“You're lucky I took me a vow of nonviolence,” said Mike Fink, “or you'd be suffering some pain right now.”
Since they were already suffering something pretty excruciating, they didn't want to find out what this night-wandering fellow thought of as pain. Instead, they obeyed him and held very still as he tied their hands to a couple of lengths of rope, so that the one man's right hand was tied on one end of a rope that held the other man's left, with about two feet of rope between them; and the same with their other two hands. Then Fink made them kneel, picked up a huge log, and laid it down across the two lengths of rope that joined them. What he could lift alone they couldn't lift together. They just knelt there as if they were praying to the log, their hands too far apart even to dream of untying their bonds.
“Next time you want gold,” said Fink, “you ought to get yourself a pick and shovel and dig for it, stead of lying in wait in the night for some innocent fellow to come by and get himself robbed and killed.”
“We wasn't going to rob nobody,” burbled one of the men.
“It's a sure thing you wasn't,” said Fink, “cause any man ever wants to get at Alvin Smith has to go through me, and I make a better wall than window, I'll tell you that right now.”
Then he jogged back to the road, waved to the others, and waited for them to come alongside so he could mount his horse. In a couple of minutes it was done, and they rode briskly south along a lacework of roads that would completely bypass Wheelwright– including the fancy carriage waiting all day empty by the river, until Horace Guester crossed over, got in the carriage, and used it to shop for groceries in the big-city market that was Wheelwright's pride and joy. That's when the ruffians knew they had been fooled. Oh, some of them lit out in search of Alvin's group, but they had a whole day's head start, or nearly so, and not a one of them found anything except a couple of men kneeling before a log with their butts in the air.
All the way to the coast, Calvin expected to be accosted by Napoleon's troops, the carriage blown to bits with grapeshot or set afire or some other grisly end. Why he expected Napoleon to be ungrateful he didn't know. Perhaps it was simply a feeling of general unease. Here he was, not yet twenty years old, and already he had moved through the salons of London and Paris, had spent hours alone discussing a thousand different things with the most powerful man in the world, had learned as many of the secrets of that powerful man as he was likely ever to tell, spoke French if not fluently then competently, and through it all had remained aloof, untouched, his life's dream unchanged. He was a Maker, far more so than Alvin, who remained at the rough frontier of a crude upstart country that couldn't properly call itself a nation; who had Alvin known, except other homespun types like himself? Yet Calvin felt vaguely afraid at the thought of going back to America. Something was trying to stop him. Something didn't want him to go.
«It is nerves,» said Honor‚. «You will face your brother. You know now that he is a provincial clown, but still he remains your nemesis, the stick against which you must measure yourself. Also you are traveling with me, and you are constantly aware of the need to make a good impression.»
«And why would I need to impress you, Honor‚?»
“Because I am going to write you into a story someday, my friend. Remember that the ultimate power is mine. You may decide what you will do in this life, up to the point. But I will decide what others think of you, and not just now but long after you're dead.”
“If anyone still reads your novels,” said Calvin.
“You don't understand, my dear bumpkin. Whether they read my novels or not, my judgment of your life will stand. These things take on a life of their own. No one remembers the original source, or cares either.”
“So people will only remember what you say about me– and you they won't remember at all.”
Honord chuckled. “Oh, I don't know about that, Calvin. I intend to be memorable. But then, do I care whether I'm remembered? I think not. I have lived without the affection of my own mother; why should I crave the affection of strangers not yet born?”
“It's not whether you're remembered,” said Calvin. “It's whether you changed the world.”
«And the first change I will make is: They must remember me!» Honor‚'s voice was so loud that the coachman slid open the panel and inquired whether they wanted something from him. «More speed,» cried Honor‚, «and softer bumps. Oh, and when the horses relieve themselves: Less odor.»
The coachman growled and closed the panel shut.
“Don't you intend to change the world?” asked Calvin.
“Change it? A paltry project, smacking of weak ambition and much self-contempt. Your brother wants to build a city. You want to tear it down before his eyes. I am the one with vision, Calvin. I intend to create a world. A world more fascinating, engrossing, spellbinding, intricate, beautiful, and real than this world.”
“You're going to outdo God?”
“He spent far too much time on geology and botany. For him, Adam was an afterthought– oh, by the way, is man found upon the Earth? I shall not make that mistake. I will concentrate on people, and slip the science into the cracks.”
“The difference is that your people will all be confined to tiny black marks on paper,” said Calvin.
“My people will be more real than these shallow creatures God has made! I, too, will make them in my own image– only taller– and mine will have more palpable reality, more inner life, more connection to the living world around them than these mud-covered peasants or the calculating courtiers of the palace or the swaggering soldiers and bragging businessmen who keep Paris under their thumbs.”
“Instead of worrying about the emperor stopping us, perhaps I should worry about lightning striking us,” said Calvin.
It was meant as a joke, but Honor‚ did not smile. «Calvin, if God was going to strike you dead for anything, you'd already be dead by now. I don't pretend to know whether God exists, but I'll tell you this– the old man is doddering now! The old fellow talks rough but it's all a memory. He hasn't the stuff anymore! He can't stop us! Oh, maybe he can write us out of his will, but we'll make our own fortune and let the old boy stand back lest he be splashed when we hurtle by!»
“Do you ever have even a moment of self-doubt?”
«None,» said Honor‚. «I live in the constant certainty of failure, and the constant certainty of genius. It is a species of madness, but greatness is not possible without it. Your problem, Calvin, is that you never really question yourself about anything. However you feel, that's the right way to feel, and so you feel that way and everything else better get out of your way. Whereas I endeavor to change my feelings because my feelings are always wrong. For instance, when approaching a woman you lust after, the foolish man acts out his feelings and clutches at an inviting breast or makes some fell invitation that gets him slapped and keeps him from the best parties for the rest of the year. But the wise man looks the woman in the eye and serenades her about her astonishing beauty and her great wisdom and his own inadequacy to explain to her how much she deserves her place in the exact center of the universe. No woman can resist this, Calvin, or if she can, she's not worth having.»
The carriage came to a stop.
Honor‚ flung open the door. «Smell the air!»
“Rotting fish,” said Calvin.
“The coast! I wonder if I shall throw up, and if I do, whether the sea air will have affected the color and consistency of my vomitus.”
Calvin ignored his deliberately crude banter as he reached up for their bags. He well know that Honor‚ was only crude when he didn't much respect his company; when with aristocrats, Honor‚ never uttered anything but bon mots and epigrams. For the young novelist to speak that way to Calvin was a sign, not so much of intimacy, but of disrespect.