I remember the first instant of the tornado coming, bright and white and hot, without sound.
After that, I remember nothing at all.
Twenty-nine
Amanda moved at the foot of the bed. Her head was wrapped in a white towel and she was wearing my red I LOVE ARKANSAS sweatshirt. It hung down to her knees, but I let the thought linger that she was wearing nothing underneath it. She smelled of shampoo and bath soap, but that was wrong. There was no hot water in the turret. No tub, either.
I recognized the rough stone walls of the third floor but the bed was wrong, too. It was a bed, not my cot, and it was too big, the size of the bed we’d shared when we were married. I looked back at Amanda. The sleeves of my sweatshirt were gone. Cut off above the elbows.
I opened my eyes all the way. “What did you do to my sweatshirt? I paid five dollars for that because it had long sleeves.”
“You shredded the sleeves being blown into my basement.” She moved close to the side of the bed and bent down to peer into my eyes. I’d been right; she was wearing nothing but the sweatshirt.
“I demand you remove that sweatshirt and give it to me, so that I might fully inspect the damage.”
“Not now, sailor. You’ve got wounds.”
“None that can’t be immediately healed.”
“I’m going to call the doctor and tell him you’re regaining your strength, and then I’m going to make tea.”
“I’m strong now.”
She looked down. “I can see. I’m still going to call the doctor, then we’re going to have tea.”
“And cookies?”
She pulled the sheet up to my neck. “Sweets come later.”
Amanda helped me out of bed on the fifth day. I had a broken arm, a dislocated shoulder, burns on both my legs, and a million cuts, give or take a dozen, from the thousand bits of pulverized concrete that had blown through the tunnel. I’d been lucky; I’d been most of the way through the cutout when the blast came, and Amanda’s foundation wall had protected me after I’d fallen into the basement. My head had stayed attached, too, in its like-new, mostly unused condition. I certainly hadn’t put any strain on it during the Gateville investigation.
Amanda held my good arm as I levered myself upright. “Was someone pounding on the front door a short time ago?” I asked, grabbing for the headboard. The round room was spinning like an amusement park centrifuge, at that moment when the floor drops away.
She made a face. “It was that horrible man again from city hall. Odd fellow, with sprayed hair and very bad, oily skin. He comes twice a day.”
“What does he want?”
“The first few times, he asked what I was doing here. He said this place was zoned for only one occupant, as if that could be true.” She looked up at me.
“What did you tell him?”
“That I’m a temporary nurse.”
“You could be permanent.”
“You don’t need a permanent nurse.”
“That isn’t what-”
She went on, ignoring me. “Then today, he asked me if I’d lost a lot of weight.” The beginnings of a smile played on her lips. “This wouldn’t have anything to do with the laundry basket of ladies’ unmentionables I found under your table saw, would it?”
“I’d like to look out the window now,” I said.
She helped me hobble to the slit window. Down by the river, a man with a tan paper lunch bag sat on the bench, tapping a hardboiled egg against the metal armrest. He had gray, wiry hair, wore a brown suit, and appeared to be talking to a duck floating in the water.
“Is that Agent Till?”
“Another strange man.” She told me he’d come by every few hours during the first two days when I’d been frolicking in dreamland, demanding to speak with me. Amanda’s doctor, a tiny, peppy gynecologist-named Woody, honestly-had kept him out. She said that yesterday, day four, Till took a new tack: He brought his lunch and ate by the river. “I think he’s going to do this every day until you talk to him,” Amanda said.
“How did you know to keep him out?” I looked at her, amazed.
“You said, ‘Don’t let me talk,’ when they carried you out of my house, so I told Woody. Woody kept them out.”
I nodded. I didn’t remember. It was best.
Two days later, at a little past noon, Amanda and Woody helped me down the metal stairs and out the door. I insisted on shuffling to the river by myself, though they followed close enough to pick me up on the first bounce.
I sat on the bench.
Till didn’t take his eyes off the duck as he slid his tan paper bag toward me. “Have half a sandwich,” he said.
“What kind is it?”
“Tuna salad. My wife says I need more omega oil, whatever that is, so she makes tuna salad three days a week.”
“Is the sandwich any good?”
“It’s horrible. She uses fake mayonnaise.” He threw a scrap of his sandwich in the water. The duck circled around it, picked it up in its beak, spit it out, and flew away. “I could have demanded an interrogation, you know,” Till said. “Your little pipsqueak doctor can’t keep out the federal government. I’ve been cooperative, letting you recover.”
“I don’t remember much.”
He had to be careful, with Amanda and Woody hovering ten feet away.
“Think it’ll come back? Things you might not remember now?” He turned his head to look at me for the first time.
“Ask Woody.”
“I did. He’s a gynecologist, but he did say that after a concussion, full memory can return.”
“One can only hope, Till.”
“Mind telling me what you do remember, starting with after you heard the second explosion?”
“Amanda and I had just come out of the house. I sent her off to get you.”
“Then you went back in?”
“To find Stanley Novak.”
“That was noble.”
“I figured he was taped up like Amanda had been. I was going to free him and then we’d run like hell.”
“Risking your own life to save Stanley Novak.”
I’d considered the next part. “He helped people.” It had been true enough.
Till bobbed his head up and down in exaggerated agreement. “Ah, yes. Left the lovely Ms. Phelps taped to a chair in a house that was about to explode.”
“He was otherwise occupied.”
“Going into the tunnels to get Michael Jaynes.”
“Stanley Novak was a good man.”
Till muttered something.
“What?”
“I said, ‘Bullshit,’ Elstrom.” Till shifted on the bench so that his head was a foot from mine. He smelled like tuna and fake mayonnaise. “Small fragments of an unidentified male along with the noble Stanley Novak blew out of a sealed-up air vent above one of the tunnels. But you didn’t go into any tunnels, did you, Elstrom?”
“Just got as far as the cutout in Amanda’s basement.”
“So you couldn’t have seen what Stanley Novak was doing in that tunnel, then?”
“How about chasing down Michael Jaynes?”
“Why do you think it was Michael Jaynes who was down in there?”
“He left his fatigue jacket in Amanda’s basement. Jaynes was our prime suspect, Till, or did you forget that somewhere along the way?”
Till’s eyes were steady on the side of my face. “Funny thing about the remains of the person that was not Stanley Novak,” Till said. “He was dead.”
“So you said.”
“No. Longtime dead. Years and years dead.” He stared at the side of my face. “You wouldn’t know anything about that, would you?”
I shrugged as best I could with one arm immobilized in a cast.
Amanda came up to the front of the bench. Woody hung back ten feet, but his eyes were on Amanda, waiting for a cue.
Till shook his head and looked up at Amanda. “And you, Ms. Phelps, the way you got the ambulance driver to take him here, instead of to the hospital. I’d like to know why you did that.”
Amanda smiled. “I thought he’d be safer here.”