“I don’t know. John isn’t right, either.”
“Perhaps Jonathan.”
“Hmmm. Jonathan. Yes, that might do. Come here, Jonathan. Yes.” She repeated it a couple of times, and I guess decided it would do. She looked at me and smiled. Her mouth was large, her jaw line prominent.
I said, “I hope Jill won’t be angry with you.”
“Gillian,” she said, “must learn to look out for her territory.”
“You mean that in general?”
“Yes.”
“Explain.”
“When we moved in together, I told her that I would be claiming as much of the house as I could until she stopped me, so she had better be prepared to defend her turf or I’d simply take over.”
“And she hasn’t done so?”
“You saw the house; did it look like her or me?”
“What makes you think I can tell the difference?”
“You can tell.”
I laughed. “You,” I said.
“Correct.”
“The attitude,” I said, “seems ever so slightly harsh.”
“Do you think so?” she inquired sweetly. “Maybe it is, but I don’t have the patience to put up with having to ask every time I want to move a piece of furniture or put a new vase on the mantelpiece.”
“So you just do it?”
“She can tell me if she doesn’t like it.”
“And she’s never said anything?”
“No.”
“Then it’s her problem.”
“Exactly.”
“And do I fall into the same category?”
She smiled brightly. “Yes.”
“Nice to know where I fit in.”
“Where do you fit in?” she said.
“Do you mean that philosophically or practically?”
“Either way.”
“I’m more or less just passing through, so I guess I really don’t fit in.”
“Do you mean that philosophically or practically?”
“Either way. Did Jill say anything about me?”
Susan looked at me through slitted eyes, as if deciding how much to tell. At last she said, “Jill seemed quite taken with you at first, especially when you sent her flowers.”
“At first?”
“Well, it’s been, what, a week? And you haven’t called.”
“Has it been a week already? How time flies. Well, has she waited for me, breathlessly, anxiously, sitting by the phone and staring out the window?”
Susan laughed. “Hardly.”
I pretended dismay. “Don’t tell me she has another man already?”
“I’m not certain.” She smiled wickedly. “Well, there is this gentleman who’s called on her a couple of times in the last week.”
“Ah!” I said. “A rival! Who is he?”
“His name is Don something.”
“Swaggart? The sociologist? She’s been seeing him?”
“As I said, just once or twice. Does that bother you?”
“I am beside myself with jealousy.”
She laughed again. “I can tell.”
“How well do you know the dear boy?”
She made a noncommittal gesture. “Well enough to know that there’s not a lot of substance to him.”
“But,” I said, “he’s very dedicated to his work.”
“Is he?”
We walked a little more. We occasionally passed people. She said, “That’s what you get for not striking while the iron is hot.”
“That’s what she gets for being impatient. Let it be a lesson to you.”
“Oh, she’s not nearly as impatient as I am. Once I got so annoyed waiting for my bus, that I got on the next one that came by, just to be going somewhere.”
I laughed.
She said, “Are you going to do anything about Don?”
“What do you propose I do?”
“I was just wondering.”
“To be perfectly frank, I don’t much care one way or the other,” I said.
We arrived at an all-night coffee place called the Wholly Ground. There didn’t seem to be anyone in it. I stood in the doorway and asked if they were open, but Susan breezed in. A poster outside advertised the appearance of something called the Beat Farmers, but the place didn’t seem to have a stage. I had just noticed that the poster was for somewhere else when Susan motioned me in. “They’re open all night,” she said, at the same time as the short-haired nose-ringed girl behind the counter nodded. It was a small place that smelled harshly of coffee and rank tobacco smoke. All the tables were round and most had room for four coffee cups and an ashtray; you had to hold your morning paper.
I bought us a pot of coffee for three dollars while Susan fetched cups. “Do you use cream?” she said.
“Black like my heart.”
She smiled all over her face and said, “How wonderful. I believe we shall get along splendidly.”
We sat near a window where we could watch passersby. I filled her cup, left mine half empty. Or half full, if you want to join the Peace Corps. She looked a question. “Keeps me awake,” I said.
“They serve unleaded.”
“Never touch the stuff.”
I brought the cup to my lips. “It also cools faster this way.”
“You don’t like it hot?”
“Lukewarm like my heart,” I said.
She laughed. Her laugh was merry and seemed contrived like her speech and other mannerisms; yet, like her speech and mannerisms, not unpleasantly so.
“Tell me about the city,” I said.
“It is a city like other cities,” she said at once. “Only not so big.”
“How big is it?”
“Less than half a million people, and not very spread out.”
“What do people do here?”
“Live. Die. Breed.”
“Sing? Dance?”
“Music is life, and life is dance, as Vivian used to say.”
“Who’s Vivian?”
“A friend.”
“Where are you from?”
“New York, New York,” she sang.
“I just came from there.”
“Where?”
“I was living on Staten Island for a while.”
“And before that?”
“Ah, my dear, London, Paris, Istanbul, Tokyo.”
“Tokyo? Really?”
“I didn’t like it.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t speak Japanese.”
“Oh. Yes, that would be a problem. What languages do you speak?”
“The language of love. And you?”
“The language of dance, of song. Tra-la, tra-la.”
“But are you understood?”
“Sometimes I am. Are you?”
“Oh, my, yes. Always.”
“I believe that, Jonathan.”
I poured her some more coffee, warmed mine up a bit. I stared out the window. “Is winter fog usual around here?”
“It happens,” she said. “But there isn’t any fog tonight.”
“No, but there will be.”
“Do you think so? I like the fog.”
“And thunderstorms.”
“Yes. Especially thunderstorms. They’re my favorite part of living in the Midwest; that and the clouds. How do you know there will be fog tonight?”
“It has that feel.”
“Jonathan, do you ever get the feeling you know what’s going to happen?”
“Sometimes. You?”
“Yes.”
“So tell me, what do you think is going to happen?”
She grinned and cocked her head to the side. “Why, I think we’re going to have a winter fog.”
We did, too, but that was several hours later, after I had escorted her home, and left her at the door after kissing her hand in my most courtly fashion. Most amateurs at hand-kissing make it a bow, with eyes down. Properly, you should be looking at your intended the entire time, with an expression at once tender and slightly amused. The kiss ought to be a single touch of the lips, neither too short nor too long; the actual caress is carried out by your hand squeezing hers-and oh, so delicately, so she isn’t quite certain if you have caressed her or not.
I left her at her door, enjoying the tension between our conversation, clearly aimed at the bedroom, and our physical contact, which had been limited to her hand on my arm, and one kiss of her hand. I had intended to poke my head in and look in on Jill, who hadn’t been feeling entirely well when I left her, but I could hardly spoil a gesture like that, so I just turned around and left.
By that time there was, indeed, a fog rolling in, which became thicker as I made my way back to Professor Carpenter’s house. There was no moon whatsoever, both because it was new and because it had already set. It was about two-thirty in the morning and Lakota was, if not buried, at least pretty dead. I had no trouble finding the place, even in the fog, and since I was certain no one could see me, I took the opportunity to enter, if not break in.