Shoving my semi-hard dick back in my pants I moved around the bed so I could slip between her thighs again. I snagged the dildo and as soon as I was situated, shoved it deep in her without warning. Fucking her fast and hard, just like she'd sucked my cock, I barely gave her a chance to build up before I reached up and released one then the other nipple clamp. The pain from their release mixed with the thrusting of the toy tossed her over the cliff. Her entire body stiffened, head thrown against the pillow, back arched as high as she could while restrained, a long, low moan escaping from her lips.
I threw the toy towards the corner to be dealt with later followed by the nipple clamps. Carefully, I withdrew the anal plug and it followed suit as well.
Chapter 13
Alix
After tossing aside all the toys, he slowly released my ankles, then my wrists, before sitting against the headboard and curling me in his lap. My head rested on the crook of his neck while he massaged my ankles, followed by my wrists. I felt like I was floating on a soft little cloud as he continued to massage blood back into my hands. Slowly the cloud drifted away and the anger started slip to back in.
He released my wrists when my body stiffened.
"I didn't like that. Don't do that again," I said as I tried to crawl off his lap. His hands firmly grasped my bare hip, reminding me that I was completely nude as my sore ass moved against the fabric of his slacks.
"Do what, Precious?" He threaded his fingers into my hair and pulled my head back. "Not let you get off? It's called punishment for a reason. You will not touch yourself again unless I give you permission. You will not get off unless I tell you to. The punishment next time will be much more severe, do you understand me?"
I ground my teeth even as his deep, commanding British tone sent shivers of excitement up my spine. "I will try, sir." It was hard, but I managed to not sneer when I said “sir”.
"No, you will succeed or you will be punished. You have controlled your addiction before, you can do so again. I'm a text or phone call away should you be at a point where you don't think you can control it." His tongue dragged up the side of my neck, flicking my earlobe before disappearing completely.
"Yes, sir," I breathed. I may have gotten off not long before, but the tension he'd built wasn't fully released from the single, tiny orgasm he'd given me.
"Bend over the bed." He released me with a soft kiss to the forehead.
I moved to do as he asked and listened as he moved around the bed to stand behind me. I jumped when his fingers gently touched the welts on my ass.
"Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. You'll have me on your mind for a few days still." The smile was clear in his voice as his fingers continued to trail over my ass.
For it being the first time I was nude in front of him, I was incredibly comfortable. Perhaps it was the fact that he didn't give me time to think about it, to get nervous about it. He'd taken control of me from the moment I'd walked in and that was the exact reason I'd texted him. I knew that he would have no problem helping me focus on the present instead of the past.
"Thank you for sharing your secret with me. I know it wasn't easy." His minty breath flitted over my cheek before he dropped a chaste kiss upon my lips. His weight disappeared, his scent faded and the click of a door shutting let me know that he had gone.
Standing, I removed the blindfold before gathering my clothes and putting them back on. The blindfold was left on the end of the bed and I let myself out. Just as on my way in, there wasn't anyone around. My purse was exactly where I'd left it.
Once I returned home, I collapsed into bed nude as I usually did after an encounter with Master J. My brain and body were too exhausted and relaxed to focus on any of the normal issues that kept me up.
The next morning, I dressed as usual for work even though my palms were sweaty and my entire body shook. I kept repeating to myself that it was just another day, nothing special. Nothing to fear. It was possible the man hadn't told anyone. And I needed to focus on that.
Thankfully, I made it all the way until shortly before John usually showed up without having the roof come crashing down on my world. Not wanting to see John, I packed up my belongings and headed out early. I was too embarrassed to see him again so soon.
But as I was walking out the front door of the hotel, I nearly ran right into him. His strong arms wrapped around my shoulders to stop me from falling or colliding with him. That incredibly sexy smile was only inches away from my own. I nearly melted into a puddle right then and there; instead my face flamed red and I jerked back from him. Murmuring excuses, I quickly rushed toward my car without looking back once.
Locking out the world, I hid in my house and pulled out my laptop. After a few relaxing breaths, I logged into the online counselor site. Nearly bailing when I recognized the name of the counselor who was on, I forced myself not to. It was the one I’d spoken with the last time.
Counselor21: How are you this evening?
BadKitty2: Not so good. Hence why I’m here.
Counselor21: So, running from the issues didn’t help make them any better since the last time we talked?
BadKitty2: No way you remember me.
Counselor21: You are right. I take notes of every patient I talk to. Although admittedly I knew you’d be back so I kept yours near the top.
BadKitty2: Fine. You were right.
Counselor21: So, what brought you back? Did you get caught?
BadKitty2: Yes. Well, sort of.
Counselor21: Care to expand on that?
BadKitty2: No, but I will. The man that I’ve been fascinated with over the last six months or so... You know, the one I masturbated to… he caught me. I am afraid he is going to tell my boss and I will lose my job.
Counselor21: You say masturbated in the past tense. Getting caught has made you decide not to do it any more?
BadKitty2: Well, that’s another thing I wanted to talk to you about. See, I met this man. His name is J. He is… helping me learn to control my impulses in a different way than I’ve ever tried before.
Counselor21: and this way is?
BadKitty2: A bit of Dominance and submission type stuff. I’ve never heard of something like that as a treatment for addiction.
Counselor21: Well, that’s probably because it can easily become a new addiction or a shift in the addiction you are currently dealing with. Getting sex there instead of other ways.
Counselor21: It can also be a very dangerous environment if you aren’t with someone who knows what they are doing. You can get injured or worse.
Counselor21: However, that being said, it can be an excellent way to learn to conquer your addiction. If it helps you learn how to channel the addictive feelings and not react, not respond to them, that’s all that matters. Sometimes a unique route is the best way. Everyone is different and things don’t always work the same for everyone.
BadKitty2: J knows what he’s doing. He wouldn’t hurt me. Hasn’t even come close to it. In fact, he has vowed to not even have sex with me.
Counselor21: That is something that’ll have to be for you to judge since I’m not there with you. Remember sex is healthy, it is okay to engage in. It’s the impulsive need for it, doing things you don’t want to do… There is a difference between them.