qayyum’s time in Brighton, the sea voyage, the return to Peshawar.

— Too many of us mutiny, too many desert. Particularly when we’re asked to fight our Muslim brothers. Don’t look indignant, Lance-Naik — you should be proud to belong to a people who won’t kill their brothers at the command of their oppressors.

Kalam grinned as he said it, a piece of pulp between his front teeth.

— Perhaps I belong to a people who desert because they know they can hide with the tribes where the English will never find them and have them court-martialled.

— So you’ve guessed it. Yes, I go tomorrow to my mother’s people and do what must be done.

— What is it that must be done?

— Jihad.

This morning had brought fresh rumours of the bloody battles between the English and the tribesmen under Haji Sahib in the mountain passes and foothills; on his way to the orchard Qayyum had walked past a battalion heading towards the hills, and the sound of feet marching in unison tore at his heart as if they were the footsteps of a beloved walking deliberately away. He said this to Kalam to take that look of fierceness from his face, but his friend raised his hands sharply to ward off the words.