“How have you been?” I ask, leaning forward.
Bartie shrugs. A stack of books surrounds him, but they’re all thick, regal-looking tomes from the civics section of the book room, not music books.
“It’s odd to see you without Amy,” Bartie says.
“I — it’s just — we—” I heave a sigh, running my fingers through my hair. Amy and I have spent a lot of time lately in the Recorder Hall, in this very room, actually, developing a plan for a police force. I know she’s wary of me, hesitant to trust me after I confessed to being the one to have woken her up, but… she’d quit flinching at my touch, she used to smile at me easier.
Until I called her a freak.
Frex.
“Everything okay?” Bartie asks, a hint of real concern in his face.
“Yeah,” I muttered. “It’s just… Amy…”
Bartie frowns. “There are more problems on this ship than a freak from Sol-Earth.”
“Don’t call her a freak!” I say, snapping my head up to glare at Bartie so violently my neck cracks.
Bartie leans back in his chair, throwing up both hands in a gesture of either defense or dismissal. “I was merely pointing out that you have more important things to worry about.”
My eyes narrow, reading the title of the thick book Bartie had been scrutinizing. On the cover is a woman with skin paler than Amy’s and a dress so wide I doubt she’d fit through the doorway. I read the title — a history of the French Revolution.
“Why are you reading that?” I ask. I try to laugh in a genial sort of way, but the sound comes out like a garbled snort. I look at Bartie with new eyes, wary eyes. A lot of time has passed since we would follow Kayleigh and Victria to the Recorder Hall and race rocking chairs across the porch.
And the French Revolution isn’t a topic I would have thought Bartie would study.
Was he interested in the frea — I stop myself from even thinking the word — was he interested in the unusual woman on the cover of the book? Or was he interested in the guillotine cutting off the king’s head? I mentally shake myself. I’m being paranoid.
“Food,” Bartie says.
“Food?”
He nods, pushing the volume closer to me and picking up a slender book bound in green leather. “I thought it was… interesting. That ‘let them eat cake’ bit — I wonder if they would have even revolted if there hadn’t been the shortage of food.”
“Maybe they were just revolting from dresses like that,” I say as I point to the voluminous swaths of silk pouring off the woman’s skirt on the cover of the book. I’m trying for levity again, but Bartie’s not laughing and neither am I — my mind is remembering the red line in the chart Marae showed me, the line that showed the decreasing food production. When the rest of the ship sees how quickly the food’s disappearing — that the ship is dead in the empty sky, and that soon we will be too — how long will it be till they, like the people in Bartie’s book, turn their farm tools into weapons and revolt?
Bartie doesn’t answer me, just flips open the smaller green book. His eyes don’t move over the letters, though, and I get the feeling he’s waiting for me to say or do something. I’m not so sure I’m just being paranoid anymore.
“Something’s going to have to change, and soon,” Bartie says, his eyes on the book. “It’s been building for months, ever since you turned them.”
“I didn’t—” I say automatically, defensive even though there was no real accusation in his voice. “I just… I mean, I guess I changed them, but I changed them back. To what they’re supposed to be. What they are.”
Bartie looks doubtful. “Either way, they’re different now. And it’s getting worse.”
The first cause of discord, I think, is difference.
Bartie turns the page of the slender green book. “Someone’s got to do something.”
The second cause of discord: lack of a strong central leader.
What does he think I’ve been doing? Shite, all I do these days is run from one problem to the next! If it’s not a strike in one district, it’s complaints from another — and every problem is just a little worse than the one before it.
Bartie glares at me. There’s no question about it now: there’s contempt and anger in his eyes, although his voice remains soft-spoken. “Why aren’t you stepping up? Why aren’t you keeping the order? Eldest might’ve been a chutz, but at least you didn’t have to worry about getting through the day when he was in charge.”
“I’m doing what I can,” I protest.
“It’s not enough!” The words bounce around the room, slamming into my ears.
Without thinking about it, I pound my fist onto the table. The noise startles Bartie; the shock of it makes me forget my anger. I shake my hand, pain tingling up my arm.
“What are you reading?” I growl.
“What?”
“What are you frexing reading?”
When I glance up, Bartie’s eyes meet mine. Our anger melts. We’re friends — even without Harley, we’re still friends. And even if the ship hasn’t exactly been a friendly place lately, we can still hold onto our past.
Bartie lifts the smaller book for me to see the title: The Republic, by Plato.
“I read that last year,” I say. “It was confusing as frex. That bit about the cave made no sense at all.”
Bartie shrugs. “I’m at the part about aristocracy.” He pronounces it “a-risto-crazy.” Eldest told me it was “ah-rista-crah-see” but he probably got it wrong too, and besides, what’s the difference?
I know the part he’s talking about well — it was the center of the lesson Eldest had prepared for me. It was also, essentially, the base of the entire Eldest system. “An aristocrat is someone born to rule,” I say. “Someone born with the innate talent to guide everyone else.”
Bartie can’t be thinking what I’m thinking: that the only reason I was born to rule was because I was plucked as an embryo from a tube full of other genetically enhanced clones whose DNA had been modified to make the ideal ruler.
“But even Plato says that the ideal state of an aristocracy can decay,” Bartie says.
The word decay reminds me of the entropy Marae mentioned, how everything is constantly spinning out of control, including the ship. Including me.
“An Eldest is like an aristocrat,” Bartie adds. He’s searching my eyes now, the book forgotten, as if he wants me to pick up some deeper meaning to what he’s saying. I pull my mind away from the broken engine and Marae’s lies and back to the conversation at hand.
“But the Eldest system isn’t decaying,” I say. “It works. It is working.”
“You’re not Eldest,” Bartie points out. “You’re still Elder.”
I shake my head. “In name only. I can rule without taking on the title.”
“Titles confuse me.” Bartie picks up The Republic again, closing it and staring at the cover. “This book talks about aristocracy and tyranny like they’re two different things, but I don’t see a difference.” He slides it across the table. “There are other forms of government, though.”
“What are you saying?” I ask warily.
Bartie stands and so do I. “You don’t have to be alone in this,” he says. “Look at the reality of the situation. Even if you are the one aristocrat on this ship, the one leader — you’re sixteen years old. Maybe you will be a great leader…”
“Will be?” I growl.
He shrugs. “People don’t respect you now. Maybe in another five or ten years.”
“People respect me because of what I am!”