She stood up. “I can -”
“I know, you can look after yourself.” Rebus sounded tired all of a sudden.
“I was going to say, I can wash the dishes, if you like.”
“That’s okay, I’ll do them tomorrow. Let’s just get some sleep, eh?” He walked across to the room’s large bay window, stared down at the quiet street.
“What time do you want to be picked up?”
“Eight.”
“Eight it is.” She paused. “Someone like Fairstone, he must have had enemies.”
“Almost certainly.”
“Maybe someone saw you with him, waited till you’d left…”
“See you tomorrow, Siobhan.”
“He was a bastard, John. I keep expecting to hear you say that.” She deepened her voice. “‘World’s better off without him.’”
“I don’t remember saying that.”
“You would have, though, not so long ago.” She made towards the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
He waited, expecting to hear the lock click shut. Instead, he could hear a background gurgling of water. He drank from the bottle of lager, staring from the window. She did not emerge onto the street. When the living-room door opened, he could hear the bath filling.
“You going to scrub my back, too?”
“Beyond the call of duty.” She looked at him. “But a change of clothes wouldn’t be a bad idea. I can help you sort some out.”
He shook his head. “Really, I can manage.”
“I’ll hang around till you’re done in the bath… just to make sure you can get out again.”
“I’ll be fine.”
“I’ll wait anyway.” She’d walked towards him, plucked the lager from his loose grasp. Lifted it to her mouth.
“Better keep the water tepid,” he warned her.
She nodded, swallowed. “There’s just one thing I’m curious about.”
“What?”
“What do you do when you need the toilet?”
He narrowed his eyes. “I do what a man’s got to do.”
“Something tells me that’s as much as I need to know.” She handed back the bottle. “I’ll check the water’s not too hot this time round…”
Afterwards, wrapped in a toweling robe, he watched as she emerged at street level, looking up and down the sidewalk before making for her car. Looking up and down the sidewalk: checking her back, even though the bogeyman had gone.
Rebus knew there were more of them out there. Plenty of men like Martin Fairstone. Teased at school, becoming the “runt,” tagging along with gangs who would make jokes about him. But growing stronger for it, graduating to violence and petty theft, the only life he would ever know. He had told his story, and Rebus had listened.
“Reckon I need to see a head doctor, get myself checked out, like? See, what’s on the inside of your head isn’t always the same as what you do on the outside. Does that sound like pish? Maybe it’s because I’m pished. There’s more whiskey when you need a top-up. Just say the word, I’m not used to doing the whole host bit, know what I’m saying? Just chantering away here, don’t pay any heed…”
And more… so much more, with Rebus listening, taking small sips of whiskey, knowing he was feeling it. Four pubs he’d been to before tracking Fairstone down. And when the monologue had finally dried up, Rebus had leaned forwards. They were seated in squishy armchairs, coffee table between them with a cardboard box beneath in place of the missing leg. Two glasses, a bottle, and an overflowing ashtray, and Rebus leaning forwards now to say his first words in nearly half an hour.
“Marty, let’s put all this shit with DS Clarke on the back burner, eh? Fact is, I couldn’t give a monkey’s. But there is a question I’ve been meaning to ask…”
“What’s that?” Fairstone, heavy-lidded in his chair, cigarette held between thumb and forefinger.
“I heard a story that you know Peacock Johnson. Anything you can tell me about him?”
Rebus at the window, thinking about how many painkillers were left in the bottle. Thinking about nipping out for a proper drink. Turning from the window and making for his bedroom. Opening the top drawer and pulling out ties and socks, finally finding what he’d been looking for.
Winter gloves. Black leather, nylon-lined. Never worn, until now.
DAY TWO. Wednesday
4
There were times when Rebus could swear he smelled his wife’s perfume on the cold pillow. Impossible: two decades of separation, not even a pillow she’d slept on or pressed her head against. Other perfumes, too-other women. He knew they were an illusion, knew he wasn’t really smelling them. Rather, he was smelling their absence.
“Penny for them,” Siobhan said, switching lanes in a halfhearted attempt to speed their progress through the morning rush hour.
“I was thinking about pillows,” Rebus stated. She’d brought coffee for both of them. He was cradling his.
“Nice gloves, by the way,” she said now, by no means for the first time. “Just the thing this time of year.”
“I can get another driver, you know.”
“But would they provide breakfast?” She floored the accelerator as the amber traffic light ahead turned red. Rebus worked hard to keep his coffee from spilling.
“What’s the music?” he asked, looking at the in-car CD player.
“Fatboy Slim. Thought it might wake you up.”
“Why’s he telling Jimmy Boyle not to leave the States?”
Siobhan smiled. “You might just be mis-hearing that particular lyric. I can put on something more laid-back… what about Tempus?”
“Fugit, why not?” Rebus said.
Lee Herdman had lived in a one-bedroom flat above a bar on South Queensferry’s High Street. The entrance was down a narrow, sunless vennel with an arched stone roof. A police constable stood guard by the main door, checking the names of visitors against a list of residents fixed to his clipboard. It was Brendan Innes.
“What sort of shifts are they making you work?” Rebus asked.
Innes checked his watch. “Another hour, I’ll be out of here.”
“Anything happening?”
“People heading to work.”
“How many flats apart from Herdman’s?”
“Just the two. Schoolteacher and his girlfriend in one, car mechanic in the other.”
“Schoolteacher?” Siobhan hinted.
Innes shook his head. “Nothing to do with Port Edgar. He teaches the local primary. Girlfriend works in a shop.”
Rebus knew that the neighbors would have been interviewed. The notes would be somewhere.
“You spoken to them at all?” he asked.
“Just as they come and go.”
“What do they say?”
Innes shrugged. “The usuaclass="underline" he was quiet enough, seemed a nice enough guy…”
“Quiet enough, rather than just quiet?”
Innes nodded. “Seems Mr. Herdman hosted a few late-nighters for his friends.”
“Enough to rile the neighbors?”
Innes shrugged again. Rebus turned to Siobhan. “We’ve got a list of his acquaintances?”
She nodded. “Probably not comprehensive as yet…”
“You’ll want this,” Innes was saying. He was holding up a Yale key. Siobhan took it from him.
“How messy is it up there?” Rebus asked.
“The search team knew he wasn’t coming back,” Innes answered with a smile, lowering his head as he started adding their names to his list.
The downstairs hall was cramped. No sign of any recent mail. They climbed two flights of stone steps. There were a couple of doors on the first landing, only one on the second. Nothing to identify its occupier-no name or number. Siobhan turned the key and they walked in.
“Plenty of locks,” Rebus commented. Including two bolts on the interior side. “Herdman liked his security.”
Hard to say how messy the place had been before Hogan’s team made their search. Rebus picked his way across a floor strewn with clothes and newspapers, books and bric-a-brac. They were in the eaves of the building, and the rooms seemed claustrophobic. Rebus’s head was barely two feet shy of the ceiling. The windows were small and unwashed. Just the one bedroom: double bed, wardrobe, and chest of drawers. Portable black-and-white TV on the uncarpeted floor, empty half-bottle of Bell’s next to it. Greasy yellow linoleum on the floor of the kitchen, foldaway table giving just enough room to turn. Narrow bathroom, smelling of mildew. Two hall closets, which looked to have been emptied and hastily rearranged by Hogan’s men. Leaving only the living room. Rebus went back in.