He arose from the bed and walked about, very slowly, very stiffly. That was his own way of repressing rage. A rage that was perhaps all the greater, because Antonina had long since removed its object.
Five years before, seeing that Antonina had no pimp, an ambitious young fellow had sought to make good the lack. Upon hearing Antonina’s demurral, he had insisted with a knife. Unfortunately for him, he had failed to consider her parentage. True, her mother had been a whore, but her father had been a charioteer. A breed of men who are not, by any standard, inclined to pacifism. The charioteer had not taught his daughter much (at least, not much worth knowing), but he had taught her how to use a knife. Better, in the event, than the young fellow had taught himself. So the budding entrepreneur had found an early grave, but not before making his foul mark.
“We will bring them both here,” said Belisarius. “It would be good to have a nanny for Photius, anyway. And once he is too old for that, we will keep her on in some other capacity.” A stiff little gesture. “Any capacity, it doesn’t matter. Whatever she is happy with.”
“Thank you,” whispered Antonina. “She is a sweet girl.”
Again, Belisarius made the stiff little gesture. His wife knew him, and knew how much he prided his self-control. But there were times, she thought, he would be better off if he could rend like a shark.
She, on the other hand, had no such qualms.
“Who were you going to send-to fetch Photius?”
“Eh? Oh. Dubazes, I suppose.”
Antonina shook her head vigorously. “Oh, no, you mustn’t.” Softly, softly, catchee sharkee.
“Whyever not?”
“Well-” She was quite pleased with the little flutter of her eyelids. Just a trace of apprehension, no more. More would arouse her husband’s intelligence.
“Her pimp’s still around, you see. He sends her an occasional customer. Forces them on her, actually. Pimps-well, he’ll object if she’s taken away.”
Her heart glowed to see her husband’s back straighten. True, she was lying, and if Belisarius caught her at it there’d be hell to pay. But it was just a little white lie, and anyway, who’d believe a pimp? She’d have to coach Hypatia, of course.
“His name is Constans,” she said. A very, very, very faint little tremor in the lips; perfectly done, she thought. “He’s such a violent man. And Dubazes-he’s not young anymore, and-”
“I shall send Maurice,” Belisarius announced.
“Good idea,” murmured Antonina. She yawned, lest she grin like a shark herself. Constans, in actual fact, had ceased having any interest in the whore Hypatia after he carved her face. But he was still around, plying his trade in Antioch.
“Good idea,” she murmured again, rolling over and presenting a very enticing rump to her husband. Best to distract him quickly, before he started thinking. She estimated that fifteen minutes had passed.
It had, and, as usual, Belisarius won the game.
Shortly thereafter, Antonina fell asleep. Belisarius, however, found sleep eluded him. He tossed and turned for a time, before arising from his bed. He knew he would not sleep until the matter was attended to.
Maurice made no objection upon being awakened at that ungodly hour. Times enough in the past, on campaign, his general had awakened him in the early hours of the morning.
Although never, he thought, after hearing Belisarius’ instructions, for quite such a mission.
But Maurice was a hecatontarch, what an older Rome called a centurion. A veteran among veterans, was Maurice, whose beard was now as gray as the iron of his body, and so he had no difficulty keeping his face solemn and attentive. Quickly, he awakened two other members of Belisarius’ bucellarii, his personal retinue of Thracian cataphracts. He chose two pentarchs for the mission, Anastasius and Valentinian. Veterans also, though younger than Maurice. They were not the most cunning of troop leaders, true; hence their relatively low rank. But there were none in Belisarius’ personal guard who were more frightful on the battlefield.
As they readied the horses, Maurice explained the situation. He held nothing back from them, as Belisarius had held nothing back from him. The Thracian cataphracts who constituted Belisarius’ personal bodyguard were utterly devoted to him. The devotion stemmed, as much as anything, from the young general’s invariable honesty. And all of them adored Antonina. They were well aware of her past, and not a one of them gave a fig for it. They were quite familiar with whores, themselves, and tended to look upon such women, in their own way, as fellow veterans.
The expedition ready, Maurice led his men and their horses out of the stable, to the courtyard where Belisarius waited. The first hint of dawn was beginning to show.
Seeing his general’s stiff back, Maurice sighed. His two companions, glancing from Maurice to the general, understood the situation at once.
“You know he won’t tell you himself,” whispered Valentinian.
Maurice spoke up. “There’s one thing, General.”
Belisarius turned his head toward them, slightly.
“Yes?”
Maurice cleared his throat. “Well, this pimp. It’s like this, sir. He might be hanging around, and, well-”
“Violent characters, your pimps,” chimed in Anastasius.
“Stab you in the back in a minute,” added Valentinian.
“Yes, sir,” said Maurice firmly. “So, all things considered, it might be best if we knew his name. Just so we can keep an eye out for him in case he tries to start any trouble.”
Belisarius hesitated, then said: “Constans.”
“Constans,” Maurice murmured. Valentinian and Anastasius repeated the name, committing it to memory. “Thank you, sir,” said Maurice. Moments later, the three cataphracts were riding toward Antioch.
Once they were out of hearing range, Maurice remarked cheerfully: “It’s a wonderful thing, lads, to have a restrained general. Keeps his temper under control at all times. Maintains iron self-discipline. Distrusts himself whenever he feels the blood boil. Automatically refuses to follow his heart.”
“A marvelous thing,” said Anastasius admiringly. “Always cool, always calm, never just lets himself go. That’s our general. Best general in the Roman army.”
“Saved our asses any number of times,” agreed Valentinian.
They rode on a little further. Maurice cleared his throat.
“It occurs to me, lads, that we are not generals.”
His two companions looked at each other, as if suddenly taken with a wild surmise.
“Why, no, actually,” said Anastasius. “We’re not.”
“Don’t believe we bear the slightest resemblance to generals, in fact,” concurred Valentinian.
A little further down the road, Maurice mused, “Rough fellows, pimps.”
Valentinian shuddered. “I shudder to think of it.” He shuddered again. “See?”
Anastasius moaned softly. “Oh, I hope we don’t meet him.” Another moan. “I might foul myself.”
A week later, they were back, with a somewhat bewildered but very happy five-year-old boy, and a less bewildered but even happier young woman. The Thracian cataphracts took note of her, and smiled encouragingly. She took note of them, and did not smile back.
But, after a time, she ceased turning her face when one approached. And, after a time, several cataphracts showed her their own facial scars, which were actually much worse than hers. And, after they confessed to her that they were cataphracts in name only, because although they possessed all the skills they, sadly, sadly, lacked the noble ancestry of the true cataphract-were, in fact, nothing but simple farm boys at bottom, she began to show an occasional smile.
Antonina kept an experienced and vigilant eye on the familiar dance, but for the most part, she did not interfere. An occasional word to Maurice, now and then, to restrain the overenthusiastic. And when Hypatia became pregnant, she simply insisted that the father take responsibility for the child. There was some doubt on the subject, but one of the cataphracts was more than happy to marry the girl. The child might be his, after all, and besides, he wasn’t a true cataphract but just a tough kid from Thrace. What did he care for the worries of nobility?