Wordlessly, I parked closer to the store, then got in his car.
"How are you?" he asked quietly.
"Fine."
"And your family? How's Lucy?"
Lucy still asked about him. I never knew what to say. "Fine," I said again.
As I looked at his face, his strong hands on the wheel, every contour, line, and vein familiar and wonderful to me, my heart ached with emotion. I hated and loved him at the same time.
"Work's all right?"
"Please stop being so goddam polite, Mark."
"Would you rather I be rude like you?"
"I'm not being rude."
"What the hell do you want me to say?" I replied with silence.
He turned on the radio and we drove deeper into the night.
"I know this is awkward, Kay."
He stared straight ahead. "I'm sorry. Benton suggested I meet you."
"That was very thoughtful of him," I said sadistically "I didn't mean it like that. I would have insisted hat;; he not asked. You had no reason to think I might here."
We rounded a sharp bend and turned into Wesley's subdivision.
As we pulled into Wesley's driveway, Mark said, "I guess I'd better warn you that Benton's not in a very good mood."
"I'm not either," I replied coldly.
A fire burned in the living room, and Wesley sitting near the hearth, a briefcase open and resting against the leg of his chair, a drink on the table nearby He did not get up when I walked in, but nodded slight as Connie invited me to the couch. I sat on one end, Mark the other.
Connie left to get coffee, and I started in. "Mark, I know nothing of your involvement in all this."
"There isn't much to know. I was in Quantico for several days and am spending the night with Benton and Connie before returning to Denver tomorrow. I'm not involved in the investigation, not assigned to the case. "All right. But you're aware of the cases."
I wondered what Wesley and Mark had discussed in my absence. Wondered what Wesley had said to Mark about me.
"He's aware of them," Wesley answered.
"Then I'll ask both of you," I said.
"Did the Bureau set up Pat Harvey? Or was it the CIA?"
Wesley did not move or change the expression on his face. "What leads you to suppose she's been set up?"
"Obviously, the Bureau's disinformation tactics went beyond luring the killer. It was someone's intention to destroy Pat Harvey's credibility, and the press has done this quite successfully."
"Even the President doesn't have that much influence over the media. Not in this country."
"Don't insult my intelligence, Benton," I said.
"What she did was anticipated. Let's put it that way."
Wesley recrossed his legs and reached for his drink.
"And you laid the trap," I said.
"No one spoke for her at her press conference."
"It doesn't matter because no one needed to. Someone made sure her accusations would come across in print as the ravings of a lunatic. Who primed the reporters, the politicians, her former allies, Benton? Who leaked that she consulted a psychic? Was it you?"
"No."
"Pat Harvey saw Hilda Ozimek last September," I went on. "It never made the news until now, meaning the press didn't know about it until now. That's pretty low, Benton. You told me yourself that the FBI and Secret Service have resorted to Hilda Ozimek on a number of occasions. That's probably how Mrs. Harvey found out about her, for God's sake."
Connie returned with my coffee, then left again as quickly as she had appeared.
I could feel Mark's eyes on me, the tension. Wesley continued staring into the fire.
"I think I know the truth."
I made no effort to disguise, my outrage. "I intend to have it out in the open now. And if you can't accommodate me this way, then I don't think it will be possible for me to continue accomodating you."
"What are you implying, Kay?"
Wesley looked over at me.
"If it happens again, if another couple dies, I can guarantee that reporters won't find out what's reap going on - "
"Kay."
It was Mark who interrupted, and I refused l look at him. I was doing my best to block him out. "You don't want to trip up like Mrs. Harvey."
"She didn't exactly trip up on her own," I said. "I think she's right. Something is being covered up."
"You sent her your reports, I presume," Wesley said "I did. I will no longer play a part in this manipulation."
"That was a mistake."
"My mistake was not sending them to her earlier."
"Do the reports include information about the bull you recovered from Deborah's body? Specifically, that was nine-millimeter Hydra-Shok?"
"The caliber and brand would be in the firearms report," I said. "I don't send out copies of firearms reports any more than I send out copies of poll reports, neither of which are generated by my office. But I'm interested in why you're so concerned over that detail."
When Wesley did not reply, Mark intervened "Benton, we need to smooth this out."
Wesley remained silent.
"I think she needs to know," Mark added.
"I think I already know," I said. "I think the FBI has reason to fear the killer is a federal agent gone bad. Quite possibly, someone from Camp Peary."
Wind moaned around the eaves, and Wesley got up to tend to the fire. He put on another log, rearranged it with the poker, and swept ashes off the hearth, taking his time. When he was seated again, he reached for his drink and said, "How did you come to this conclusion?"
"It doesn't matter," I said.
"Did someone say this to you directly?"
"No. Not directly."
I got out my cigarettes. "How long has this been your suspicion, Benton?"
Hesitating, he replied, "I believe you are better off not knowing the details. I really do. It's only going to be a burden. A very heavy one."
"I'm already carrying a very heavy burden. And I'm tired of stumbling over disinformation."
"I need your assurance nothing discussed leaves here."
"You know me too well to worry about that."
"Camp Peary entered into it not long after the cases began. " "Because of the close proximity?"
He looked at Mark. "I'll let you elaborate," Wesley said to him.
I turned and confronted this man who once had shared my bed and dominated my dreams. He was dressed in navy blue corduroy trousers and a red-and-white oxford shirt that I had seen him wear in the past. He was long-legged and trim. His dark hair was gray at temples, eyes green, chin strong, features refined, and he still gestured slightly with his hands and leaned forward when he talked.
"In part, the CIA got interested," Mark explained "because the cases were occurring close to Camp Peary And I'm sure it comes as no surprise to you that the CIA is privy to most of what goes on around their training facility. They know a lot more than anyone might imagine, and in fact, local settings and citizens are routinely incorporated into maneuvers."
"What sorts of maneuvers?" I asked.
"Surveillance, for example. Officers in training at Camp Peary often practice surveillance, using, citizens as guinea pigs, for lack of a better term. Officers set up surveillance operations in public places, restaurants, bars, shopping centers. They tail people in cars, on foot, take photographs, and so on. No one is ever aware this is going on, of course. And there's no harm done, I suppose, except that local citizens wouldn't be keen on knowing they were being tailed, watched, or captured on film."
"I shouldn't think so," I said uncomfortably.
"These maneuvers," he continued, "also include going through dry runs. An officer might feign car trouble and stop a motorist for assistance, see how far he can getting this individual to trust him. He might pose as a law enforcement officer, tow truck operator, or any number of things. It's all practice for overseas operations, to train people how to spy and avoid being spied upon."