And those girls upstairs were born three thousand years before me, but they're the future.
The breakfast oatmeal was bubbling quietly in an iron pot atop the stove, but it wouldn't be ready for another hour and a half. They cut themselves chunks of bread and washed it down with whole milk from the jug in the icebox, then fastened their boots and took the wooden practice swords in their hands as they let themselves out. Nantucket was cool in the predawn blackness even in late summer, the air damp and smelling of salt, fish, whale oil from the street-lamps, woodsmoke from early risers. The two women crossed over to the north side of Main Street, turned onto Easy Street and then South Beach and began their run, bodies moving with smooth economy to the rattle and clank of the armor, hands pumping in rhythm.
"Better you than me!" a wagoneer called to them, yawning at the reins.
Marian recognized him and gave a wave; he'd been with the Expeditionary Force in Alba. Odd. So many got killed, and instead of throwing stuff at me, the survivors like me.
"Easy day," she said to her companion. "Only an hour"-running out to Jetties Beach, down the sand cliffs, some kata on the wet sand, then back-"and we'll have to head in to start dinner."
"It is a holiday," Swindapa answered, then sprinted ahead, laughing in sheer exuberance at the day and at being alive.
Very much alive, Marian thought. And that makes me feel like livin' too.
"I never thought I'd be nostalgic about living in fear of starving to death," Jared Cofflin said.
"You aren't," his wife replied succinctly. "You're just feeling hard-done-by."
The Chief Executive Officer of the Republic of Nantucket stared down at the papers on his living-room table; the tall sash windows of the Chief's House were open to the warm evening air and the sounds and smells of summer, and roses bloomed outside in the narrow scrap of garden. It'd been an inn just up from Broad, originally built as a shipowner's mansion back in the 1840s. Sort of a running joke between them and Marian and Swindapa, the Cofflins on Gay Street and the Alston-Kurlelos on Main.
"Balance of payments? Balance of payments? The whole damned island is sent back to 1250 B.C.-"
"That's 1242 B.C. now, dear.
"1242 B.C., and I'm supposed to worry about the balance of payments. Christ, I remember when we were all wondering about how we'd get through the winter."
"Marian! Get away from that!" Martha called.
A seven-year-old girl with straw-blond pigtails snatched her hand away from a cut-glass decanter and went back to pulling a wheeled model ship across the floor. Cofflin's expression relaxed into a smile. If the island had stayed in the twentieth, he'd never have met Martha-not beyond nodding as they passed in the street, at least. No little Marian, then. No Jared Junior or Jennifer or Sam, either. Two of their own, and two adopted from the orphans of the war in Alba. He and his first wife bad never been able to have children and never got around to adopting, and then Betty had died back half a decade before the Event. Strenuous, youngsters are, but worth it, he thought. Of course, ending up with four at his age was more than strenuous.
"And then this bunch want to start a new settlement down in Argentina," he went on. "As if we weren't spread out enough already."
"Dear, there's no law against emigrating. We can scarcely send Marian out after them for leaving without permission."
"Speaking of which," he said, tossing down the papers. "There's young Pete Girenas and his group of let's-get-ourselves-killed enthusiasts. Christ. Should I have sat on them? They might have given up-"
"What's their average age, Jared?"
"He's the oldest, and he's all of twenty-one."
"Well, then."
Cofflin sighed. "Let's get going. I'll think about that later. Marian's expecting us for the anniversary party." His daughter looked up at the sound of her name. "No, sweetling, Aunt Marian."
Young Marian's middle name was Deer Dancer; that was what "Swindapa" meant, in English. Damn, but I'm glad the Eagle was close enough to get caught up in the Event. God knows how I'd have pulled us through without Marian. Or without Martha, or Ian, or Doreen, Angelica Brand, Ron Leaton, or Sam Macy, or… well, particularly without Marian.
He looked at his watch. "Speaking of which, Where's-"
"Hi, Unc, Martha." Vicki Cofflin came through the door with a bound and scooped up the child. "How's it going, midget?"
Cofflin smiled as his niece tussled with his daughter and Martha rounded up the rest of the offspring. Vicki didn't have the Cofflin looks, but then, her mother had married someone from away, as Nantucketers said-from Texas, at that. He'd been off-island when the Event happened, a particularly final form of divorce.
Vicki was stocky rather than lanky, with a snub-nosed freckled face and green-gray eyes. She wasn't in uniform, this being a family-and-friends evening-he tried to keep some distinctions between that and government work. The jeans were pre-Event, her shirt was Murray's Mills product, Olmec cotton spun and dyed with wild indigo here on Island, the shoes hand-cobbled from Alban leather.
Our successors, he thought. Vicki's generation, who'd come of age after the Event. To them the twentieth was fading memory; to their younger siblings, hardly that. To Cofflin's own children it would be history learned from books and stories.
"Evening, Vicki. How's your mother?"
"Ummmm, fine, Unc. You know how it is."
He nodded; Vicki didn't get along all that well with her stepfather, and her mother had started a new family-one of her own, plus three Alban adoptees. Well, you pick your friends, but you're stuck with family, he thought. Though it was natural enough, seeing as how Mary had lost her elder two boys to the Event as well as her husband. Although presumably they were still-the word made no sense, but English grammar wasn't well adapted to time travel-all right, up in the twentieth.
He pushed down a crawling horror that they all felt now and then. What if we destroyed the world, by being here? We could have. They could have all gone out like a match in the wind as soon as we changed something back here-all dead or not even that, all of them never existing, a might-have-been. The Arnsteins thought that the Event would produce a branching, two trunks on the tree of time, but nobody could know for sure. Come to that, nobody knew anything about the Event except what it had done.
He shook his head and kneaded the back of his neck against the sudden chill. Martha touched him briefly on the arm, a firm, warm pressure; the equivalent of a hug to them, and he felt the tension slacken as he smiled back at her.
It was a warm late-August evening as they stepped out, shepherding the children before them; the big American elms lining the brick sidewalks were still in full leaf, and the whale-oil lamps on their cast-iron stands were being lit by a Town worker with a long pole topped by a torch. The tower of the old Unitarian church stood black against the red sky ahead, still showing a little gold at its top in the long summer twilight.
"Ummm, Unc," Vicki dropped back a little to walk beside him, lowering her voice. "I'm a bit nervous. Having dinner with the Commodore."
He raised a brow. "Thought you did that as a middie," he said.
"Well, yeah, but that was… structured. Commodore Alston made a point of inviting groups of officer-candidates to dinner now and then."
"She doesn't bite," Cofflin said. "I read your report on the Emancipator's trials, too. Looked good."
"We did have that problem with longitudinal stability."
"Ayup. That's why they call it a test flight, girl," he replied, hiding a smile. "And she's going to give you good news, next time you see her in her official capacity," Cofflin went on. "You can take the second off the lieutenant-but you didn't hear it from me."