Proof of its survival was in the single monosyllable he spoke now. “Paul.”
“Paul who?”
“Your son.”
“Why would they ask questions about him? He’s too young to be in any trouble. He’s not even four. All he can do is maybe break windows or steal a little.”
“Don’t be naive, girl.”
“What’s that mean?”
“Innocent.”
Juanita’s eyes widened in outrage. “I’m not innocent. I may be dumb, but I’m not innocent.”
“All right, all right, skip it.”
“I’m not going to skip it. I want to know how come two men are so interested in my kids all of a sudden.”
“Not the others, just Paul.”
“Why?”
“I think they’re trying to find out who his father is.”
“Well, of all the goddamn nerve,” Juanita said. “What business is it of theirs?”
“I can’t answer that.”
“Not that it’s any of your business, either, but it so happens I was married at the time. I had a husband.”
“What was his name?”
“Pedro Garcia.”
“And that’s who Paul’s father is?”
Juanita picked up one of the snakeskin shoes, and Fielding thought for a moment that she was going to hit him with it. Instead, she began pushing it on her left foot. “By God, I don’t have to sit here and be insulted by no lousy imitation district attorney.”
“I’m sorry, I have to ask these questions. I’m trying to help you, but I’ve got my own hide to save, too. What happened to Garcia?”
“I divorced him.”
Fielding knew that at least this part of her story was a deliberate lie. After he’d left Pinata’s office the previous Monday, he’d gone to City Hall to check the records. It was Garcia who’d brought the divorce suit; Juanita had not contested it or asked for alimony or child support, a curious omission if the child was actually Garcia’s. It occurred to Fielding now, not for the first time, that perhaps Juanita herself didn’t know who the boy’s father was and didn’t care much, either. He might have been someone she picked up in a bar or on the street, or a sailor from a ship visiting the harbor or an airman down from Vandenberg. Juanita’s pregnancies were inclined to be casual. One thing was certain: the little boy Paul bore no resemblance to Jim Harker.
Juanita finished squeezing her feet into the shoes and tucked her purse under her arm. She seemed ready to leave, but she made no move to do so. “What do you mean, you got your own hide to save?”
“The detective’s looking for me, too.”
“That’s funny when you come to think of it. Someone must’ve told him we were together.”
“Mrs. Brewster maybe.”
“No.” Her tone was positive. “She wouldn’t give a detective the time of day.”
“No one else knows except her and your mother.”
“By God, that’s it. That’s who told him, my old lady.”
“But first someone else must have given him your address,” Fielding said. “Maybe the busboy or one of the waitresses.”
“They don’t know my address. I never tell people like that nothing personal about myself.”
“He found out from somewhere.”
“All right, so he found out from somewhere. What do I care? I haven’t committed any crime. Why should I run away?”
“It’s possible,” Fielding said carefully, “that you’re a part of something you’re not fully aware of.”
“Like what?”
“I can’t explain it to you.” He couldn’t explain it to himself, either, because there were gaps in his knowledge that must be filled in. Once they were filled in, his duty would be done and he could be on his away again. The important thing now was to get rid of the girl. She was too conspicuous, and he had to travel light and fast and, if he was unlucky, far.
Luck. Fielding believed in it as some men believed in God, country, or mother. To luck he credited his triumphs; on lack of it he blamed his misfortunes. Several times a day he rubbed the tiny rabbit’s foot that dangled from his watch chain, always expecting miracles from the fragile inert scrap of bone and fur, but not complaining if a miracle failed to occur. It was this quality of fatalism that always baffled his second wife and enraged his first. He knew now, for example, that he was inviting disaster in the same way that he knew he was getting drunk. He accepted both as things over which he personally had no control. Whatever happened, how the dice rolled, the ball bounced, the cookie crumbled, would be a matter of luck or lack of it. His sense of responsibility was no greater than that of the severed paw he wore on his watch chain.
“Why can’t you explain things to me?” Juanita said.
“Because I can’t.”
“All this hinting around like I was going to be killed or something — well, it don’t scare me. Nobody’d want to kill me. Why, nobody even hates me except my old lady and sometimes Joe and maybe a few others.”
“I didn’t say you were going to be killed.”
“It sounded like that.”
“I just warned you to be careful.”
“How the hell can I be careful if I don’t know who of or what of?” She leaned across the table, studying him soberly and carefully. “You know what I think? I think you’re a crackpot.”
“That’s your considered opinion, eh?”
“It sure is.”
Fielding wasn’t offended. He was, in fact, quite pleased because once again luck had taken charge of his affairs. By calling him a crackpot the girl had relieved him of any sense of responsibility toward her. It made what he intended to do to her easier, even inevitable: She called me a crackpot, therefore it’s all right to steal her car.
The immediate problem was to get her away from the table for a few minutes and make sure she left her purse behind with the keys in it.
He said abruptly, “You’d better call Mrs. Brewster.”
“Why?”
“For your own sake — leaving me out of it entirely — you should find out everything you can about the two men who are looking for you.”
“I don’t want to talk to her. She’s always telling me what to do.”
“Well, in case you change your mind...” He took a dime out of his pocket and laid it on the table in front of her.
Juanita stared at the coin with a child’s petty avarice. “I don’t know what to say to her.”
“Let her do the talking.”
“Maybe it’s all lies about the two men. She wants me to get scared and go home.”
“I don’t think so. It strikes me she’s a pretty good friend of yours.”
It was the dime that clinched her decision. She slid it off the table with the casual ease of an experienced waitress. “Watch my purse, will you?”
“All right.”
“I’ll be back.”
“Sure.”
She teetered across the floor to the phone booth, which was jammed in a corner between the end of the bar and the door to the kitchen. Fielding waited, stroking his little rabbit’s foot with affection as one might stroke a living pet. Once again it was a matter of luck whether Juanita could remember Mrs. Brewster’s phone number or whether she would have to look it up in the directory. If she had to look it up, he would have thirty seconds or more to open the purse, search through all Juanita’s junk to find the keys, and reach the front door. If she dialed the number directly, he’d be forced to grab the purse and run, taking a chance on getting past the bartender and the half-dozen customers he was serving. The sentimental side of Fielding’s nature, always erratic after a few drinks and apt to disappear entirely after a few more, balked at the idea of stealing a woman’s purse. The car was a different matter. He’d stolen quite a few cars in his lifetime; he had also put the bite on a great many women. But he had never actually stolen a purse from any of them. Besides, there were the risks involved: the thing was too large to put in his pocket or hide under his coat. There seemed only one other alternative — to dump its contents out of sight on the seat beside him, pick out the car keys, and replace the purse on the table. The whole operation would require no more than four or five seconds...