“And I’ll do the same when we’re at Berkeley, Ben. With one very important exception.”
“What?”
Dawn took a deep breath and exhaled. “We won’t make love again after today, Ben.”
“What?” My cock jerked inside her, but I was too shocked to enjoy it. I pulled my head back and Dawn had to reach up and grab my arms before I pulled completely out of her.
“Ben, please…” she whimpered. I was breathing hard, but I returned to my original position, bracing my elbows to keep most of my weight off her chest.
“Why not?” I asked.
“Because it hurts too much. Here, at camp, we can all freely love each other. It’s a different world up here. But at Berkeley, while I’m with Ryan and you’re with Adrienne, this just won’t work.”
“Dawn…” Making love was a part of our friendship. Even now, even if it wasn’t romantic, it was still intimate. And even beyond the physical pleasure, I craved that intimacy with Dawn.
“I can’t, Ben. First, I couldn’t do that to Ryan. He knows I’ve still got strong feelings for you and he couldn’t handle it if I was sleeping with you.” She sighed, fingering the shiny silver metal wrapped around her wrist. “He even asked me not to wear the bracelet around him.”
I sighed and nodded. That part I could understand. But I also felt guilty for what we were doing this very moment.
“Relax, he knew I was going to sleep with you at camp, Ben,” Dawn reassured me, reading my mind. “I told him it would happen and while he wasn’t exactly thrilled, he accepts it. He says he owes you anyways, for stepping back and letting him have me in the first place. But I promised him I wouldn’t while we were all together at Berkeley.”
Frowning, I nodded my acceptance.
“But also,” Dawn continued. “It would just hurt too much to be that close to you, that intimate with you, and not BE with you, Ben. Once we’re at school, every time after we made love I would walk around feeling just crushed that we weren’t together. I can’t do it past today, Ben. I just can’t, don’t you see?”
I grimaced. Not making love to Dawn anymore? I could barely imagine how next year would be, sharing a house with her and the others. Dawn and I were mentally attuned. Her words said most but my mind felt the rest of the details. It wasn’t just not making love. We wouldn’t even kiss anymore, at least nothing more than platonic pecks. Dawn loved me, was IN love with me. And the only way she could handle being around me without being able to HAVE me was to cut herself off as completely as she could.
And with such a beautiful young woman I loved so much in the next bedroom over, not sharing such intimacies was going to be rough on me as well. “Is there any other way?” I croaked.
Dawn started crying even harder as she shook her head, “No. I wish there was.”
My breathing was heavy and strained as my chest tightened up. This wasn’t happening. This couldn’t be happening! “Why are we doing this?” I whimpered. “Maybe I’m making the wrong decision. Maybe we should BE together, Dawn. I’ll break up with Adrienne. You break up with Ryan. We’ll be TOGETHER, Dawn, the way we should be.”
Dawn shook her head. “You’re in love with Adrienne, Ben. This doesn’t change that. And you won’t do this to her.”
“But Dawn…”
“Shhh…” She soothed, stroking the side of my head and running her fingers through my hair.
“Dawn…” I groaned in agony.
“It’s okay, Ben. Because even if we’re not making love, I’ll still be yours, don’t you see? I’ll always be your Dawn. Forever.”
“Mmm…” I frowned and whimpered pitifully, my forehead scrunched up.
She quickly leaned up and kissed my lips softly, squeezing her inner muscles around my still hard cock. “I love you, Ben. You’re my true love, my soulmate. A couple of years of separation won’t change that. You’re in love with Adrienne, so I’ll accept being your friend rather than lose you. I can wait. We have time.”
“Dawn…”
“I’ll wait for you, Ben,” she promised. “Because I’m already yours. I’ve always been yours. I submit to you.”
“Dawn…”
“It’s time now, Ben. It’s time for you to take me. I surrender.” Her hands were suddenly between our bodies, pushing at my hips to pull me out of her sodden pussy. After so long immersed in our orgasmic fluids, my cock was practically saturated with juice by now. And then I felt the new pressure as she settled my cockhead against the entrance of her anus.
My eyes flew open wide, questioning that this was what she really wanted.
“I’m yours, Ben. Take me. Take all of me. I am yours.” Her hands tugged on my asscheeks, her nails digging almost painfully into my buttocks. And I lunged forward, pressing my mushroom head through Dawn’s sphincter as my dick began burrowing into her ass.
“Take me, Ben,” Dawn gasped breathlessly. “Take me. I surrender to you!”
“Oh, Dawn!” I grunted as the exquisite tightness of her anal chute gripped me. Our mingled cum slickened the way for me through her anus, and then inside I felt the unnatural lubrication of Astroglide. Dawn had planned this. She’d already prepared herself. “Oh, Dawn,” I groaned again as I slid rapidly into her bowels.
“I’m yours, Ben! Always yours! Forever!” she promised in a whimpering voice. And when I hit bottom, my pelvis pressed up against her buttcheeks, she threw her head back and screamed, “AHHHHH!!!”
“Oh, Dawn… Oh, Dawn…” I continued grunting while I started fucking her ass.
“Remember this, Ben!” She gripped my head and growled into my ear. “I surrendered my heart to you long ago when we were just children. Remember this! I love you! I’ll always love you. And I’ll always be yours!”
“Oh, Dawn!” I was sounding like a broken record. But the pleasure was exquisite and I didn’t care.
“Fuck me, Ben! This mouth! This cunt! This ass! They’re yours whenever you decide you want to take them. I love you! I’m yours!”
“Oh, DAWN!” I grunted, feeling myself at the edge of climax. The long time just being massaged by her pussy while we talked had kept me hard and sensitive. The stimulation had made my balls swell back up as if I hadn’t just cum twice before. And the heavenly tightness of her ass was pure bliss.
“Fuck me! Fuck ME! FUCK ME!”
“AAAGHHH!” I howled as the jets poured forth, splashing wad after wad of cum into the depths of Dawn’s asshole while she screamed in my ear.
“I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!”
“AAAGHHH!” I howled and fired again, feeling the cum hurtling up my shaft to explode out the end of my cock.
“I’M YOURS, BEN! I’LL ALWAYS BE YOURS!”
She screamed. And I screamed. And after we both had finished screaming and I’d finished filling her rectal cavity with my spunk, I collapsed straight back down onto her chest, Dawn lovingly rubbing my back while she felt my heavy weight pressing down on her.
And as I lay my cheek on the blanket beside her head, gasping for oxygen, she turned and whispered into my ear. “And you’ll always be mine. Our hearts found each other when we were little and no matter where they go, they will find their way back together. You’ll realize that in time.”
Dawn was quiet at lunch. Adrienne at first tried to chat her up, but my best friend was lost in her thoughts and after a while, everyone just left her to her own ruminations.
After lunch, Adrienne made it a personal goal to cheer Dawn up. I expressed some concern about it, but Adrienne promised me she wasn’t going to grill my best friend about our friendship or about the future at Berkeley. They’d talked all that out long ago. Instead, Adrienne just wanted to help Dawn flirt with some boys, get involved in some activities, and generally get distracted.