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“He doesn’t have to come by train. Pilots get petrol, I’ll bet. He could come up by car even now.” Sophie, usually so inclined to fear the worst, had all along been convinced that Marek would come-that he would stride in at the last minute and carry Ellen off.

“Can’t we do something to slow her up?”’ They thought of Aniella in her swagged boat, the draperies trailing in the water. Crowthorpe was wet enough, God knew, but Ellen was doing the short drive to the church in the estate’s old Morris.

“We could put sugar in the carburettor,” suggested Ursula, who had become addicted to gangster films.

But sugar was rationed, and the wedding was in half an hour.

“He might still come,” said Sophie obstinately. “Marek’s just the sort of person to burst into the church and if he does I’ll tug at Ellen’s dress or tell her to faint or something.”

From upstairs they heard the rustle of silk, a sharp intake of breath-then Ellen came down the stairs towards them.

“Marek is here?”’ she said very quietly. “He’s in England?”’

All three turned to her, consternation in their faces.

“Yes,” said Leon, “I was with him in the internment camp.”

“And he knows that I’m getting married today?”’ Silently they nodded.

“I see.”

Anguished, waiting, they looked at her. But she did not crumple up, nor weep. She straightened her shoulders and they saw pride cover her face like a film of ice.

“I’ll have my flowers, please, Sophie.” And then: “It’s time to go.”

Kendrick was waiting at the altar beside his best man, a Cambridge acquaintance whom no one had met before. Pausing inside the church, Ellen surveyed the guests as they turned their heads. The Crowthorpe retainers in their dark heavy overcoats fared best, accustomed as they were to the hardship of the Frobisher regime and the freezing church. Margaret Sinclair was there, giving her a heartening smile, but not Bennet, who was still breaking his codes… Janey beside Frank, in the uniform of a private… a whole bevy of gallant aunts, real ones and honorary ones, in hats they had dusted out specially-and, sitting a little apart and looking not at all like Beryl Smith but entirely like Tamara Tatriatova, (and wearing-Ellen had time to notice-coma pilfered geranium from the conservatory in her turban), the Russian ballerina. Yet it was the detestable Tamara who had made the previous night endurable, taking Kendrick into his study to listen to Stravinsky and leaving Ellen free to help the maids with preparations for the wedding lunch.

But now it was beginning. Leon was sitting beside the old lady who played the organ; he had insisted on helping her turn the pages, ignoring her plea that she knew the music by heart. He was shuffling the music, still playing for time. She saw him look directly at Sophie, who half shook her head.

“He might still come,” said Sophie obstinately. “Marek’s just the sort of person to burst into the church and if he does I’ll tug at Ellen’s dress or tell her to faint or something.”

From upstairs they heard the rustle of silk, a sharp intake of breath-then Ellen came down the stairs towards them.

“Marek is here?”’ she said very quietly. “He’s in England?”’

All three turned to her, consternation in their faces.

“Yes,” said Leon, “I was with him in the internment camp.”

“And he knows that I’m getting married today?”’ Silently they nodded.

“I see.”

Anguished, waiting, they looked at her. But she did not crumple up, nor weep. She straightened her shoulders and they saw pride cover her face like a film of ice.

“I’ll have my flowers, please, Sophie.” And then: “It’s time to go.”

Kendrick was waiting at the altar beside his best man, a Cambridge acquaintance whom no one had met before. Pausing inside the church, Ellen surveyed the guests as they turned their heads. The Crowthorpe retainers in their dark heavy overcoats fared best, accustomed as they were to the hardship of the Frobisher regime and the freezing church. Margaret Sinclair was there, giving her a heartening smile, but not Bennet, who was still breaking his codes… Janey beside Frank, in the uniform of a private… a whole bevy of gallant aunts, real ones and honorary ones, in hats they had dusted out specially-and, sitting a little apart and looking not at all like Beryl Smith but entirely like Tamara Tatriatova, (and wearing-Ellen had time to notice-a pilfered geranium from the conservatory in her turban), the Russian ballerina. Yet it was the detestable Tamara who had made the previous night endurable, taking Kendrick into his study to listen to Stravinsky and leaving Ellen free to help the maids with preparations for the wedding lunch.

But now it was beginning. Leon was sitting beside the old lady who played the organ; he had insisted on helping her turn the pages, ignoring her plea that she knew the music by heart. He was shuffling the music, still playing for time. She saw him look directly at Sophie, who half shook her head.

There was nothing more to be done. The first strains of Widor’s Toccata rang out over the church, Sophie and Ursula arranged the folds of Ellen’s dress, and she began to walk slowly towards her bridegroom.

She was halfway up the aisle when they heard it-Sophie and Ursula, Leon with his keen hearing… and Ellen too, even above the sound of the music. The creaking of the heavy oaken door on its rusty hinges; and the gust of wind as it blew open. Sophie tugged once at Ellen’s dress and Leon’s hand came down on the organist’s arm so that she faltered…

What they saw then was a strange reversal of what had happened to Aniella in the pageant. For Ellen turned and as she saw the tall, broad-shouldered figure outlined in the lintel of the door, her face became transfigured. The pride and endurance which had made her look almost old, vanished in an instant, and she became so beautiful, so radiant, that those who watched her held their breath in wonder.

Then the latecomer, a neighbouring landowner who was Kendrick’s godfather, removed his hat and hurried, embarrassed, to his pew.

And the wedding went on.

In allowing the two ancient maids to prepare the master bedroom for their use, Ellen realised she had made a mistake. But she had not wanted to stop them having the chimney swept and doing what they could to air the bedclothes. Shut for years in their basement kitchen, chilblained and deprived of light, the Frobisher maids did not often use their initiative, and Ellen had no wish to deprive them of their traditional expectations.

But she had not examined the room in detail, having expected little from her wedding night except to endure it, and she had not realised that there was quite so much furniture: tables both round and square, brass pots, palms and fenders, bellows and tallboys and a stuffed osprey in a case. A picture of the The Released Garrison of Lucknow Crossing the Ganges hung above the bed which was high and, considering its nuptial purpose, surprisingly narrow, and on the opposite wall was a painting of a pale, dead shepherd in the snow, guarded by two collies who did not seem to have gathered that he was no longer in a position to tell them what to do.

The farm manager had sent up a basket of logs, but the vast size of the chimneypiece made the small fire seem even smaller, and Kendrick, in an unexpected attack of masculinity, had earlier hit the logs with a poker and almost destroyed it. On the chest in the dressing room were photographs of Roland and William in various manly situations-playing cricket, decimating tigers or passing out on parade at Sandhurst-and none as usual of Kendrick-who now came nervously into the bedroom in his striped pyjamas, fell over a padded stool and said: “Oh Ellen!”

His tone was reverent rather than passionate and he looked cold.