“He already is.”
“No, not any more.”
“Someday, perhaps, the two of you will get together again...”
“No. Never.”
“How can you be positive?”
“Because I was never in love with him. I was over thirty when we met — I’d never had a real proposal before and I knew it was my last chance to — well, to have a full life, a baby — my God, how I wanted a baby.” She looked down at her distended abdomen pressing against the table, and smiled, very faintly. “I didn’t dream it would be so difficult.”
Twenty
Thelma’s baby was born at the Women’s College Hospital on a cold rainy morning during the last week of September. She’d gone to the hospital alone by taxi in the middle of the night without notifying any of her friends or neighbors.
Ralph Turee was the first person outside the hospital to hear of the birth. Thelma’s doctor called him just before he left for a nine o’clock class, and told him that Thelma had been delivered of a fine, healthy eight-pound boy. Thelma’s condition was “only fair” after two blood transfusions, and she was allowed no visitors for the present, but the baby could be seen through the glass walls of the nursery.
Feeling that something in the nature of a celebration was in order, Turee called a meeting of the remaining fellows for lunch at the Plaza. Over martinis and steak pie, Turee broached the subject of relaying the news to Harry.
“I think we should send him a telegram.”
“Why?” Joe Hepburn asked. “To congratulate him?”
“Well, no. But he ought to be told Thelma and the baby are all right.”
“I don’t know, it strikes me a telegram would be in bad taste under the circumstances.”
“Harry wouldn’t know the difference and it wouldn’t matter to him if he did. The only thing that concerns him is Thelma. The poor guy’s probably sitting around biting his fingernails.”
Bill Winslow spoke for the first time. The combination of the weather, the martinis, and a breakfast quarrel with his wife had put him in a sullen mood. “The hell he’s sitting around biting his nails. Poor guy, my eye.”
“What does that mean?”
“Never mind.”
“I do mind,” Turee said sharply. “Come on, what’s the big secret? What do you know?”
“Plenty.”
“Such as?”
“Such as Harry’s not sitting around biting his nails over Thelma. He’s not sitting around, period.”
“You seem pretty positive.”
“Why shouldn’t I be? I had a letter from him yesterday. We haven’t been corresponding much, I don’t know why he picked me to confide in instead of one of you.”
“Well, what did he say?”
“Read it yourself. I’ve got it here somewhere, been carrying it around. Kind of a shock.”
The letter was passed across the table and Hepburn and Turee read it simultaneously. Its contents were simple enough: Harry had met a girl, a perfectly wonderful, marvelous girl named Anne Farmer. She was divorced, through no fault of her own; her husband had been a brute, a real cad and so on, but through it all Anne had remained faithful, sweet, kind, and so on. He intended to get a divorce and marry this paragon of virtue as soon as possible, and he hoped that the fellows would wish him luck. Not that he needed it, because Anne was so wonderful, so understanding, et cetera. All the best, Harry.
“Je—sus,” Turee said and flung the letter down on the table.
Winslow picked it up and replaced it in his pocket. “Nice timing, eh?”
“I just can’t believe it.”
“Try a little harder.”
“In all his letters to me, he’s never mentioned another woman. I was led to believe he spent all his time working.”
“Does that sound like Harry? Not to me.”
“Hooked,” Hepburn said gloomily. “Hooked again, and we’re not there to protect him. Her husband was a brute. Naturally. All ex-husbands are brutes. All future husbands are angels. Then comes the switch.”
“Shut up,” Turee said. “I’m trying to think.”
“The time for thinking is past.”
“Listen. We’d better send that telegram to Harry after all. Suppose he suddenly decides to write Thelma a letter like this. The shock might kill her. The doctor said her condition was only fair. That’s hospital jargon for anything-can-happen. We’ve got to warn Harry.”
The telegram was drafted by all three men and Turee telephoned it in when he returned to his office: Thelma delivered of healthy son. Her condition fairly serious. Imperative that you do nothing to upset her. Wait for letter. Ralph.
Later the same afternoon Nancy took a dozen roses to the hospital for Thelma and stopped at the nursery to see the baby. A masked nurse wheeled the bassinet to the glass wall and pulled the coverlet part way down to reveal the baby’s face. He was quiet, but not asleep, a beautiful child with a shock of black hair and brilliant blue eyes.
Nancy tapped against the glass, smiling and cooing. She was unaware that she herself was being observed until a voice spoke suddenly beside her, “Hello, Nancy.”
Nancy turned with a little jump of surprise. “Why — why, Esther.”
“I came, too. I had to see for myself.” Her yellow raincoat and hat were still dripping with rain. “I guess I’m making a mess on the floor.”
“You can’t help it, in this weather.”
“I — he’s a lovely baby, isn’t he?”
“Yes, very.”
“He looks like his father. Don’t you agree? He looks like Ron?”
Nancy agreed but said nothing.
“Well, I had to see for myself,” Esther repeated, and with one more brief glance through the glass wall she turned and walked briskly down the corridor, her raincoat rustling around her legs like dead leaves.
It was two weeks before Thelma was released from the hospital. She left as she had entered, by taxi, but this time she wasn’t alone. She held her son in her arms, with a pride and joy she had never known before, or believed possible.
She moved back into the house in Weston. Her neighbors all knew or suspected the truth by this time, but they were kindly people, especially Mrs. Malverson next door who threw herself immediately into the role of grandmother. She helped Thelma with the shopping, the washing, the cleaning, she clucked and cooed over the baby and took him for long walks in his pram, she measured out the ingredients of his formula with the severe precision of a pharmacist.
Mrs. Malverson believed herself to be Thelma’s closest friend and confidante. She was, therefore, extremely surprised when she went over to Thelma’s house one afternoon in late October and noticed a For Sale sign posted on the front lawn. She found Thelma upstairs sorting through the contents of an old trunk while the baby slept beside her in his bassinet.
“I saw the sign,” Mrs. Malverson said flatly.
“Oh, is it up already? Good. I asked the realtor to hurry.”
“You’ve been crying.”
“Not much. Looking over old things always gives me the blues — I don’t know why, I’m happier now than I ever have been.”
“So you’re going to move.”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“As soon as I can.”
“Where?”
“Nevada.”
“But that’s in the States.”
“Yes. I have an appointment at the American Consulate for Friday morning. I’m applying for a permanent visa.”
“Well. Well.” Mrs. Malverson plopped down on the side of the bed. “I’ve got to catch my breath. This is all so sudden.”
“Not to me.”
“Ronnie’s too young to travel that far.”