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“YESSS!!!” DJ shrieked as she felt my ejaculation inside her. “I can feel it! I love it! More!!!”

My cock complied, shooting another great wad into the young teen, and while my hands gripped her body beneath me, I emptied out the rest of my balls into her still spasming cunt.

When I was done, I collapsed onto DJ’s back, my heavy weight crushing her into the mattress. She simply groaned and when I moved to roll off of her, she brought up an arm while whimpering, “No, stay, stay. Your weight feels good on me.”

When she’d recovered, DJ exhaled and sighed mournfully. “I can’t get enough of this Ben. What am I going to do after we go home?”

I smiled and tenderly pecked the young teen’s cheek. “You’ll figure it out, kiddo.”

“I’ll miss you, Ben,” she said softly, humming while holding my weight against her back.

“You’ll find someone else,” I assured her. “Some cute boy to wrap around your little finger and give you pleasure at your merest whim.”

“Hmm,” she giggled. “Sounds like a plan.”

“Just be careful, kiddo,” I cautioned and rolled off. This time, DJ let me and we wound up lying face-to-face on our sides. “There are a lot of guys out there who might mistreat you. Don’t get in over your head.”

“Relax, Ben. I’m a big girl now,” she smiled and pecked my nose.

“Okay, okay. But listen to your sisters. They love you.”

DJ smiled. “Ben, we all love you.”

* * *

The end of the night found Dawn and I laying out on the big rock by the lake. It was the same one we’d used as a diving platform that afternoon while horsing around the lake in addition to riding the waterslide and rope swing. Tonight, we were both fully dressed and staring into the sky, Dawn lying perpendicular to me with her head resting on my belly.

Dawn sighed and reached her hand back to me. I took it and squeezed gently while she said, “DJ’s moping about having to go back home. She says the boys there have no idea what they’re doing and wishes your family would move back to NorCal so you could keep her satisfied.”

I chuckled and replied, “I wish we could move back so I could keep YOU satisfied.”

“Mmm, me too,” Dawn sighed. And then my girlfriend lifted her head off my belly and turned on her side so she could look me in the eyes. “Ben, we really need to talk.”

“About what?”

“About us. This summer has been great. It’s been the happiest four weeks of my life. But let’s face it, it’s just four weeks. We’re going to be apart for eleven months. What’s going to happen to us?”

I blinked twice and looked at Dawn earnestly. “I love you. I’ll always love you.”

“I love you too, Ben,” Dawn gave me a wan smile, but almost immediately frowned. “Nothing will ever change that. And because I know nothing will change that, I need to let you go.”

I sat up, hearing the fatality in her words. “Let me go? What’s that supposed to mean?”

“I mean, set you free. I love being your girlfriend and nothing would make me happier than telling the whole world you’re my boyfriend, but that wouldn’t be fair to you.” Dawn bit her lip. “I can’t ask you to be faithful to me.”

“Why not? Isn’t faithfulness what couples in love do?” I asked.

“I don’t know. Do they?” Dawn’s eyes narrowed.

Guilt over my three previous girlfriends struck me to the core, and I winced in shame. “That’s why I want US to be different.”

“Ben, don’t get my hopes up,” Dawn’s voice cracked in agony while her lower lip started to quiver. I felt a chill come over my heart as I heard the both the plea and the pain in her words.

Dawn continued. “I know you promised to save yourself for me, but be realistic. You’re a walking hormone. You’ve been screwing three girls constantly for weeks now, and do you really think you can go cold turkey for eleven months?”

“Uh… well…” I stammered. I wanted to immediately respond ‘yes, of course.’ But eleven months sounded like a LONG time to go without sex. Shrugging helplessly, I said, “Well, it won’t be totally cold turkey. You DID say I could still be with Brooke, right?”

“And what if Brooke gets serious with a boyfriend? It wouldn’t be fair to her for you to restrict her in any way.”

“I know, I know,” I nodded. “But… I love you, Dawn.”

She smiled weakly. “I love you, too. But that’s not the point.”

“I want you to be my girlfriend, Dawn,” I insisted.

“And I want you to be my boyfriend, Ben,” she replied warmly.

“It’s just a year. One more year of school. We’ll both get into Berkeley. And then we’ll be together always after that. Didn’t you say you wanted to marry me?”

Dawn squeezed my hand. “And we will. When we grow up,” she reminded me sternly, her tone slightly condescending as she willed me to understand. “But we’re still just kids, Ben. And I know if I try to hold a kid to a loyal relationship, I’ll lose.”

My eyebrows pinched in forlornly. For some reason, her words made ME feel like a kid while she was already a fully-formed adult woman, just waiting for me to catch up. And like a kid, I found myself pouting without realizing it, stubbornly insisting, “I’ll do it. Just you wait and see.”

Dawn smiled sweetly at me, but I could see the resignation in her eyes. “No promises, Ben. Never make a promise you can’t keep.”

“Fine, no promises. But you’ll see.”

She smiled and leaned in towards me. “I hope so.”

* * *

It was the last full day of camp, and consequently, the last morning hike. The girls were quiet as all four of us loaded up and set off down the trail, each of us lost in our own thoughts.

Brooke smiled easily, bumping herself into DJ and seemingly more interested in spending her last few hours with her best friend than necessarily doing anything with me. After all, Brooke didn’t have to say goodbye to me. Of the four of us, she looked the most relaxed, thinking only of enjoying the moment without serious worry about the future.

DJ similarly reserved her fondest glances for Brooke. They’d been first separated at age 8, young enough to nearly forget about each other in the intervening years between summer camps. But for one month at a time, they were inseparable best friends. And I imagined the two 15-year-olds had a tight bond not so different from the one between me and Dawn.

And yet DJ also would coyly glance back at me, looks of pure lust on her face for the introduction to carnal pleasure I’d given her. And in her sparkling blue eyes I could also see her mind working, figuring out what in the future she would do with the sexual creature I’d unleashed inside of her.

Dawn, on the other hand, was a wreck. I was her first real love. Perhaps she’d even fallen in love with me way back when we were in our early teens and just exploring our sexuality. And how does any teenager feel when they are about to be parted from whom they consider to be “The One”? Look at Romeo and Juliet. They freaking killed themselves rather than be parted. And even though Dawn and I weren’t quite that intense, it still hurt to know that in little more than a day, we wouldn’t be together anymore. I could see the pain on her face as she squeezed my hand, holding me tightly as we hiked along the trail.

I thought I’d loved before. Never as intensely as with Dawn, but the emotions and infatuations I’d felt for my girlfriends had been real nonetheless. And yet, my prior experience didn’t make the upcoming departure any easier for me. I was deliriously happy when Dawn was with me, and I hated for that feeling to ever end.