A Village Affair

Alice was sitting on the edge of the kitchen table sewing name-tapes on James's summer school uniform.

'Yes. I did it.'

'Mrs Jordan-'

Clodagh came over from the sink.

'Let me see.'

She turned the painting towards her and examined it.

'Hell's teeth, Alice-'

'I can't do it any more,' Alice said. 'I don't know why, I just can't, I tried and it was hopeless.'

'It's ever so clever,' Gwen said. 'Now my cousin-'

'What d'you mean, hopeless?'

'I mean that I couldn't draw or paint and so I felt rather desperate.'

'When was that?'

'About four years ago-'

'Four years? Now that's odd, because my cousin-'

'Shut up, Gwen,' Clodagh said. She peered at Alice.

'Four years is an age ago. Why don't you try again?'

'I'm afraid to.'

'Just what my cousin-'

'Afraid?' Clodagh said. 'You afraid? This is seriously good, you know, seriously.'

And then she had given the painting back to Gwen and gone back to the sink, and when she spoke again it was about a Canadian novelist called Robertson Davies that she said Alice must read. It was after lunch that it happened. Clodagh and Natasha and James had been giggling away about something and they lured Alice up to the room above the garage on the pretence of needing to find the croquet set, and simply locked her in.

'You can come out,' James had shouted, highly delighted with the whole game,'when you've painted a picture!'

At first she thought frenziedly that she couldn't, she hadn't any water, or paint rugs, but Clodagh had thought of all that. So in a curious state of being at once both exhilarated and quite calm, she had set up her easel and painted a corner of the dusty window, on whose sill John had left a half-carved duck. A couple of fronds of ivy had pushed their way in and a spider had woven a truly copybook web between the duck's head and the windowframe. She painted very fast and quite absorbedly. When they let her out she was so pleased with herself she was almost sorry they had come. She said now, with a small swagger, 'I always said I'd be able to paint at The Grey House.'

'Did you?'

'Oh yes.'

Cecily watched her. She was pleased for Alice but wished very much that it had not been Clodagh who waved the magic wand.

'It all sounds a bit melodramatic to me.'

'It was. But it worked.'

Cecily pulled herself together.

'I'm more pleased than I can say. Not least because it will get all those people off my back who think I can get them an Alice Jordan just by whistling.'

Alice took a swallow of her wine.

'I don't think I want any commissions just yet-'

'Darling, why on earth not? I thought that was the point-'

'I don't want,' Alice said, spacing the words out in a soft, even voice, 'to be beholden to anybody about anything just now. I want to be free to do what I need to do.'

'I don't think I quite understand.'

'No.'

'Could you explain?'

'No,' Alice said. 'No. I don't think I could. I just feel it very strongly.'

'Forgive me, darling,' Cecily said sharply, getting up to put a dish of big gleaming South African grapes on the table, 'but you sound like a spoiled adolescent to me.'

'I expect,' Alice said politely, 'that that is because I am not behaving exactly as you would like me to.'

Cecily sat down and pushed the grapes towards Alice.

'I have never tried to influence you in any way.'

Alice said nothing.

'If I have ever given you any kind of guidance reluctantly, mind you - it is because you asked me for it. When you came here, a gauche girl-' She stopped.

'Are you going,' Alice said serenely, 'to tell me how much I owe you? It reminds me of conversations long ago with my mother.'

Cecily held her hands together tightly to prevent herself from reaching over and slapping Alice. She closed her eyes for a second and said, 'Don't let's quarrel.'

'I don't want to.'

'No.' She opened them again and gave a small smile. 'Neither of us do.'

Alice rose.

'May I use the telephone? There's something I forgot to tell Clodagh about Martin's supper.'

'What has Clodagh to do with Martin's supper?'

'She offered to get supper for him,' said Alice as if it were the most natural thing in the world, 'because I am here.'

She went away to the kitchen telephone and rang The Grey House. There was no reply. She dialled the Park and Lady Unwin answered and was excessively friendly and said she would fetch Clodagh at once.

'I've lost,' Alice said. 'I've got to stay. Outmanoeuvred.'

'Alice,' Clodagh said. 'You're pathetic. How old are you? And I was going to do my Upper East Side Swank Foodie's Fish Curry.'

'Could you do it for Martin?'

'OK.'

'Clodagh. I'm really sorry.'

'Me too.'

'I'd better go. I'm so grateful.'

'What for? For feeding the family lawyer?'

'What?'

Tee hee,' Clodagh said. 'Serve you right for staying away. See you tomorrow-'

'What about the family lawyer?'

'I couldn't possibly,' Clodagh said, 'tell you a state secret over the telephone,' and she put the receiver down.

Alice went out into the garden where Cecily and the children were feeding the goldfish with special grains out of a little plastic cylinder.

'I hate him,' James was saying, peering into the water, 'his face is all gobbly-'

'Just like yours, my dear,' Natasha said, tossing her head to feel her earrings swing.

'All well?' Cecily said to Alice.

'Perfectly. She's going to make him a fish curry.'

'I'll make you into a curry!' James shouted excitedly at the pool. 'That's what I'll do! I'll make you into a curry!'

Natasha put her hand in her grandmother's.

'Sometimes, I'm afraid, Charlie eats beetles.'

'Does he, darling?'

Natasha sighed.

'Oh yes. He's a great responsibility. Can we go to the sea?'

It was a long, long afternoon. Alice could not believe the strength of her wishing to be at home. She looked at familiar, beloved Dummeridge in the glory of its spring garden, as if through the wrong end of a telescope, tiny, remote and impersonal. When Richard returned, she kissed him with unusual warmth and Cecily, noticing this, said before she could stop herself, 'And what has he done to deserve all this?'

'She thinks I'm going to open some champagne for her,' Richard said. 'And she's right.'

Dinner was better because Richard was determined, it seemed, to keep things impersonal. He talked about the Middle East, made Cecily talk about her last trip to America - 'Potagers are now sweeping Georgetown like measles' - and when the talk inevitably drifted round to the state of things at Pitcombe, he said, 'Guess who rang today.'

Cecily, fetching a wedge of perfect Brie from the sideboard, said, 'Who?' without interest.

'Anthony.'

'Anthony!'

'Coming home,' Richard said. 'Changing continents, changing jobs-'

'Why didn't he ring here? Why didn't he ring me?'

'I expect he will-'

'How odd,' Alice said. 'I haven't seen Anthony for almost ten years. Ten years in the Far East. Before the children-'

'He sent you his love,' Richard said to Alice.

'Me?'

'Dangerous stuff, Anthony's love-'

Cecily said, 'When is all this happening?'

'Soon. A few weeks.'

'I see. My eldest son chooses to come home after a decade at a fortnight's notice and does not seem to think it necessary to inform me.'

'He rang me with the facts,' Richard said, pouring more wine. 'I expect he will ring you for analysis and interpretation.'

Cecily drew in her breath, but she said nothing more except, after a pause, 'Darling Alice, tell Richard what's happening to Martin tonight. Too amusing-'