“ ’At’s right,” Alf said, planting himself firmly beside his sister. “We got a right to say goodbye to ’em same as you.”
He was right. They had definitely earned that right, driving ambulances and providing maps and a place to meet in secret, preventing Eileen from reaching her drop, from catching John Bartholomew, from giving way to despair. Delaying Mr. Dunworthy so he could collide with a Wren, delaying the nurses so she could speak to Sir Godfrey, obstructing, interfering, stopping things. As they were stopping Eileen from going now.
She wondered if her rescue and Mr. Dunworthy’s were part of the continuum’s plan, or if there was some other reason Eileen had to stay here, some other part she had to play in winning the war or the larger war that was history. Or if they did.
Even if it was critical to the continuum, it didn’t make parting any easier, and Sir Godfrey’s beloved Bard didn’t know what he was talking about. There was nothing sweet about it.
“Oh, Eileen,” Polly said, embracing her, “I don’t want to leave.”
“And I don’t want you to,” Eileen said.
“This is just like that day at the station,” Alf said contemptuously. “When we put Theodore on the train. ’E didn’t want to go neither. This ’ere’s just like that, ain’t it, Binnie?”
“Except Theodore kicked ’er,” Binnie said. “And the vicar ain’t ’ere.”
No, Polly thought, seeing the pain that flickered across Eileen’s face, the vicar’s not here, and Mike’s dead.
And there were still four years of war and deprivation and loss to be gotten through. “You two take care of Eileen,” she said fiercely.
“We will,” Binnie said.
“We won’t let nothin’ ’appen to ’er,” Alf promised.
“And both of you be good.”
“Him good?” Binnie hooted, looking at Alf, and he promptly proved her point by kicking her in the shins. Binnie began whaling away at him.
“Alf, Binnie,” Eileen said, and moved to intervene, but before she could there was an outraged shout from the stage.
“Alf Hodbin!” Sir Godfrey bellowed. “Binnie!”
“We didn’t do nothin’!” Alf said. “We was—”
“Bramblebushes, onstage!” Sir Godfrey shouted, and Alf and Binnie said, “G’bye!” and tore off down the aisle.
Thank goodness, Polly thought. Now we can—
A deafening thud shook the theater. The chandeliers rattled. “We really do need to go, Polly,” Colin said, looking up at the ceiling.
“I know,” Polly said, pressing the list of raids into Eileen’s hand.
“I told you,” Eileen said, “we’ll be fine—”
“How do you know the reason you were fine wasn’t that you’d memorized the list?” Polly folded Eileen’s fingers over it. “You’ve got to make certain you’re all down in the tube both the nights of the ninth and the tenth. Fifteen hundred people were killed and eighteen hundred were injured. Those will be the last big raids till the V-1s, but you’ll still need to heed the air-raid alerts—”
“Prince Dauntless!” Sir Godfrey shouted from the stage, and Polly looked up automatically, but he wasn’t calling her. He was calling Eileen. “Miss O’Reilly!
Onstage! Now!”
“Coming!” Eileen said.
“Keep away from Croydon,” Polly said, still not letting go of her hand, “and Bethnal Green and—”
“I must go,” Eileen said gently.
“I know,” Polly said, her voice breaking. “I’ll miss you terribly.”
“I’ll miss you, too.” She leaned forward and kissed Polly on the cheek. “Don’t cry. We’ll see each other again. In Trafalgar Square, remember?” she said.
“Prince Dauntless!” Sir Godfrey roared.
“Here!” she called and ran lightly down the aisle. “Goodbye, Mr. Dunworthy!” she called back over her shoulder. “Colin, take care of Polly! I’ll see you at the end of the war.” She pattered up the steps and onto the stage and vanished behind the safety curtain.
“Finally,” Polly heard Sir Godfrey thunder from behind it. “Miss O’Reilly, you seem to be laboring under the notion that we are putting on a Christmas pantomime.
It is not. It is only two weeks till opening night. Time is of the essence!”
And that’s my cue, Polly thought. Half of acting is knowing when to make one’s exit.
But she still stood there, looking at the curtained stage.
Behind her, Colin said, “Polly, we need—”
“I know,” Polly said.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “It’s just that there’s not much time. Mr. Dunworthy?”
Mr. Dunworthy nodded and started up the aisle toward the exit.
“Polly?” Colin said gently. “Ready?”
“Yes,” she said. “Let’s go home,” and started up the aisle with him.
“Wait!” Sir Godfrey called. “I would speak with thee ere you go.”
Polly and Colin turned in the doorway and looked down at the stage. Sir Godfrey stood in front of the curtain, still in his Hitler uniform and his ridiculous mustache.
“My lord?” she said, but he wasn’t looking at her. He was looking at Colin, and he wasn’t Duke Orsino or even Crichton. He was Prospero, just as he had been that first night they had acted together in St. George’s cellar.
“ ‘I have given you here a third of mine own life,’ ” he said, “ ‘or that for which I live.’ ”
Colin nodded.
“ ‘I promise you calm seas,’ ” Sir Godfrey called, and raised his hands in benediction, “ ‘auspicious gales, and sail so expeditious that shall catch your royal fleet far off.’ ”
She lives. If it be so, it is a chance which does redeem all sorrows that ever I have felt.
—WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE, KING LEAR
Imperial War Museum, London—7 May 1995
I MANAGED TO COME THROUGH AND FIND POLLY AND MEROPE, Colin thought, but I came too late to rescue them. “I was too late, wasn’t I?” he asked Binnie, and, as if on cue, the sound effects of the bombs started in again.
“No,” Binnie said when they’d diminished to where she could be heard.
“What? I got Polly and Mr. Dunworthy out before their deadlines?”
“I don’t know. I know you left with them for the drop, and Mum—I mean, Eileen—said you must have got through because—”
“But if I left to take them to the drop, why didn’t Merope, I mean Eileen, go with us?”
“Because of us,” Binnie said. “Alf and me. She’d promised she wouldn’t leave us. And she needed to be here to tell you where Polly and Mr. Dunworthy were.”
And so she’d sacrificed herself and stayed behind. But there must be some other way, especially since she wasn’t the one who’d told him; Binnie was. But he could deal with that later. Just now, he needed to find out where they were.
“Binnie,” he said eagerly, “we’ve got to come up with times when they were together in one place. You said Eileen made the decision to stay—which means she must have been there as well—so it has to be a time when all three of them were together. Before the first of May. That’s when Mr. Dunworthy’s deadline is. I’m assuming the best time for them to be together is during a raid. Did they go to a tube shelter during the raids?”
“Yes, but—”
“And you need to tell me where they’re living and what times they’re likely to all be at home. I know about Mrs. Rickett’s. Are they still in Kensington? If they are, then that may mean the drop Polly used will open—”
Binnie was frowning at him.
“I know this was a long time ago,” he said, “and it’s difficult to remember exactly where they were at any given time, but this is critical. If you can’t remember an exact date, then if you can just tell me which tube shelter, I can look up the dates when there were raids and—”