Loyalist was waiting quietly as they got back to the picket’s fire. Hervey took the reins and thanked the holder, a private man who looked surprised to be addressed directly. Then he turned to Ensign Davies again. It was a strange feeling, for he knew there was every chance he would not see him again: an ensign in the centre of the line during a general action would face a great deal of metal. ‘I hope you have a quiet night. And good fortune for the morrow.’ He held out a hand.
Davies took it. If he feared for the morrow he did not – would not – show it. ‘As long as we have powder enough it will be well. Come and dine with us afterwards.’
Hervey smiled. ‘Thank you. I shall.’ He climbed into the saddle (Loyalist preferred him not to vault, as Jessye allowed), touched his peak, and turned back the way he had come.
The moon was an hour and more away yet, but the sky was lightening. When Hervey found the same tree-line he had taken east, he squeezed Loyalist to a trot – quick, but in-hand. The horse started napping again, and Hervey began wishing he had taken Jessye instead. Loyalist had done him well in the gallop on the cerro, but there was no surety in a charger half trained, and picking about the army in the middle of the night was not a thing to be doing with a nappy gelding. The musketry atop the cerro was increasing. There would be nothing he could do, but his every instinct was to gallop there. Loyalist sensed it and broke into a canter. Hervey would not allow it, though, checking with rein and leg until the horse was back in-hand again. Half trained Loyalist may be, but there was no excuse for bad manners. But he lengthened the stride a fraction: General Hill might have more duties for him – he ought not to delay beyond a safe moment.
In a few minutes more he saw the open pasture. Then he heard the crack as Loyalist squealed and faltered. He pulled up at once and sprang from the saddle. Loyalist stood calmly as Hervey felt around the impaling: twelve inches of olive branch the diameter of a musket ball stuck-out from just beneath the sternum like a bolt from a crossbow. How deep it had gone he could not know, but blood was already oozing from the wound. He realized there must be force to it, for the entry was clean, no tearing.
What could he do? Could he find John Knight? Where was the regiment? If he left the shaft in, would it help staunch the flow? But what damage did it do inside? If only John Knight were here . . .
He must pull out the shaft. The surgeon always removed a missile. That was the way, was it not? Thank God Loyalist stood calm! Perhaps, then, the damage was not so great? But then, when he got the shaft out – and he must have it all out, and cleanly – he must staunch the bleeding somehow. How could he do it without someone to hold Loyalist still? And he had nothing but his blanket to staunch with. Perhaps if he cut it up . . .
Loyalist was grunting now, but he stood motionless. Hervey slashed the blanket into handy rags with his sabre. When he was done he felt the wound again. The blood was copious. He was sure the shaft had gone deep. And now it was wet and he would not have the purchase on it . . .
Should he pull fast or slow? If he pulled fast it might break; if slow, Loyalist might shift with the pain and break it anyway. He dried his palms as best he could, looped the reins round his right arm and grasped the shaft with both hands. ‘Good boy,’ he whispered, then drew firmly and evenly, praying it would come out in one.
Loyalist grunted but stood stock-still. Hervey felt the point of the shaft anxiously: it was sharp – it hadn’t broken inside. ‘Thank God,’ he muttered. But a good six inches had penetrated. If four inches would kill a man, it did not take a horse anatomist to understand the damage.
Blood was running freely now. Hervey pressed the rags into the wound as best he could, but at once they were soaked through, so that in a few minutes he had used every piece of his blanket. The horse was becoming unsteady on his feet; Hervey had to lean hard against him. In a few minutes more, Loyalist dropped to his knees; the hocks followed soon after, and then he rolled to his left side, breathing shallow.
Nothing Hervey could do would staunch the blood. Could John Knight have done anything? Knight could clamp a vein or an artery – he had seen him do it – but how could he here? He couldn’t see anything, even if he had had clamps – or even a knife to make an incision. All he could do was kneel by Loyalist’s head as his lifeblood emptied into the earth. There was musketry all about the cerro, men dying alone in the dark; he did not think about them, only that a noble animal like Loyalist should not die ignobly or alone. He thought to finish things with a pistol, but there had been enough of that at Corunna (and the shot would likely raise alarm with General Mackenzie’s brigade). No, there would be no ball in the brains, for Loyalist was not in pain; that was evident. He must stay by his side, reassuring, until the time.
In half an hour Loyalist was quite still; there was no more breathing. Hervey struggled with the lump in his throat, and cursed. There was nothing he could do now but salvage what furniture he may and make his way back to the cerro. There he would take Sykes’s trooper and send his groom back to the Sixth for Jessye. The moon would be up soon: Sykes ought not to have too hard a time of it. He envied him, indeed, for what was there for a cornet to do in the thick of night among infantry? There hadn’t even been need of him to fetch the commander-in-chief. He swore. Galloper duty, the cornet’s thrill, had been a pointless affair. But that, he knew (because first Daniel Coates, and then Joseph Edmonds, had told him), was one half of the true nature of war – a terrible, pointless wasting. He cursed again, and stopped struggling with the lump in his throat.
And he had thought himself steeled by Corunna!
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
THE WORK OF CAVALRY
Next morning, 28 July 1809
A hand shook his shoulder, roughly. ‘Reveille!’
Hervey had sweated through the day before, and through the night, but now he shivered, his instinct to pull the cloak about his shoulders again. He sat up. The moon had set, but the sky was lightening in the east: it would be full dawn inside half an hour. He had slept for three hours, perhaps, and he ached for more. His shoulder throbbed. The wound had been nothing, but the stitching had been rough. He was hungry, too. He had with him some liquorice sticks and a flask of brandy, nothing else. The supply animals had not come up by the time he had left for the Second Division, and General Hill’s infantrymen had no rations to spare. But the night’s alarms had thrown everything into confusion; it looked as if no one on the Cerro de Medellin would fight his battle today on a full stomach – or even half of one.
He got up, folded his cloak and started to saddle the little trooper Sykes had handed over to him. Trixie, his groom had called her, after his sister. Poor Sykes: he had drawn the mare only the day before, John Knight having cast his post-Corunna remount on account of bog spavin. Loyalist had been almost a hand higher, but Trixie was sturdy enough, and steady, reckoned Hervey. She stood loosely tethered where he had slept, calmly cropping the rough grass. Her belly at least would be filled, even if with poorish fodder. He was relieved that Loyalist’s saddle fitted well, and he managed to get the girth and surcingle tight without the biting that some of the older troopers were prone to. She even lifted her head for the bit. A very tractable mare, she was. It pleased him, drawing the sting of the night somewhat. He hoped she was as handy.