Part III: Find the largest positive integer such that each pair of consecutive digits forms a perfect square. Example: The number 364 is made up of the perfect squares 36 and 64.
Saperstein and Song both said it was easy.
"Then why don't you answer it and get a bag of M&M's?" Alex asked.
"Because we helped make it up."
CHF
The trouble with writing at age seventeen was Car already knew her work was juvenilia. Nevertheless, she hoped to win the Selfridge this year. Of all the seniors, the prize for four years of excellence in English would surely go to her, wouldn't it? Astra was out of the running; she was sick, and Kitty Johnson was her only competition, but O'Brien might feel guilty promoting his pet. Also in Car's favor was Folio; she was editor of the upper-school literary magazine, and a poem of hers had appeared in an anthology, The Best from the High Schools, 1996. But what appeared in the anthology was juvenilia, wasn't it?
At least Car wrote to Astra. She wrote letters and some of them she sent. She wrote sincerely; she considered how it felt to be unwell — and didn't she know unhappiness herself? Her mother in her sable coat on her way to some disappointment — wasn't her mother enough to be sad about? But it was a tawdry suffering compared to Astra's condition. What Astra had to be sad about also brought wisdom. For Astra, what to care about was clear and large. For Car, it was just this stupid problem:
y + y + 3xy + 10x = 12
dy + 2ydy + 3xdy + 3y + 10 = 0
dxdxdx
dy(l + 2y + 3x)5 -3y — 10 dx
dy = -3y — 10
dx(1 + 2y + 3x)
Marlene
Marlene asked, "Is it okay if I just sit here until she wakes up?" The nurse didn't see why not, so Marlene sat away from the bed with her feet tucked under her, doing math on her haunches. When she had finished the last problem, she stood and stretched and walked around Astra's room. She opened the closet door and touched the few clothes she had touched before. She studied the photograph of Astra's ruffled mother in pearls. "No sir" — from Marlene, talking to herself, looking through Astra's basket of mail for something new and finding old Car Forestal. Her tiny handwriting had an insect delicacy.
…You can't stop this. All you can do is pretend to
be sad that you are leaving and smoke your medicine
and hide your skill as if you are ashamed, but I
know that you are happy this way. The only thing
you have to excel at now is leaving, because you only
get to once.
Marlene put Car Forestal's letter in her backpack. She put away her math book, too, and began the noisy, effortful business of dressing for winter. Marlene looked at Astra. "Wake up," she dared. She wanted Astra to see her at the end of the bed: surprise! She was in Astra Dell's company as she had never been before. Before was only looking on and most often from a distance, glimpsed: the unexpected prettiness of Astra's bare feet braced against the ribs of the rowboat. Washington trip, eighth grade, years ago. Now the smallest, slenderest feet she had ever seen were covered. Her feet were covered, but her bald head was laid bare. The horrible wig on its stand was wrong, and Marlene-at-the-bedside was part of the wrongness in the room, yet she was here, wasn't she, the insistent visitor wisping smooth the folds and wrinkles in the sick girl's bed. How swollen and dark and dirty were Marlene's hands compared to the thin cake of soap that was Astra's hand outside the covers against her face turned away, body in the fetal position. How could such a face as Astra's be let to leave this earth and a criminal's allowed to stay?
Fathers
Mr. Dell left his desk with not so much as a paper clip on its surface. He was a carefully groomed man and a long, loose stroller; he did not seem rushed even when he said he was rushed. "I'm late," he said to no one in particular as he scanned the kiosk's magazines. The headlines blurred. "My daughter's going to wonder where I am." He looked at the candy selection, too, until the number six uptown came through. On the subway he stood and watched two teenage parents, a heavy girl and a slight boy, and their child in an inflated snowsuit. The boy was offering orange chips to the child, who licked off the color and sucked each chip. The child's mouth was unnaturally orange, which did not wash away when the boy spilled Coke into the child's mouth. The boy was clumsy but happy to be feeding his family. He smiled. He offered Coke to the girl, but she refused. "With all that slobber on the can?" she said. The be mused boy and his sullen girl and their child — sexless in a snowsuit — did not get off the train with Mr. Dell but went on traveling north.
On the street again the quiet snowfall was growing noisy. This was the storm they had predicted, and those readied for inclemency hucked open their umbrellas, and he ducked, he weaved, he dodged umbrellas. He had to get there fast through the arc of the hospital entrance-way, past the purposeful, the dumbstruck and adrift. He used his long legs. Corridor C, elevator three to the fourteenth floor and sick children. Corner bedroom, view of the river.
He slid his hand along the railing of his sleeping daughter's bed as he walked toward the window and saw the agitated river below. He was still in his topcoat, he was dressed for the weather, and the weather was exciting. The snow, at a hard angle, was falling fast; parked cars, railings, sidewalks, street trees were all on their way to being beautiful.
Astra was asking, "Is it cold in here, Daddy?"
Ever since the red-hot rod treatment had ended, Astra was almost always cold.
He couldn't tell if it was warm or cold in the room. He wasn't melting anymore, but he was damp. He said, "It's snowing outside." He said, "A big storm is on the way. They're talking over a foot."
Astra was unimpressed; she was falling asleep again. "Marlene Kovack steals my mail."
"What?" But when he turned back to look at her, he saw the sleep that veiled the drugged was drawn across her face. Now he could tell himself she was in for the night; Astra was home. Home: a shoe box of cards, letters, plants, stuffed toys, and photographs framed or pasted on construction paper. Many of the same girls who came to visit at the hospital were in the photographs with Astra. Car, Suki and Alex, the same girls he once found hiding with Astra under the dining table.
An only child pranks her parents alone. He had said this to Grace — why? His was a depressed view, wasn't it? Wasn't it — look at the picture of the girls, all mischief, in collusion with his daughter to break her out of this place.
Survivors. Twelve years together at school. The girls had taken the survivor picture for the yearbook in Astra's room and sent her a copy with attached commentary. Remember: Kum Bah Yah in D.C., Suki's chicken walk, donut holes…
He didn't like the photograph: all those fleshy faces — even Car looked fat pressed next to Astra's bantam skull.
Car had made it to the hospital for the photo session; her second visit since Astra had taken ill. (What was the matter with that girl? But Astra had kept her beatific smile; she never betrayed Car's secret, whatever it was, though Mr. Dell suspected it had to do with Car's father.)
Mr. Dell draped his coat and scarf over the back of a chair and sat at the foot of his daughter's bed. He reached for Austen on the window ledge and thumbed to a worn spot.