As dusk darkened to night, Robin sat by the fire a few feet from her and began to peel the bark from a short stick he had found. In a conventional tone, he said, "You needn't think I'm going to try to ravish you, Maxima."
Her head shot up, and she stared at him.
"It won't do to pretend that we didn't kiss," he continued. "It happened. I enjoyed it. You seemed to also. That doesn't mean that I regard you as prey."
"You're very blunt," she said uncomfortably.
"Directness is not my specialty, and it is yours, but I am not incapable of it." With his pocketknife, he began to whittle a rounded end on the stick. "I decided to speak up since I don't want to walk the rest of the way to London with you acting like a stunned rabbit."
Outraged, she said, "A rabbit?"
He grinned. "I knew that would engage your attention. You're worrying too much about that kiss. It was an accident that occurred because we were relieved and happy."
She sat back on her heels, knowing that she must be as honest as he. "Perhaps it was an accident, but ever since we met, I've sensed that… that you find me attractive."
His brows rose expressively. "Of course I do. What man wouldn't? You are very beautiful."
"I wasn't fishing for compliments," she said, embarrassed.
"I know. You've probably had them hurled at you so often that you find the whole subject tedious."
"What I've usually heard is that I look beddable, which is not the same thing as beautiful," she said dryly.
"No, it isn't," he agreed. "But you are both. Small wonder that you've learned to mistrust male attentions." With the edge of his blade, he began to smooth the surface of the knob he had carved. "Perhaps it's my imagination, but I've had the feeling that you find me somewhat attractive also."
Her face colored. She had been trying to conceal that fact. Deciding to toss his words back at him, she said lightly, "What woman wouldn't? You are very beautiful."
Instead of being disconcerted, he chuckled, "I heard that often as a child, and hated it. I longed for black hair, saber scars, and a pirate eye patch."
"Be grateful that you looked angelic," she advised. "It probably saved you from any number of welldeserved beatings."
"Not enough." He blew some wood chips away. "To return to the main subject, attraction is perfectly normal between healthy adults." He glanced up, his eyes piercingly blue. "But not all attraction is meant to be acted upon. Think of our mutual awareness as merely a bit of spice to enrich our companionship."
She studied his face. He was so reasonable. Yet she kept thinking of how little she knew about him.
"You still look doubtful. Let me conduct a small demonstration." He set down his knife and stick and slid sideways around the fire until he was sitting next to her.
She was about to retreat when she made the mistake of looking up and seeing the lazy sensuality in his eyes. She froze, as wideeyed and helpless as the rabbit he had called her.
He drew her into his arms and bent his head. She shivered from sheer nerves when his lips touched hers, but the kiss was light and sweet. His mouth moved tenderly against hers, warm and firm, while his hands slowly stroked her back.
Her tension began melting away. Before it melted too far, she turned her head and released a soft sigh against his throat. "That was nice, but what were you demonstrating?"
"That a kiss needn't be alarming." He traced the curve of her ear with his tongue, and bright sensations spiraled through her veins.
"Then you're successful," she said a little breathlessly. "I'm not alarmed-yet."
He chuckled and sat back a little. "You look very fine in breeches"-he brushed her knee with his "fingertips-"but someday I would like to see you in silk."
She spread her palms on his chest, feeling the taut muscles beneath the linen. "Speaking of clothing, did you know that you manage to make the nondescript coat you bought today look almost as damnyoureyes elegant as the one that was stolen?"
"It's a gift," he said modestly. "A friend once said that I was every other inch a gentleman."
As she laughed, he pulled a pin from her hair. A heavy coil dropped to her shoulder and tumbled down her back. She looked into his eyes, and her laughter died. His gaze was pure flame, yet controlled, not menacing.
Pin by pin, he released her hair, the falling locks caressing her breasts and shoulders. Then he drew her head against his shoulder and combed the thick tresses with his fingertips, spreading her hair in a mantle over her shoulders. "Black silk," he murmured. "The most obvious of metaphors, yet I can think of none better."
He felt warm. Strong. Even safe, though her common sense knew that was an illusion. She closed her eyes, enjoying the yearning that curled through her body. Clever of him to make this demonstration. He was revealing his desire and evoking hers, while at the same time proving that passion need not blaze out of control. They were adults; they could be together without mating like mink.
She should move away, but was reluctant to do so. It was seductively pleasant not to be alone.
As soon as the words formed in her mind, she remembered why she should be wary of Robin. They were merely traveling companions on a journey that would soon end. She must not become too fond of him.
"You've made your point." She straightened and moved away. "I shall stop behaving like a stunned bunny."
Robin moved back to his side of the fire. His chest was rising and falling more quickly than usual, but his tone was teasing. "If you become alarmed in the future, another demonstration could be arranged."
A lock of firelit golden hair had tumbled over his brow. She swallowed and glanced away. "Once was enough. This sort of demonstration could promote the behavior it is supposed to prevent, particularly when provided by a slippery character like you."
He grinned. "Nonsense. Surely you've noticed that I am far too indolent to plan a serious campaign of seduction."
"You've never had to seduce a woman in your life. All you need do is smile and wait for them to melt at your feet."
His smile faded. "Not really." He picked up his knife and stick again and started to sharpen the end opposite the knob.
Thinking there had been enough seriousness, she asked, "What are you doing with that piece of wood?"
"Just a fidget stick." He held it out for her inspection.
The stick was perhaps six inches long and half an inch thick, with a natural curve that nestled comfortably in her hand. As she gave it back, she said, "Some sort of toy for adults?"
"Exactly. I'll carry it in my pocket and play with it when the scenery palls." He rubbed his thumb over the knobbed end. "It's convenient to be so simple that such things amuse."
She put more wood on the fire and hung a pot of water above. "You are many things, Robin, but simple is not one of them."
He grimaced. "Perhaps not, but I'm working on it."
"That's your problem. One doesn't work at simplicity." On impulse, she sat crosslegged next to him and took his misshapen left hand in a loose clasp. "Close your eyes, Robin. Don't talk. Don't think. Just be."
He allowed her to rest their joined hands on the grass between them, but she felt tension in his fingers. Softly she said, "Listen to the wind. Hear the stones, taste the moonlight. Feel the spirits of the trees and flowers and creatures that share the night with us." They were the same words that her mother had used when teaching her to appreciate the world when she was a small child.
At first he resisted. His energy was restless, full of jagged angles. She tried to send him peace, but she could not, for she was not at peace herself.
She was startled to realize that she had not sat and meditated like this since she had heard of her father's death. Though she had spent endless hours riding and walking on the Durham moors, her knotted grief had prevented her from reaching for the one source of solace that had never failed her.