But weakened as she must have been, Cissy still took command of the situation. "That settles it pop," she informed me. "From now on, you, sleep with me. I'll be your woman."
"Beautiful," the black woman sighed. "And lucky. You're both lucky to have each other to fuck."
For the first time, I had to agree. "Yes, I am lucky."
"We are lucky," my daughter corrected. "From now on, we just fuck each other."
SUMMARY OF CASE HISTORY THREE
The Encyclopedia of Human Behavior describes the emotion of fear as, "... a reaction to a recognized threat characterized by a feeling of disagreeable tension and an impulse to escape the danger." It goes on to say that, "... fear, then, can be either stimulating or paralyzing..."
In the case of Richard C., the tensions aroused by fear happened to be paralyzing. This paralysis caused his impotency. At middle-age, he lost his job, and because of a black list maintained by his former employer, Richard C. found himself unemployable. He turned inward for protection. This inward turning brought him into close physical contact with his own family. First, he had sexual relations with his own mother. This affair taught him that he wasn't impotent after all. And when his mother wasn't convenient, he accepted his sixteen-year-old daughter for a wife surrogate. He simply couldn't erect with a woman outside of his family because of his mental condition.
He associated all outsiders as enemies who were in league with his former employer. Richard C.'s fears originated from a traumatic experience which grew to threaten his self-esteem and moral worth. No one would employ him. He couldn't get a job. The world was against him, or so he felt. Only his family could adequately protect him. If he had sexual relations with a female outside the circle of his family, he would somehow jeopardize his safety. Or so he felt.
Once the analyst properly located and identified the root of his problem, he was able to affect a cure. Despite his age, Richard C. had other talents and other abilities. He still wasn't too old to train himself for other but lower paying positions. Once he began to support himself again, his self-esteem returned, and he felt worthy again worthy of courting and relating to a woman outside of his immediate family. Once this happened, the need for an incestuous relationship with his mother and daughter disappeared.
CASE HISTORY FOUR
Case Subject: Beatrice G. Age: 56
Sexual History: Married to a much older man, Beatrice G.'s sexual appetite increased as she grew older. Her husband was unable to satisfy her, completely, and yet he didn't want to divorce her. Instead, they planned for her to seduce younger relatives. With the help of her husband, Beatrice G. had sexual relations with her son, nephew, and grandson in many of the affairs, her husband watched and masturbated himself.
ANALYST: Do you have sexual relations with males other than your husband?
BEATRICE: Of course. Harry can't give me all I need and crave.
A: He helps you seduce your partners?
B: Yes. Harry has been real understanding. A real dear. And it helped him out, too. He's a voyeur.
A: He watches?
B: Yes. He loves to watch me fuck another man and jack off. Sometimes he joins in for a three-way swing.
A: But why incest? Why did you select members of your own family to seduce? Why not strangers?
B: We did think about fucking outsiders and then rejected the idea, entirely.
A: Why?
B: Blackmail. We're wealthy, and our entire family is influential. We simply couldn't take the chance.
A: Were there other reasons.
B: Yes... I think so.
A: Name them.
B: Well... the first kid in my family we seduced happened to be my grandson. And I've had a hard on for him for quite some time.
A: He excited you, sexually.
B.: Indeed yes! I've jacked off with him in mind many times.
A: How old is your grandson?
B: I think Jackie is twelve-years old. He's just beginning to get hairs around his cock.
A: And your husband approved of this plan?
B: To seduce Jackie? Oh yes, he was all for it.
A: Why?
B: Erotic scenes turn on Harry. He has trouble erecting without a strong visual scene. As he watches, he jacks off.
A: Did you have a difficult time seducing your grandson?
B: Oh no, not too difficult. He wasn't exactly innocent. But he was surprised that his grandmother wanted to fuck him. Once he got accustomed to the idea, he went all out for my cunt.
A: The fact that you're much older didn't bother him?
B: No. Matter of fact, the difference in our ages turned him on.
A: Please tell me about your first incestuous conquest.
BEATRICE: I started to need a lot of fucking and attention in bed. My husband Harry simply couldn't provide me with all the meat I needed. I wasn't sore at him. I realized I required more cock than the average guy could deliver. And I still loved Harry. I didn't want to leave him. We both sat down and tried to figure a way out of our problem. Finally, Harry said rather matter-of-factly, "Why don't you fuck Jackie?"
At first I didn't quite comprehend. "Jackie?" I echoed puzzled. "You mean... our Jackie?"
Harry beamed. "Precisely, our Jackie. I know you've had a hard on for him for quite some time. Once you were masturbating in your sleep, and you called out his name. Begged him to fuck you. Now," he asked, "wouldn't you love to get a taste of his real meat instead of just a dream fuck?"
"But he's our grandson," I reminded him although the idea did excite me. "And he's only twelve. Good heavens, I'm almost sixty years old. What would people say?"
"Piss on people," Harry said. "No one need know. You get Jackie up here for a week-end, and we'll both work on him. He'll get the idea that we want to fuck him. At least you'll do the screwing, and I'll enjoy a wonderful mastubatory session. A good jack off is what I really need."
"But how?" I asked growing excited at the thought of seducing the sweet, young and innocent looking piece of ass. "How shall we seduce our twelve-year-old grandson?"
"Leave that up to me," Harry smiled with a knowing wink. "You just leave everything up to me. You'll get your incest fucks once we get the kid here. You'll see."
"I'll write his parents right away," I said. "It's summer vacation time, and they'll want to get rid of him." I added. "My cunt is beginning to get wet at the thought of this kind of action."
"Then don't waste any more time," Harry advised.
And I didn't.
The very next week, Jackie arrived as a result of the letter I wrote his parents. They were glad to get him off their hands for the summer. I promised to take care of him all summer. An entire summer's worth of fucks would do me the world of good.
The moment he walked through the door, my cunt started to flutter. The kid looked so angelic with his black, curly hair, sky-blue eyes and pearly-white teeth. And despite his young age, he had a sturdy body. A quick examination of his tight-fitting denims told me he was very well hung for his age. Harry was hot to ball too. But we had to be discreet about the whole thing. We didn't want him to panic and run off on us. We had to handle the seduction scene with care and finesse.
"How?" I whined to my husband when we were alone. "How are we going to fuck him. He looks so innocent. I don't want him to get a bad idea about his aunt and uncle."
"Leave everything to me," Harry said. "I know what I'm doing."