A few minutes later, Alessandra Mantovani arrived. Scianatico and Delissanti stood up to shake her hand, something they hadn’t done with me. I didn’t like that. Not that I was desperate to shake their hands. But doing that sent a message. It meant: We know that you, Prosecutor, are just doing your job and we don’t hold it against you. The real bastard is him – that is, me – and we’ll settle our accounts with him when this business is over. Alessandra returned first Delissanti’s handshake, then Scianatico’s, with an icy smile. Only her lips moved, for a fraction of a second, while her eyes remained frozen, looking directly at them.
That too was a message.
Then the bell rang to announce that the judge was coming back into the courtroom.
We were about to start.
“Right, then, who is the first witness for the prosecution?”
“Your Honour, the public prosecutor wishes to call the plaintiff, Signora Martina Fumai.”
The bailiff left the court and his voice could be heard calling Martina’s name. A few moments later they came in together. Martina was in jeans, a highnecked sweater and a jacket.
She sat down, gave her personal details, and then the clerk of the court passed her the plastic-coated card, dirty with the thousand hands that had touched it, containing the words witnesses had to recite before giving evidence.
“Conscious of the moral and legal responsibility I assume with my testimony, I swear to tell the whole truth and not to conceal anything of which I have knowledge.”
Martina’s voice was thin, but quite firm. She was looking in front of her and seemed to be concentrating hard.
“The public prosecutor may proceed with the examination.”
“Good morning, Dottoressa Fumai. Could you tell us when you met the defendant, Gianluca Scianatico?”
Alessandra Mantovani was born to do this work. She questioned Martina for more than an hour, without making any mistakes. Her questions were brief, clear, simple. The tone was professional, but not cold. Martina told her story in detail and there wasn’t a single objection in the whole of the examination. By the time my turn came, there was, as I’d expected, very little left to ask. To all intents and purposes, just the issue of her stay in hospital and her psychiatric problems. The judge gave me the floor, and from his tone it was very clear he hadn’t forgotten what had happened at the previous hearing.
“Dottoressa Fumai, you’ve given very detailed answers to the public prosecutor’s questions. I shan’t go back over the same points. I just need to ask you a few questions about some matters relating to your past. Is that all right?”
“Yes.”
“In the past, have you had any problems of a nervous nature?”
“Yes. I had a nervous breakdown.”
“Could you tell us if that was before or after you met the defendant?”
“It was before.”
“Could you please tell us when, and also tell us briefly the cause of this breakdown.”
“I think two… maybe three years before we met. I was having problems connected with my studies.”
“Could you briefly explain to us the nature of these problems?”
“I was finding it impossible to graduate. I had just one exam left, I’d taken it several times without passing… and to cut a long story short, at a certain point I had a breakdown.”
“I realize how painful it must be for you to recall these events, but could you tell us what happened?”
On my right, Delissanti and Scianatico were talking excitedly. They hadn’t been expecting this. I could imagine the insinuating questions they must have prepared. Have you had any psychiatric illnesses? Were you treated with psychotropic drugs? Are you mad? And so on. They’d put all their eggs in one basket and now, I thought, smugly, I’d broken them. Fuck them.
“After taking the exam five times, I was desperate. I’d had a very difficult time at university. With only one exam left, I thought I’d got through it. Instead of which, I couldn’t get past the final hurdle. For my sixth attempt I studied like mad, fourteen hours a day, maybe even more. I couldn’t sleep and was forced to take tranquillizers. The night before the exam I stayed awake, trying to revise. The next morning, when my turn came, I’d fallen asleep on the bench and didn’t hear them call me.”
“How old were you then? And how old are you now?”
“I was twenty-eight, twenty-nine. I’m thirty-five now.”
“And that was when you consulted a specialist?”
“After about ten days, I was admitted to hospital.”
“Could you tell us what your symptoms were?”
She paused. This was the most difficult moment. If we could get through this, the rest would be easy.
Martina breathed in, and her breathing was laboured, halting, as if there were a valve stopping her from taking a deep breath.
“I wasn’t interested in anything, I thought about death, I cried a lot. I’d wake up early in the morning, when it was still dark, feeling panicky. Physically I felt very weak, I had constant headaches, and pains all over my body. Most of all, I had severe eating difficulties. I couldn’t feed myself. Every time I tried to swallow something, I’d throw up straight away.”
She paused again, as if gathering her strength.
“They had to feed me artificially. With a drip and also a stomach tube.”
I let the harshness of the story sink in, before continuing with my other questions.
“Did you have any disorders of perception, hallucinations, that kind of thing?”
For the first time, Martina looked away from the vague point in front of her, on which she had been concentrating, in accordance with my instructions, since the beginning of her testimony. She turned to look at me. In surprise. What did I mean? What did hallucinations have to do with anything?
“Did you have hallucinations, Dottoressa Fumai? Did you see things that didn’t exist, did you hear voices?”
“No, of course not. I wasn’t… I’m not mad. I had a nervous breakdown.”
“How long did you stay in hospital?”
“Three weeks, maybe a little more.”
“Why did they discharge you?”
“Because I’d started to feed myself again.”
“And after that?”
“I had sessions with a therapist, and I took medication.”
“How long did the treatment last?”
“The medication, a few months. The psychotherapy sessions… maybe a year and a half.”
“And you finally graduated?”
“Yes.”
“Had you already graduated when you met the defendant?”
“Yes, I was already working.”
“Were you still in therapy when you met the defendant?”
“No, the therapy itself had finished. But every three or four months I had a meeting with my therapist. They were like… I suppose you could call them check-ups.”
“During your relationship with the defendant, did you tell him about the problems you’ve just told us about?”
“Of course.”
“Do you have a copy of the medical records from the time you spent in hospital?”
“Yes.”
“Did you have it during the time you lived with the defendant?”
Another pause. Another puzzled look. Martina didn’t know where I was trying to go with this. But I knew. And so, probably, did Delissanti and Scianatico.
“Of course.”
“Are these the medical records? Your Honour, may I approach the witness and show her these documents?”
Caldarola nodded and made a gesture with his hand. I could approach. Thank you, arsehole.
Martina looked at the papers for a few moments. It didn’t take her long to recognize them, seeing as how she was the one who’d given them to me. She looked up at me. Yes, these were her medical records. Yes, the ones she’d had at home when she lived with Scianatico. No, she’d never taken any particular care of them. She hadn’t put them in a safe, or even locked them in a drawer.
“Thank you, Dottoressa Fumai. I have no more questions for the moment, Your Honour. But I request that the documents shown to the witness and identified by her be admitted to the case file.”