Saturday was from of old a day of ills. The charwoman was in the house, and Mrs. Hood went about in a fatigued way, coming now and then to the sitting-room, sinking into a chair, letting her head fall back with closed eyes. Emily had, of course, begged to be allowed to give assistance, but her mother declared that there was nothing whatever she could do.
‘Shut the door,’ she said, ‘and then you won’t hear the scrubbing so plainly. I can understand that it annoys you; I used to have the same feeling, but I’ve accustomed myself. You might play something; it would keep away your thoughts.’
‘But I don’t want to keep away my thoughts,’ exclaimed Emily, with a laugh. ‘I want to help you so that you will have done the sooner.’
‘No, no, my dear; you are not used to it. You’ll tell me when you’d like something to eat if you get faint.’
‘I am not likely to grow faint, mother, if I do nothing.’
‘Well, well; I have a sinking feeling now and then, I thought you might be the same.’
Just when his dinner in the oven had had time to grow crusty, Mr. Hood arrived. He was a rather tall man, of sallow complexion, with greyish hair. The peculiarly melancholy expression of his face was due to the excessive drooping of his eyelids under rounded brows; beneath the eyes were heavy lines; he generally looked like one who has passed through a night of sleepless grief. He wore a suit of black, which had for several years been his reserve attire, till it grew too seamy for use on Sundays. The whole look of the man was saddening; to pass him in the street as a stranger was to experience a momentary heaviness of heart. He had very long slender fingers—Emily’s matchless hand in a rudimentary form—and it seemed to be a particular solicitude to keep them scrupulously clean; he frequently examined them, and appeared to have a pleasure in handling things in a dainty way—the pages of a book, for instance. When he smiled it was obviously with effort—a painful smile, for all that an exceedingly gentle one. In his voice there was the same gentleness, a self-suppression, as it were; his way of speaking half explained his want of success in life.
Emily was standing at the window in expectation of his coming. As soon as he reached the iron gate in front of the house she ran to open the door for him. He did not quicken his step, even stopped to close the gate with deliberate care, but if his face could ever be said to light up, it did so as he bent to the girl’s kiss. She took his hat from him, and went to see that his dinner was made ready.
‘How fine it is!’ he said in his subdued tone, when he came downstairs and stood by the table stroking his newly washed hands. ‘Shall we have a walk before tea-time? Mother is too busy, I’m afraid.’
Mrs. Hood came into the room shortly, and seated herself in the usual way.
‘Did you bring the cake?’ she asked, when her presence had caused silence for a few moments.
‘The cake?’ he repeated in surprise.
‘Didn’t I ask you to bring a cake? I suppose my memory is going; I meant to, and thought I mentioned it at breakfast. I shall have nothing for Emily’s tea.’
Emily protested that it was needless to get unusual things on her account.
‘We must do what we can to make you comfortable, my dear. I can’t keep a table like that you are accustomed to, but that I know you don’t expect. Which way are you going to walk this afternoon? If you pass a shop you might get a cake, or buns, whichever you like.’
‘Well, I thought we might have a turn over the Heath,’ said Mr. Hood. ‘However, we’ll see what we can do.’
A thought of some anxious kind appeared suddenly to strike Mrs. Hood; she leaned forward in her chair, seemed to listen, then started up and out of the room.
Emily sat where she could not see her father eating; it pained, exasperated her to be by him whilst he made such a meal. He ate slowly, with thought of other things; at times his eye wandered to the window, and he regarded the sky in a brooding manner. He satisfied his hunger without pleasure, apparently with indifference. Shortly after three o’clock the two started for their walk. Not many yards beyond the house the road passed beneath a railway bridge, then over a canal, and at once entered upon the common. The Heath formed the long side of a slowly rising hill; at the foot the road divided itself into two branches, and the dusty tracks climbed at a wide angle with each other. The one which Emily and her father pursued led up to stone quarries, which had been for a long time in working, and, skirting these, to the level ground above them, which was the end of the region of furze and bracken. Here began a spacious tract of grassy common; around it were houses of pleasant appearance, one or two meriting the name of mansion. In one of them dwelt Mr. Richard Dagworthy, the mill-owner, in whose counting-house James Hood earned his living. He alone represented the firm of Dagworthy and Son; his father had been dead two years, and more recently he had become a widower, his wife leaving him one child still an infant.
At the head of the quarries the two paused to look back upon Dunfield. The view from this point was extensive, and would have been interesting but for the existence of the town itself. It was seen to lie in a broad valley, along which a river flowed; the remoter districts were pleasantly wooded, and only the murkiness in the far sky told that a yet larger centre of industry lurked beyond the horizon. Dunfield offered no prominent features save the chimneys of its factories and its fine church, the spire of which rose high above surrounding buildings; over all hung a canopy of foul vapour, heavy, pestiferous. Take in your fingers a spray from one of the trees even here on the Heath, and its touch left a soil.
‘How I wish you could see the views from the hills in Surrey!’ Emily exclaimed when they had stood in silence. ‘I can imagine nothing more delightful in English scenery. It realises my idea of perfect rural beauty, as I got it from engravings after the landscape painters. Oh, you shall go there with me some day.’
Her father smiled and shook his head a little.
‘Perhaps,’ he said; and added a favourite phrase of his, ‘while there is life there is hope.’
‘Of course there is,’ rejoined Emily, with gaiety which was unusual in her. ‘No smoke; the hills blue against a lovely sky! trees covered to the very roots with greenness; rich old English homes and cottages—oh, you know the kind your ideal of a cottage—low tiled roofs, latticed windows, moss and lichen and climbing flowers. Farmyards sweet with hay, and gleaming dairies. That country is my home!’
With how rich a poetry it clothed itself in her remembrance, the land of milk and honey, indeed, her heart’s home. It was all but impossible to keep the secret of her joy, yet she had resolved to do so, and her purpose held firm.
‘I am very glad indeed that you are so happy there,’ sail her father, looking at her with that quiet absorption in another’s mood of which he was so capable. ‘But it will be London through the winter. You haven’t told me much about London; but then you were there so short a time.’
‘But I saw much. Mrs. Rossall could not have been kinder; for the first few days it was almost as if I had been a visitor; I was taken everywhere.’
‘I should like to see London before I die,’ mused her father. ‘Somehow I have never managed to get so far.’
‘Oh, we will see it together some day.’
‘There’s one thing,’ said Mr. Hood, reflectively, ‘that I wish especially to see, and that is Holborn Viaduct. It must be a wonderful piece of engineering; I remember thinking it out at the time it was constructed. Of course you have seen it?’
‘I am afraid not. We are very far away from the City. But I will go and see it on the first opportunity.’
‘Do, and send me a full description.’
His thoughts reverted to the views before them.
‘After all, this isn’t so bad. There’s a great advantage in living so near the Heath. I’m sure the air here is admirable; don’t you smell how fresh it is? And then, one gets fond of the place one’s lived in for years. I believe I should find it hard to leave Dunfield.’