Ivan picked up the envelope and read the sender's address with difficulty: " Moscow, 16 Litovsky Avenue, Flat 37, Demidova 0.I." Feverishly, muddling up lines of text that were already growing blurred, his eye seized upon fragments of sentences: "I've got to know a nice young man… We're thinking of getting married in July… His parents would like to meet you. Come for the May celebrations… You can stay with us for a week or two…"
Ivan could never recall the very last sentence in the letter, even though he saw it absolutely clearly, even repeated it, as it seemed to him, whispering, "The bells are ringing in Moscow… The bells are ringing… And who's going to hear them?"
It was not until the afternoon that Ivan came to. He opened his eyes, then screwed them up against the blinding sunlight beating on the window panes. He was lying on the floor. Above him crouched Zhora, shaking him by the shoulder.
"Dmitrich, Dmitrich! Wake up now, you goddamned veteran! You've sure been boozing it up! Where did you get plastered like that? No, don't shut your eyes, you'll nod off again. Why did you send for me? What's this urgent business, then? To wake you up? Eh? D'you think I've got nothing better to do than come and sober you up?"
Listening to him and scarcely grasping the import of his words, Ivan smiled. Then just as Zhora was preparing to go, Ivan forced open his swollen lips and asked softly: "Zhora, let me have five rubles. I'll pay you back next pension day."
Zhora whistled softly to himself, got up and thrust his hands into his pockets.
"My lord, Dmitrich, you've got some nerve! Now you've found yourself a Pioneer who's done his good deed for the day, I guess you'll be wanting me to bring you the occasional bottle and give you the nipple to suck…"
Then he glanced around the shabby, empty apartment and at Ivan, his thin face devoured by his beard, and said in a conciliatory voice: "Look, I don't have five rubles. Here's three. That'll be enough to take care of your hangover. Yesterday at the Gastronom they had a strong one in at two rubles seventy a bottle. The guys say it's fine…"
Feeling a little better, Ivan doused his head pleasurably under the cold tap for a long time, then went out into the springtime street and made his way unhurriedly to the store, smiling at the warm sunshine.
On his return he cooked some noodles in a saucepan. He ate them slowly with some cheap canned fish. After the meal he emptied a whole packet of washing powder into the bathtub, gathered up all the linen and clothes and did a great, clumsy wash, the way men do.
When Ivan caught sight of Olya at the railroad station, in the middle of the dense, teeming crowd, she had changed so much it took his breath away. As they made their way toward the subway he could not get used to the idea that this svelte young woman was his daughter. Everything about her was so simple and naturally harmonious – neat light gray shoes, black stockings, a full jacket with broad shoulders.
"Goodness, Olya! You've turned into a real westerner!" he said, shaking his head.
She laughed.
"That's right, Dad. 'When in Rome do as the Romans do'! I can't help it. You know what big fish I have to deal with. Only yesterday I was just having my last session with a capitalist who's got factories in seven different countries. With people like that we have to look reasonably presentable or they don't sign our contracts."
"And look at me, a real peasant. You must be ashamed to walk beside me."
"Nonsense, Dad. What are you saying? Not at all! Your Star alone is worth all the rest of them. And as to clothes, don't worry. Tomorrow we'll sort things out. You see, you couldn't visit Alexei's parents in that suit. And, most of all, you need a new shirt."
Ivan actually thought his shirt was the best thing he had on. He had bought it some days before his departure and trying it on had cheered him up – he had felt rejuvenated and dashing, like in the old days. What he liked particularly was that the shirt did not constrict his neck; although he buttoned it up right to the top.
During the past few weeks he had tidied up the apartment and one warm April day had even washed the windows. He washed them slowly, delighting in the freshness and lightness of the air coming into the rooms…
On the following day Olya took him into a big store where a sickly-sweet, suffocating scent hung on the air.
"You know, Dad, we could have bought everything at a Beriozka, of course. I've got vouchers for that. But, you see, first of all my parents-in-law are such snobs that nothing impresses them. And secondly, your Star wouldn't look right on an imported suit. So we'll find something made at home but good quality."
Wearing this navy blue suit that fitted him well, Ivan looked in the mirror and did not recognize himself.
"There we are," joked Olya, "a real retired general. Now we'll go and buy a couple of shirts and some neckties."
Back at home she tormented him by tying and untying his tie and searching for the best place to fix the Star.
"Leave it, Olya," Ivan finally begged. "It's fine like that. You're fussing over me as if I were a young lady. Anyone would think I was the one getting married…"
"Oh, if only you knew, Dad." Olya sighed. "Nothing's simple. You have to think of everything, plan everything. You have no idea of the circles these big fish move in. They're forever traveling abroad. Their apartment's like a museum. They drink coffee from antique china and the people they mix with are all like that: diplomats, writers, ministers… Hold on a minute, don't move! I'm going to take a little tuck here, while you're wearing it and I'll stitch it up afterward; otherwise the shirt will gape and that won't look very nice… You see, they're really the cream of Moscow society. Alyosha's father went to college with Gorbachev at Moscow State and they're still on first-name terms. Just think! There, one last try and I'll leave you in peace. Goodness, Dad, you're very thin. You're all skin and bone. I suppose you can't find anything in the stores in Borissov… There. That's it. Take a look in the mirror. A real superman! Tomorrow we'll go and buy you some suitable shoes. Then I'll take you out. No. The Star's too high up. Hold on. I'll move it down a bit…"
The visit to the future parents-in-law was due to take place on May 9, Victory Day. Olya had thought this date an excellent choice. They would be showing some documentary or other on television. Her father would recall the old days and would talk about his memories. This would be a good topic of conversation. They certainly wouldn't be discussing the latest Paris exhibition with him…
It was true. Nothing was totally simple.
When she had written to her father that the wedding was planned for July she had been slightly anticipating events. Alexei talked about this marriage in a somewhat evasive manner. His parents, for their part, were very kind to her. But in their very worldly kindness Olya scented the risk of all her plans collapsing. Indeed it would not even be a collapse as such. Simply a friendly smile, a sweet and mildly surprised look from beneath a raised eyebrow. "But, you poor little idiot, how could you ever hope to take your place in our milieu?"
She had noticed this smile for the first time when she had told them she was working as an interpreter at the Center. Alexei's mother smiled absently, stirring her coffee with a little spoon. Meanwhile his father grinned broadly and exclaimed in somewhat theatrical tones: "Ha! You don't say!" And they exchanged rapid glances.
"Do they know exactly what my work is?" wondered Olya, in torment. "Of course they do. But maybe they don't give a good goddamn? Or do they put up with me on account of Alyosha? Because they don't want to upset him? Surely even he must know…"
Of late this marriage had become an obsession with her. It seemed to her that if she succeeded in getting Alexei to marry her it would not only be a new era but a completely different life. Good-bye to snow-covered Yassenievo, good-bye to that room in the system-built apartment building! Now it would be downtown Moscow and a prestige building and an entrance hall with a caretaker and her husband's official car parked under the window. All this assembly line espionage would come to an end; Alexei's parents would find her honorable employment in some export trade department. And perhaps Alexei would be posted abroad, to an embassy; she would go with him and it would be her turn to pass through those customs barriers at Sheremetevo, from beyond which her clients generally waved her good-bye. Or rather not through the same barrier but straight in at the diplomats' entrance.