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At times Wilfrid managed to lead the talk to other subjects, such as were suggested by the books around the room. Baxendale had read not a little, and entirely in the spheres of fact and speculation. Political economy and all that appertained to it was his speciality, but he was remarkably strong in metaphysics. Wilfrid had flattered himself that he was tolerably familiar with the highways of philosophy, but Baxendale made him feel his ignorance. The man had, for instance, read Kant with extraordinary thoroughness, and discussed him precisely as he did his electioneering difficulties; the problems of consciousness he attacked with hard-headed, methodical patience, with intelligence, moreover, which was seldom at fault. Everything that bore the appearance of a knot to be unravelled had for him an immense attraction. In mere mental calculation his power was amazing. He took Wilfrid over his manufactory one day, and explained to him certain complicated pieces of machinery; the description was not so lucid as it might have been, owing to lack of words, but it manifested the completest understanding of things which to his companion were as hard as the riddle of the universe. His modesty, withal, was excessive; to Wilfrid’s humane culture he deferred at all times; for all the learning which lay outside his own sphere he had boundless reverence. Wilfrid’s gain by him was not only of a pleasant personal acquaintance; the intercourse extended his views, and in particular gave direction to much that had hitherto been vague potentiality in his character. In more than one sense this visit to Dunfield was to prove a turning point in his life.

Beatrice, in the meantime, held herself apart; Wilfrid had never before felt himself so little at ease in her presence. It was as though the short time which had elapsed since their last meeting had effected a permanent change in their mutual relations. Previously their intercourse had gone as far in familiarity as was possible if it were not to take quite a new colour; now all at once this past seemed to go for nothing. Beatrice was the active source of change. She was deliberately—he could not doubt it—extending the distance between them, annulling bygone intimacy, shifting into ineffective remoteness all manner of common associations. Things she would formerly have understood at a half-word she now affected to need to have explained to her. He was ‘Mr. Athel’ to an extent he had never been before; and even of his relatives she spoke with a diminished familiarity. She emphasised at every moment the characteristics which were alien to his sympathies, talked of the ‘revival’ ad nauseam, or changed with alarming suddenness from that to topics of excessive frivolousness. Wilfrid little by little ceased to converse with her, in the real sense of the word; he even felt uncomfortable in her presence. And Mrs. Baxendale had clear eyes for at all events the outward features of the situation.

On the fifth day of Wilfrid’s presence in the house, Beatrice took the opportunity of being alone with her aunt to observe that she must go southwards by a certain train next morning.

‘Oh, surely not!’ protested Mrs. Baxendale. ‘I can’t spare you yet. And your mother is still in Berkshire.’

‘Yes, but that makes no difference to me, you know,’ said Beatrice. ‘I’m often at home by myself. Indeed I must go tomorrow.’

‘Won’t you stay if I beg you? It’s four years since you were here, and who knows how long it will be before I entrap you again. You’ve already threatened me, you know, with the peerage, and I’m very sure you won’t deign to honour me when that day comes. Now, there’s a good girl—to the end of the week at least.’

It seemed as though Beatrice would persist.

‘Now, if it were not such an unlikely thing,’ said her aunt, ‘I should be disposed to think it was Mr. Athel who is driving you away.’

‘Mr. Athel!’ the girl exclaimed, almost haughtily, and with a flush which disappeared as rapidly as it came, leaving the lovely face with a touch of exquisite paleness.

‘I mean,’ said Mrs. Baxendale quickly, averting her honest eyes, ‘that I fear he has offended you.’

‘How can Mr. Athel have offended me?’ Beatrice asked, with a certain severity.

‘I thought perhaps—a remark he made last night on the revival.’

Mrs. Baxendale felt ill at ease. Her first sentence had been inconsiderate; she knew it as soon as it was uttered, and indeed did not quite see what could have induced her to make such a remark. She had not the habit of nice conversation which endows with complete command of the tongue. But her wits had, as you see, come to her rescue.

‘Mr. Athel’s opinions on that subject are not likely to offend me,’ Beatrice replied, with the shadow of a smile.

‘I am so afraid lest he should suspect anything of the kind. I am sure it would grieve him dreadfully.’

The girl laughed outright, though not with much joyousness.

‘Mr. Athel be grieved for such a cause! My dear aunt, you don’t know him. He’s as little sensitive as any man could be. Why, he holds it a duty to abuse people who do things he counts foolish.’

‘You exaggerate,’ returned her aunt, with a smile.

Beatrice continued, vivaciously.

‘Oh, you don’t know him as well as I do. We used to be always wrangling—in the days of my simplicity. I have been marvelling at his forbearance; it would have been nothing wonderful if he had called me an idiot. Frankness of that kind is the mark of his friendship—haven’t you found that out? Hasn’t he taken occasion yet to inform you that your life is conducted on an utterly mistaken principle, that you are shallow and inefficient, that you are worse than useless in the world, and ought, if properly constituted, to be a torment to yourself? None of these things he has said? Oh, then you are not admitted to Mr. Athel’s intimacy; you are not of the inner circle.’

She spoke with a kind of reckless gaiety, a mocking merriment which her rich voice and command of facial expression made very effective. It startled her hearer, who, when the girl ceased, took one of her hands and patted it kindly.

‘Why then,’ she said, ‘I have been altogether mistaken; for I did really think he had offended you. But now I’m sure you’ll stay—won’t you?’

‘Rather than you should think I run away from Mr. Athel’s high censure—certainly.’

Then she became silent, and shortly left the room. Mrs. Baxendale sat by herself musing.

She was a woman given to thoughtfulness, for all that she used her tongue freely when with those she liked. She did not greatly seek such society as Dunfield had to offer, and partly on that account, partly owing to alarms excited by her caustic comments on matters of popular interest, the ladies of the town left her abundance of leisure. She used it well. Though not a highly-educated woman, she read constantly, and books of a solid kind. Society in Dunfield had its book club, and Mrs. Baxendale enjoyed the advantage of choosing literature which her fellow-members were very willing to let her keep as long as she liked. Beatrice derived much amusement from her aunt’s method of reading. Beatrice, with the run of Mr. Mudie’s catalogues, would have half-a-dozen volumes in her lap at the same time, and as often as not get through them—_tant bien que mal_—in the same day. But to the provincial lady a book was a solid and serious affair. To read a chapter was to have provided matter for a day’s reflection; the marker was put at the place where reading had ceased, and the book was not re-opened till previous matter had been thoroughly digested and assimilated. It was a slow method, but not without its advantages, I assure you.

Perhaps to relieve her worthy aunt of any lingering anxiousness, Beatrice, throughout the day, wore an appearance of much contentment, and to Wilfrid was especially condescending, even talking with him freely on a subject quite unconnected with her pet interests. That evening two gentlemen, politicians, dined at the house; Beatrice, under cover of their loud discussions in the drawing-room, exchanged certain remarks with Wilfrid.