“What do you want me to do?”
“I have put your case to the Council, as I promised, but the law cannot be altered. You may remain here and become one of us, or you may return to Diaspar. If you do that, we must first reshape the patterns of your mind so that you have no recollection of Lys and never again attempt to reach us.”
“And Rorden? He would still know the truth, even if I had forgotten everything.”
“We have spoken with Rorden many times since you left. He recognizes the wisdom of our actions.”
In that dark moment, it seemed to Alvin that the whole world had turned against him. Though there was much truth in the words of Seranis, he would not recognize it: he saw only the wreck of his still dimly conceived plans, the end of the search for knowledge that had now become the most important thing in his life.
Seranis must have read his thoughts.
“I’ll leave you for a while,” she said. “But remember- whatever your choice, there can be no turning back.”
Theon followed her to the door but Alvin called after him. He looked enquiringly at his mother, who hesitated for a moment and then nodded her head. The door closed silently behind her, and Alvin knew that it would not open again without her consent.
Alvin waited until his racing thoughts were once more under control.
“Theon,” he began, “you’ll help me, won’t you?”
The other nodded but did not speak.
“Then tell me this-how could your people stop me if I tried to run away?”
“That would be easy. If you tried to escape, my mother would take control of your mind. Later, when you became one of us, you would not wish to leave.”
“I see. Can you tell if she is watching my mind now?”
Theon looked worried, but his protest answered the question.
“I shouldn’t tell you that!”
“But you will, won’t you?”
The two boys looked silently at each other for many seconds. Then Theon smiled.
“You can’t bully me, you know. Whatever you’re planning-and I can’t read your mind-as soon as you tried to put it into action Mother would take over. She won’t let you out of her sight until everything has been settled.”
“I know that,” said Alvin, “but is she looking into my mind at this moment?”
The other hesitated.
“No, she isn’t,” he said at last. “I think she’s deliberately leaving you alone, so that her thoughts won’t influence you.”
That was all he needed to know. For the first time Alvin dared to turn his mind upon the only plan that offered any hope. He was far too stubborn to accept either of the alternatives Seranis had offered him, and even if there had been nothing at stake he would have bitterly resisted any attempt to override his will.
In a little while Seranis would return. He could do nothing until they were in the open again, and even then Seranis would be able to control his actions if he attempted to run away. And apart from that, he was sure that many of the villagers could intercept him long before he reached safety.
Very carefully, checking every detail, he traced out the only road that could lead him back to Diaspar on the terms he wished.
Theon warned him when Seranis was near, and he quickly turned his thoughts into harmless channels. It had never been easy for her to understand his mind, and now it seemed to Seranis as if she were far out in space, looking down upon a world veiled with impenetrable clouds. Sometimes there would be a rift in the covering, and for an instant she could catch a glimpse of what lay beneath. She wondered what Alvin was trying to hide from her. For a moment she dipped into her son’s mind, but Theon knew nothing of the other’s plans. She thought again of the precautions she had taken: as a man may flex his muscles before some great exertion, she ran through the compulsion patterns she might have to use. But there was no trace of her preoccupation as she smiled at Alvin from the doorway.
“Well,” she asked, “have you made up your mind?”
Alvin’s reply seemed frank enough.
“Yes,” he said. “I will return to Diaspar.”
“I’m sorry, and I know that Theon will miss you. But perhaps it’s best: this is not your world and you must think of your own people.”
With a gesture of supreme confidence, she stood aside to let Alvin pass through the door.
“The men who can obliterate your memory of Lys are waiting for you: we expected this decision.”
Alvin was glad to see that Seranis was leading him in the direction he wished to go. She did not look back to see if he was following: her every movement told him: “Try and run away if you like-my mind is more powerful than yours.” And he knew that it was perfectly true.
They were clear of the houses when he stopped and turned to his friend.
“Good-bye, Theon,” he said, holding out his hands. “Thank you for all you’ve done. One day I’ll be back.”
Seranis had stopped and was watching him intently. He smiled at her even while he measured the twenty feet of ground between them.
“I know that you’re doing this against your will,” he said, “and I don’t blame you for it. I don’t like what I’m doing, either.” (That was not true, he thought. Already he was beginning to enjoy himself.) He glanced quickly around: no one was approaching and Seranis had not moved. She was still watching him, probably trying to probe into his mind. He talked quickly to prevent even the outlines of his plan from shaping among his thoughts.
“I do not believe you are right,” he said, so unconscious of his intellectual arrogance that Seranis could not resist a smile. “It’s wrong for Lys and Diaspar to remain apart forever: one day they may need each other desperately. So I am going home with all that I have learned-and I do not think that you can stop me.”
He waited no longer, and it was just as well. Seranis never moved, but instantly he felt his body slipping from his control. The power that had brushed aside his own will was even greater than he had expected, and he realized that many hidden minds must be aiding Seranis. Helplessly he began to walk back towards the center of the village, and for an awful moment he thought his plans had failed.
Then there came a flash of steel and crystal, and the metal arms closed swiftly around him. His body fought against them, as he had known it must do, but his struggles were useless. The ground fell away beneath him and he caught a glimpse of Theon, frozen by surprise with a foolish smile upon his face.
The robot was carrying him a dozen feet above the ground, much faster than a man could run. It took Seranis only a moment to understand his ruse, and his struggles died away as she relaxed her control. But she was not defeated yet, and presently there happened that which Alvin had feared and done his best to counteract.
There were now two separate entities fighting inside his mind, and one of them was pleading with the robot, begging it to set him down again. The real Alvin waited, breathlessly, resisting only a little against forces he knew he could not hope to fight. He had gambled: there was no way of telling beforehand if the machine could understand orders as complex as those he had given it. Under no circumstances, he had told the robot, must it obey any further commands of his until he was safely inside Bias-par. Those were the orders. If they were obeyed, Alvin had placed his fate beyond the reach of human interference.
Never hesitating, the machine raced on along the path he had so carefully mapped out for it. A part of him was still pleading angrily to be released, but he knew now that he was safe. And presently Seranis understood that too, for the forces inside his brain ceased to war with one another. Once more he was at peace, as ages ago an earlier wanderer had been when, lashed to the mast of his ship, he had heard the song of the Sirens die away across the wine-dark sea.