Nat’s completely quiet-almost like she doesn’t hear. She digs her chin in her collarbone.
“ Cam,” Trixle bellows through the bullhorn from the guard tower. “Mattaman will need to search the suitcase.” I know Trixle is itching to do it himself, but he’s not allowed to leave the guard tower.
My dad waves to Trixle. “Of course,” he says, but when he tries to take Nat’s suitcase from her, she won’t let go. Probably afraid he’ll drop it in the bay.
My mom whispers to her.
“Must have some metal buttons in that button box of hers,” my dad tells Mr. Mattaman.
Riv Mattaman smiles kindly. He whispers something in Natalie’s other ear. Natalie doesn’t look back at him, but I can tell by the angle of her head that she’s listening.
When he’s finished, her shoulders relax down an inch or two. She hands Mr. Mattaman the suitcase and my mother smiles big enough to cover three or four faces.
I can’t help feeling proud of Natalie. First she didn’t scream when the snitch box went off and now she hands over her suitcase without a problem. I know she knows her buttons are in there. But still, she lets go.
Mr. Mattaman seems to be explaining something to her. She cocks her head as if she’s thinking about this, nods, and then plunks herself down on the wooden dock right where she is. He kneels on one leg, clicks open the suitcase, and he and Natalie lean over to look inside.
Mr. Mattaman puts his hand on Nat’s button box. He is clearly asking her if it’s okay for him to look inside. My father and Mr. Mattaman confer. Mr. Mattaman nods and holds the button box out to Natalie. Natalie picks out a half dozen buttons, and Mr. Mattaman waves the all-clear to Trixle in the guard tower.
“We’re all set here, Darby. A handful of metal buttons is all.” He leans down to help Natalie buckle her suitcase shut.
My father rubs his hands together. “All righty then, back in business, Nat.”
“Natalie is coming home,” Nat says. A tiny smile flashes across her face, bright as a falling star.
“Yes, you are, sweet pea,” my dad says. “Yes, you are.”
21. SHINY BUTTONS
Same day-Friday, September 6, 1935
At home Nat wants no part of Mom or Dad. She heads straight for her closet, opens the door, and counts the dresses and blouses hanging there. She skims her hand over the bedcovers. She puts her fingers inside the folds as if she is measuring the depth of each one. She runs her hand, fingers splayed out, along the wall to see if every bump in the plaster is still there. She turns the doorknob and opens and closes, opens and closes the door. She moves on to the bathroom, running her hand along the wall until it hits the towel.
When she’s done she comes out to the living room and sits on the couch, her hands deep underneath her legs as if she is protecting them. For a second, she looks right at me, which is spooky, like having a teddy bear all your life and one day you see his eyes move. Then she’s back to her solid focus on the floor.
“Natalie, it’s so nice to have you back,” my mom says, her voice choking. But Natalie does not look up. It’s as if holding her hands beneath her legs requires all her concentration. “Do you want to unpack your suitcase?”
“Yoo-hoo, Helen! Cam! Yoo-hoo.” Mrs. Caconi knocks on the door. “It’s your turn.”
“Our turn for what?” my mom whispers to my dad.
“Her new icebox. Got one that runs on DC. We have to go see it,” my father explains.
“Doesn’t she know Nat’s here?” my mother asks.
“We have all weekend with Natalie. Moose will keep an eye on her. Mrs. Caconi doesn’t have much in her life these days,” my dad whispers to my mom.
“Yoo-hoo.” Mrs. Caconi is huffing and puffing from her climb up the stairs. “You’ll never guess what Bea said.”
Mrs. Caconi is standing in our living room. She is big, like her limbs were blown up with a bicycle pump. She has on her good blue flowered apron-the one she wears for entertaining-and her face glows with pride.
“She said she thinks mine is even larger than the warden’s. Can you imagine? Of course I didn’t get out my measuring tape, but you see what you think.”
“Moose, you keep an eye on Natalie while we run down to Mrs. Caconi’s. Maybe you and Theresa can help her unpack,” my father says before he and my mom follow Mrs. Caconi outside.
Inside Nat’s room we watch her go through her buttons, organizing them just how she likes them.
“You’re going to go talk to Piper, right?” Jimmy asks.
“I already said I would,” I say, trying hard not to sound as annoyed as I feel.
Theresa and Nat sit cross-legged on the floor. Nat unpacks her yellow dress, the special one, which now has seven of Sadie’s “good day” buttons sewn neatly in a square on the front.
“Is Mom going to sew buttons on that one when you have a good day here?” I ask. My mom’s not much of a seamstress, but she could probably manage a button.
“No Mom. Sadie,” Natalie says firmly as she takes out her socks and puts them in her drawer. They make a peculiar thump when she drops them, like they are made of metal.
“You think she’ll tell you the truth?” Jimmy is still focused on Piper.
“Hey, wait a minute! What was that?” I jump up and paw through Nat’s drawer. My hand snags something hard. I pick up a sock sagging like it’s full of stones.
Inside is an enormous metal screw-maybe eight inches long and a good one inch wide with a washer on it.
“What is that?” Theresa asks.
“Bottom drawer,” Natalie says.
“That was in her suitcase? Let me see.” Jimmy takes the big screw from me. He turns the thing over in his hand, twists the washer up, twists it down. “This is for… It’s used to… push things… force ’em… apart. Uh-oh!” Jimmy’s mouth drops open, like someone poked him hard in the ribs. “I know what this is… They use it to push the bars apart. It’s a bar spreader,” he says.
“What bars?” Theresa asks.
Jimmy leans in to whisper the answer in my ear.
Theresa gives him a swift sock in the arm. “No secrets or I’m telling!”
Jimmy pulls at his glasses. “The prison bars, Theresa, so they can escape,” he explains.
Theresa’s mouth drops open. “You’re lying. That’s a big fib, Jimmy Mattaman.”
I grab the bar spreader. It’s in my hand now. We all stare at it.
“What’s it doing in Nat’s suitcase?” Theresa asks.
“Nat, how did you get this?” I ask.
Nat doesn’t answer.
“That’s what set the snitch box off. My father should have found it,” Jimmy whispers.
“He thought it was the metal buttons,” I say.
“But she’s taken her button box through before, it never set the snitch box off. He should have kept looking-” Jimmy again.
“Trixle’s not going to like this,” I say.
“My dad’s already on probation,” Jimmy says.
“They’re both on probation,” I say.
“He’ll be fired,” Jimmy says in such a low voice I can barely hear him.
“They’ll both be fired or… or killed,” Theresa says.
“Not killed, Theresa,” I tell her.
“But definitely fired,” Jimmy says. “They already think Nat’s a security risk.”
“We don’t have to tell anyone. We can just throw it away, right now,” I say.
“Bottom drawer,” Natalie mutters, taking the bar spreader, her head twitching left, then left again.
“Why’s she keep saying that?” Theresa asks.
“How’d you get this, Natalie?”
Nat’s shoulders creep up to her face. “He told me to.”
“Who did? Who is he?”
“105. 105. 105.”
“You don’t mean Alcatraz 105?” Jimmy whispers.
“105 didn’t give you this… did he?” My voice cracks high.