The palace garden was at its finest at that hour. The sun, low on the horizon, played in the branches, and the blackbirds hopped silently among the patches of snow. A group of women were collecting the refugees’ laundry, which had been hung out to dry in long, billowing lines.
I left the central avenue and took a muddy path toward the furthest corner of the park. Beyond the duck pond, a hedge formed a high barrier. I walked along it, and after a few steps I found the entrance to a kind of labyrinth, or rather a sequence of green rooms, with the sky for a ceiling and a grass floor.
After a few twists and turns, I found myself in a round clearing dotted with shrubs. The thorny branches of a climbing rose climbed an iron arch and framed a bare stone bench that resembled a great boulder. Directly behind it, a white drystone wall, no more than ten feet long, and a tree with a slender trunk.
Beneath the dark green foliage, Dana was trying to hang a goldfinch’s cage.
The bird greeted me first, then she turned round and froze, like a deer surprised while grazing in the depths of the forest.
“Welcome to my garden,” she said at last, with a hint of pride. “Everything you see here was planted by me.”
Only then did I realize that Dana, too, had changed. She no longer addressed me in polite phrases and forced replies, and when she brought me my food, the brief glances that we exchanged said that the task wasn’t entirely unpleasant to her.
She gestured to me to sit down, as if I were a guest on the doorstep of her house, then sat down beside me on the bench, and it was the first time we had been so close to one another since that first night.
“It’s growing quickly,” I said, pointing to the little tree. “You’ve been here for four years, and you’ll be able to enjoy its shade this summer.”
She laughed, lifting her chin and revealing her throat. I felt a desire to kiss her, but then I remembered the dagger. She wrapped herself up in her woolen cloak, tugging it up under her chin, perhaps because of the cold wind, or perhaps so as not to throw other temptations my way. Then she started to tell a story, accompanied by the song of the goldfinch.
On the coast of the Morea, in a fishing port, there was a corner of the world identical to this one, with wild roses, the bench and the wall of white stones. The only major difference was the size of the carob tree down there, which was rough-barked and centuries old.
It was in that port that a Jewish child called Dana had spent the first ten years of her life, until a corsair had taken her away from home to give her to Prince Selim.
In the harem of the future Sultan, Dana had soon attracted attention because of her personal qualities, and had entered the group of jariye taking care of the favorite, the Princess of Light, Nurbanu Sultan.
They dressed her, they combed her hair, they prepared her hot bath and, every day after dinner, they served her a sherbet of carob and lemon peel. It was her favorite drink, and to make sure she never went without it, at the end of every summer they had to peel thousands of carob berries, extract the pulp and prepare the syrup. Dana always set aside a few seeds or, more often, she found them on herself, stuck in a fold of her gown, and enjoyed planting them in the four corners of the garden. But with the first frost, the shoots that had just appeared died of cold. Only one managed to survive, for three winters, protected by the wall of the stables and the giant umbrella of an oak tree.
During the fourth winter, after his father’s death, Prince Selim moved from Kutaya to the capital, and Dana made the journey in a cart, with her little tree between her knees. The festivities for the new sultan went on for weeks, and Nurbanu granted freedom to her most loyal jariye. She arranged a marriage for each of them, and Dana was matched with an old provincial bey, meaning an even worse form of slavery than before. But thanks to a Jewish woman who supplied the harem with fabrics and perfumes, Dana had made sure that Don Yossef approached the Sultan and saved her from that unwelcome marriage. A few days afterward, she and the little carob tree were settled at Palazzo Belvedere.
A trill from the goldfinch embellished the end of the story like an inky flourish.
So I was sitting in the replica of a memory, the clearest one that Dana had kept of her own land. Perhaps every now and again, when her memory restored a detail to her, she added it and enlarged the picture. I asked her if she hadn’t ever thought of going back home, of seeing the village she had been torn from.
“They didn’t tear me from it,” she replied. “I think my father agreed. I don’t remember any violence, just my sister weeping.”
I remembered some prints I had seen in Venice, with Turkish-looking corsairs dragging women onto ships. I had been sure that the Sultan’s female slaves came only from war and piracy. I said this to Dana, and she corrected me.
“Not all. The harem is more like a monastery than a private brothel. You learn to read and write, to sew, play music, dance, prepare a bath, cook. You become ideal wives for the Sultan’s pages and administrators. Many fathers couldn’t offer a daughter anything better.”
I had never heard this account of things before. “Are you trying to tell me that it’s a kind of school in there, that you had happy years?”
“Not by a long way. I had to forget I was Jewish, learn the Muslim prayers, obey rigid rules, stay afloat on a sea of envy. But most of all, they accustomed me to thinking that a whim on the Sultan’s part might improve my life.”
“And did that happen?”
“No, but you know that it might happen any day, so each day is the child of his will, and cancels your own.”
She stopped there and, in silence, began pulling up blades of grass and throwing them in front of her, as if trying to tell her own fortune.
I said that I, too, had been a child in a Mediterranean port. Then my father, a corsair-hunter, had taken me away to offer me a better life. I, too, had had to change my faith, and, I too, had displayed myself in a kind of harem, albeit a masculine one, where the Sultan laid claim not to the obedience of sex, but the obedience of death.
“And perhaps I, too,” I concluded, “managed to escape thanks to Yossef Nasi.”
The last phrase drew a shiver from me, and the twilight air prolonged it. I had come outside in my shirtsleeves, and the damp cold was already slipping under the fabric and into my skin. The smell of a storm and wet earth rose from the Bosphorus.
Dana noticed that I was trembling and unhooked the cage from the carob branch, and together we went back toward the palace, beneath the white sickle of a still, lifeless moon.
10
I’m getting to know you, capital of the empire. I’m adapting myself to the way you punctuate your time.
Twenty-eighth day of the month of Shabban, nine hundred and seventy-seven winters after the Hejira.
I’m getting to know you, Byzantium, New Rome, Rūmiyya al-Kubrā, Qostantiniyye, Istanbul, city of damp, heavy air. On mornings when the sky is clear, I dream of rising into the wind and flying, seeing you from above, but the wind is heavy, thick with smells from the tanning works of Yedikule, the glue factories, the guts being turned into ropes. Every city has a background smelclass="underline" Venice is mold and brackishness; Salonika reeks of piss; Constantinople breathes wet earth and weariness and dreams.
I’m getting to know you, frozen city with the narrow, dirty streets along which cruel winds blast. Pyraz blows from the north, Karayel from the Balkans, Lodos from the south. They take turns like a team of flagellators, they rummage through your clothes, they beat your bones mercilessly. When it rains, the streets turn into pools, and feet and legs sink into the mud.