Two Bears rose abruptly, and she with him. They stood close, looking out over the bay. The wind blew in chilly gusts off the water, causing Nest to shiver.
'As I said, it is only a story. Who knows if it is true? T here are so many stories like it Fairy tales. But the young woman reminded me of you' Two Bears folded his massive aims. `Tell me. If you were the young woman in this story, what would you do?'
She looked up at him, tall, broad–shouldered, and implacable. She was suddenly frightened. `I don't know:
He smiled at her, and the smile was warm. `Don't be so sure of that Maybe you know better than you drink'
She took hold of his arm. 'If this is only a story, then it must have an ending. Tell it to me'
He said nothing, and his smile turned chilly. Her hands fell away 'There are many endings to this story. They change over time and with the teller. The stories of the Sinnissippi were all changed when my people perished. The endings would be different if they had survived, but they did not I know this much. If you make the story your own, then the ending becomes yours to tell as you wish'
He was leaving, and when he did so she would lose any chance of gaining his help. She fought down the desperation that flooded through her.
`Don't go,' she begged.
`Our paths have crossed twice now, little birds Nest,' the Sinnissippi said. `I would not be surprised if they were to cross again'
"You could help me' she hissed, pleading with him.
He shook his head and placed his big hands on her slender shoulders. 'Perhaps it is for you to help me. If I were the lady in the story, in the event all else failed„ I would send someone to take back the talisman from my fallen champion, someone strong enough to do so„ someone who knew much about death and did not fear it, because he had embraced it many times before'. He paused. `Someone like me'
Nest's throat knotted in horror, Images of the past flooded through her mind. In Sinnissippi Park, on the Fourth of July, five years earlier, when he had appeared so mysteriously and done so much to help her find the courage she needed to face her father, she had seen nothing of this. She stared at him in disbelief, unable to give voice to what she was thinking.
`Speak my name,' the big man said softly.
'O'olish Amaneh,' she whispered.
He nodded. 'It sounds good when you say it. I will remember that always'
One hand pointed. 'Look. Over there, where the mountains and the forests and the lakes shine in the sunlight. Look closely, little bird's Nest. It will remind you of home'
She did as he asked, compelled by his voice. She stared out expectantly at a vista of white and green and blue, at a panorama that extended for miles, at a sweep of country that was so beautiful it took her breath away. Ferry boats churned through the bay below. Sailboats tacked into the wind. The late afternoon sun beat down on the foaming waters, reflecting in bright silver bursts off the wave caps, The forests of the islands and peninsula were lush and inviting. The mountains shone.
Two Bears was right, she thought suddenly. It did make her think of home.
But when she turned to tell him so, he was gone.
CHAPTER 14
John Ross had told Nest he had already been warned of the consequences of his refusal to continue as a Knight of the Word. What he hadn't told her was that the warning had been delivered by O'olish Amaneh.
As he rode the trolley back up to Pioneer Square and the offices of Fresh Start, thinking through everything Nest had said, he recalled anew the circumstances of that visit.
It was not long after he met Stef and before they started living together. He was still residing in Boston and auditing classes at the college. It was just after Christmas, sometime in early January, and a heavy snow had left evening blanketed in white. The sky was thickly clouded, and a rise in the temperature following a deep cold spell had created a heavy mist that clung to the landscape like cotton to Velcro and slowed traffic to a crawl. It was the perfect day to stay indoors, and that was what he was doing. He was in his apartment, finished with his classes, working his way through a book on behavioural science, when the door (which he was certain he had locked) opened and there stood the Indian.
Ross remembered his panic. If he had been able to do so, he would have bolted instantly, run for his life, consequences and appearances be damned. But he was settled back in his easy chair, encumbered by his book and various notepads„ so there was no possibility of leaping up to escape. His Staff lay on the floor beside him, but he didn't bother to reach for it. He knew, without having ever been given any real proof of it, that trying to use the staff's magic against O'olish Amaneh, even in self–defence, would be a big mistake.
`What do you want?' he asked instead, fighting to keep his voice steady.
O'olish Amaneh stepped inside and closed the door softly behind him. He was wearing a heavy winter parka, which he unzipped and removed. Underneath, he wore fatigue pants and combat boots, a checked flannel shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and a fisherman's vest with mesh pockets. A wide leather belt with a silver buckle bound his waist, metal bracelets encircled his wrists, and a beaded cord held back his long, black hair. His blunt features were wind–burnt and raw with the cold, and his dark eyes were flat and empty as they fixed on Ross.
He crossed his arms over his massive chest with the parka folded between them, but made no move to come closer. `You are making a mistake' he rumbled.
Ross put aside the book and notepads and straightened slightly. `Did the Lady send you?'
`What did I tell you, John Ross, about trying to cast off the staff?'
`You told me not to. Ever'
`Did you not believe me?'
`I believed you'
`Did you fail to realise that when I told you not to cast off the staff, I meant spiritually as well as physically?'
Ross's mouth and throat went dry. This was the Lady's response to his attempt to return the staff at the Fairy Glen. This was her answer to his abdication of his responsibilities as a Knight of the Word. She had sent O'olish Amaneh to discipline him. He still remembered the Indian delivering the staff to him fifteen years earlier, forcing him to take it against his will. He remembered the pain when he had touched the staff for the first time and the magic had bound them as one, joining them irrevocably and forever. He was terrified then. And now.
`What are you going to do?' he asked.
O'olish Amaneh studied him expressionlessly. 'What should I do?'
Ross took a deep breath. `Take back the staff. Return it to the Lady'
The Indian shook his head. 'I cannot do that. It is not permitted. Not while you remain a Knight of the Word'.
Ross leaned forward in the chair and pushed himself to his feet. Whatever was going to happen, he wanted to be standing for it. He reached for the staff and used it to lean upon as he faced the big man, `I am no longer a Knight of the Word. I quit. I tried to tell the Lady, but she wouldn't speak to me. Maybe you can tell her. I just can't do it anymore. The truth is, I don't want to do it'
O'olish Amaneh sighed impatiently. 'Listen closely to me. When you become a Knight of the Word, you become one forever. You cannot stop. The choice is not yours to make. You accepted a charge, and the charge is yours until it is lifted. That has not been done. The staff cannot be returned. You cannot send it back. That is the way things are'
Ross came forward a step, stumbling against a pile of books and magazines and nearly falling. `Do you know what happened to me?' he asked angrily. At San Sobel?'
The Indian nodded. `I know.'