“How long will it last?”
“Hard to say. Twenty-four, maybe forty-eight hours.”
She would be well enough, then, when Eagan arrived. “Thanks.”
Sara nodded and switched off. Marghe called up the language program she had worked on aboard Terragin. The root language spoken on Jeep derived from twenty-first-century Earth English, with some evidence of a secondary tongue based on Spanish. SEC and Company had given her access to their data bases, and she had selected a dozen of what she considered might be the most important dialects.
She had studied them intently, finding peculiarities that she could trace but not explain. Several words had their root in the Zapotec spoken only by the inhabitants of the Isthmus of Tehuantepec, Mexico, generations ago. And there were some phrase constructions only to be found in Basque, or Welsh. One dialect had a seven percent incidence of ancient Greek. During the tedious voyage aboard Terragin she had amused herself thinking up improbable hypotheses to fit the available data.
Now she put aside the question of origins for another time. The population of Jeep was small, estimated at under one million, and its people lived in small groups, each with its own richly varied dialect. She had three days to familiarize herself with as many as possible.
After four hours her head was aching too badly to continue.
She turned everything off and silence swallowed her. The light hurt her eyes. She drank some water and lay down.
“Lights, off.” The dark and quiet made her dizzy. “Lights, low.” She staggered back to her screen, commed Hiam. “My head hurts.”
Hiam glanced off-screen, nodded to herself. “Your fever’s high, but nothing to worry about.” She gave Marghe a crooked grin. “You look drunk.”
“I feel it.”
“Take a painkiller for the headache.”
Marghe went to the food slot, swallowed the painkiller, and lay down again.
What had happened to Winnie Kimura? Perhaps Eagan knew more than she was saying. Eagan would know a lot that was not in any report. She needed Eagan with her on Jeep, not up here. Six months, alone.
Silence lay like a weight on her chest, pushing her down.
Her dreams were confused. She was back on the Terragin, studying a language map. A word kept appearing, superimposed over her careful roots: CURSED. She tried everything she could think of to wipe the screen clean, but nothing worked.
Then the walls and ceilings were whispering in Hiam’s voice: Remember the cursed.
When she woke up, she felt hollow and light, her head full of hot wires trying to push their way out through her eyes. She lay still. The cursed. The cursed… What did the dream remind her of? The Terragin… working… overhearing one of the crew: Supplies for the cursed.
She sat up carefully, pushed herself off the bed, and almost fell onto the chair before her terminal.
“Sara.” Silence. “Sara?”
The screen flickered into color. Sara was flushed. “Yes?”
Marghe blinked. Bad time. “Sorry.” But she could not bring herself to switch off.
“There’s something I wanted to talk to you about… A dream. The cursed. Supplies for the cursed.”
“Ah, yes. Our keeper. Our Armageddon.”
Marghe shook her head, confused.
“The Kurst. ” Hiam spelled it for her. “Company’s military cruiser hanging out there, watching us, watching Jeep.”
None of this made sense to Marghe. “What?”
“Officially it doesn’t exist, but SEC knows about it. We know about it.
Commander Danner down on the ground knows about it. I don’t think she’s thought it all through, but at least she knows it’s there.”
Marghe wished Hiam would go more slowly. “I don’t understand any of this.”
“No? Wait a minute.” Hiam leaned off-screen, reappeared holding a glass and a small bottle. She poured herself a shot. Drank it down. “Illegal, this. But I’m sure Company won’t mind.” She poured herself another. “The Kurst appeared a while after Estrade was converted. Four years ago, maybe. It’s Company’s insurance.”
Marghe knew she must look confused. Her head hurt.
“Look at it this way, here’s a planet riddled with a virus that kills all men and lots of women, almost as if it was designed as a weapon.”
“Was it?”
Hiam brushed the question aside. “What’s important is that it could be used as one. Don’t you see? Nobody understands it, no one can control it. Except maybe those women down there. If you were a military person, would you take a chance on letting civilian technicians, even Mirrors, wander onto a world if they could come out carrying a weapon our hypothetical soldier doesn’t understand and can’t combat?”
Marghe had not thought of it that way. “But everyone goes through decontamination.”
Hiam poured another drink. “Let me tell you something. We know nothing about that virus. Nothing. We don’t know its vectors, its strength, or longevity… nothing.
If you were to go through all those unpleasant procedures I detailed for you before you left the clean area, no one could guarantee you would be free of it. Now, given that that’s the case, would you let someone off here and take them home? Imagine if the virus got loose out there!”
That one was easy. “Death, everywhere. For everyone. Eventually.”
“Not necessarily. The women down there seem to have found a way.” She frowned and drained her glass. “But nobody knows how.”
“So what happens to those people who get taken off here, for the long-term quarantine?”
“I don’t know. I don’t want to know.”
Marghe was tired. “Well, everything will be all right if the vaccine works.” She wished her head would stop hurting.
“All right for whom?”
“I don’t—”
“A vaccine is a counter-weapon. It’s control. Imagine: mass vaccination of the women down there. If they need the virus to reproduce, then they’ll die.”
“You don’t know that they do.” Not even Company would deal in genocide, would they? Hiam was paranoid, crazy. “You’re drunk.”
“Yes, I’m drunk. But not stupid. Look me in the face and tell me SEC would stand up to Company on this.”
Marghe imagined her father, and what his opinion would be. Probably he would say nothing—just get up, search his bookshelves, pull down an old volume on the Trail of Tears and other, more systematic attempts at genocide, and hand it to her without comment.
Hiam was nodding. “You see now.. None of us are safe. Estrade is probably wired for destruct. And the gigs. All because no one out there really knows who or what’s safe and what’s contaminated. One whiff of this thing getting out of control and phht, we’re all reduced to our component atoms. That’s why we have no contact with the Kurst: stops the crew from getting to know us, sympathizing. It’s harder to murder people you know.” Hiam stared at nothing. “Every time I wake up, I wonder: Is this going to be my last day?”
Marghe did not know what to do with this information. She did not want to think about it. Her head hurt. She felt as though someone had been beating her with a thick stick.
“Why do I ache so much?” she whispered to herself.
Hiam heard. “First-stage immune response,” she said cheerfully. She seemed glad to change the subject. “The activation of your T cells is starting a process which ends up with your hypothalamus turning up the thermostat.” She nodded at Marghe’s shaking hands. “The shivering is just one way to generate heat. Don’t worry, the painkiller you took includes an antipyretic. Your fever will ease along with the ache.”