Nodding as if this made perfect sense, he sank strong white teeth into his donut, licking chocolate frosting off his upper lip. “Mmm… ”
Her mouth watered. “I’ll give you a piece of mine for a piece of yours.”
His eyes darkened and he immediately broke off a large part of his donut and offered it to her. She did the same and felt his warm breath brush over her fingers before he sank his teeth into her jelly-filled.
Eyes on hers, he smiled as he chewed and swallowed. “Yeah, that’s good, too. Hey!” He pulled his tray back and looked at the second chunk she’d quickly snagged from his donut.
“Sorry,” she said with an easy grin. She wasn’t sorry. At all. And she might have laughed at the look on his face as he studied what was left, but she was up next at the cash register. She gently nudged Toby forward, as just ahead, Nick picked up his bag and turned to her.
“Hey, I saw your Jeep. I meant to ask what happened.”
“A little fender bender,” she said, extremely aware of Brady behind her.
Brady coughed and said, “Bullshit,” softly in her ear at the same time.
Lilah gave him a little nudge with her hip, knocking him out of her personal space bubble. He might kiss like heaven, and maybe he had great taste in food, but he was far too cocky.
Nick divided a look between them, then settled on Lilah. “I’m sensing a story here.”
“No. No stories, good or otherwise, and it wasn’t my fault.” She paused and sighed. “Okay, it was totally my fault.”
“She has a parking problem,” Brady said.
Nick laughed. “She has a lot of ‘parking’ problems.”
Great. Lilah loved Nick, but he had a big mouth. “My foot slipped,” she said. “No big deal.”
“Uh-huh. Remember our senior year when your foot ‘slipped’ and you drove off the bridge in your granny’s SUV?” Nick asked.
Both men were smiling now, and Lilah took a moment for a deep breath. “We’re not discussing this.” Digging through her purse for her wallet, she turned to Dee.
From over her shoulder a ten appeared. “For both of us,” Brady said.
Dee shot Lilah a brows-up look.
Lilah ignored the unspoken question. “Thanks,” she said to Brady. “I’ll owe you.”
“Donuts,” he clarified. “Not carrots.”
Dee smiled. “So, who’s the cutie?”
Lilah very carefully didn’t look at Brady “Brady Miller. He’s come to visit Adam and Dell.”
Dee cackled. In fact she laughed so hard, she ended up doubled over. “Honey, I meant the dog.”
“Oh.” Lilah grimaced as her face heated and tried to pretend that Brady wasn’t right behind her, looking far too amused.
“You’re right, though,” Dee said, sizing up Brady. “He’s a real cutie, too.”
Lilah sighed. “The dog,” she said firmly, “is a rescue. He’s going to a good home.” And finally, as she said this, she saw Shelly pull up out front. Which made her realize she had only a few minutes left with Toby.
She was well aware that the whole point to running the humane society was to place animals in loving homes. She knew this, but her gut didn’t always get it, and both it and her heart squeezed hard as she looked down at Toby waiting patiently at her feet, so quiet and accepting of whatever fate came his way. Dammit. Every one. She mourned every single one. “I have to go.”
Dee cocked her head, then looked to the door as Shelly entered the bakery. “Aw, honey,” she murmured, covering Lilah’s hand with her own, her voice holding so much sympathy that Lilah’s throat closed. “Never gets easier for you, does it?”
“What?” Brady asked, looking into Lilah’s eyes with a frown. “What doesn’t get easier? You stay up all night studying again?”
“Studying?” Dee asked in surprise. “Studying what?”
Lilah sighed. Her studies weren’t classified information, but neither had she told anyone other than Dell and Adam. And Brady-by accident. Literally. It was just that she’d quit college and come home with her tail between her legs. This time if something happened, she’d rather be a two-time failure in private. “Nothing,” she said, grabbing a bottle of water to offset the donut calories. She fumbled through the bottom of her purse for loose change.
“Oh, don’t worry about it.” Dee patted her hand. “It’s on the house since I know you’re about to get your heart broken.” She smiled sweetly over Lilah’s head at Brady. “I adopted my own sweet Lexie from her last year. She cried for a week. Lilah, not Lexie.”
“I did not,” Lilah said. She’d cried for two weeks. She knew exactly how ridiculous that was, just as she knew how silly she was being over dreading handing Toby off. She’d only had him one night, and he was going to a woman who really wanted him.
“She still comes and visits,” Dee told Brady.
Lilah felt the weight of Brady’s gaze as he studied her thoughtfully, but she couldn’t concentrate on that with Shelly waving at her. She was midforties, with wavy brown hair piled on top of her head and a friendly, kind face. She wore jeans and a rec center sweatshirt, perfect for a day with kids at the rec center and for being a new doggy mama.
Lilah grabbed the donuts Dee had bagged, murmured “let’s go” to Toby, and walked blindly toward Shelly. The two of them moved outside for some privacy. Lilah gave Shelly both her bag of donuts-she’d lost her appetite-and an introduction to Toby. In five minutes Shelly and Toby were fast friends, walking off together into the sunset.
Okay, it was morning, and the sun was nowhere close to setting, but to Lilah it felt like an ending nevertheless. She swiped at her eyes. “Suck it up,” she whispered fiercely to herself. “It’s all good, no matter how hard it is.”
“I’m going to refrain from saying ‘That’s what she said’ since you seem to be having a moment.”
Whirling around, she glared at Brady, who was leaning against the front wall of the building. “Why do you keep sneaking up on me?”
Instead of answering, he handed her a bag.
Opening it, she found two additional old-fashioned chocolate glazes. “Since you handed yours off. Thought you could use them,” he said with a shrug.
“I gave them away so I wouldn’t eat all three. I was saving myself.”
“Okay.” He tried to take the bag back, but she slapped his hand and hugged the bag to her chest.
He appeared to fight a smile, but his voice was serious. “Are you okay?”
“Yes. Though I’d be a hell of a lot better if you hadn’t told the whole world that I have a parking problem.”
“I didn’t tell the whole world. Just what’s his name. Your friendly ex.”
She blew out a sigh. “Nick. And how do you know he’s an ex?”
“It’s either that, or he’s a prospect. Which would explain the hungry look on his face.”
“Ex,” she admitted. “And he looked hungry because he was. For donuts.”
“And for you as well.” Stepping into her personal space bubble as he had a habit of doing, Brady cupped her face and tilted it up to his, running his thumb under her eye, catching a tear she’d missed. “You don’t look like you’re okay,” he said quietly.
She sent him another glare just for the heck of it and tried to turn away, but he held her still.
And close.
And Lord, he was deadly up close. “What?” she asked, sounding testy. Because she was.
He backed her closer to the building, under the eaves and away from the window, giving them a little bit of privacy. “You look like you need… ” His eyes darkened a little and his thumb brushed over her bottom lip now, making it tingle and tremble open.
“What? I need what?”
“This.” Holding her gaze for as long as possible, he leaned in and lightly brushed her mouth with his warm, firm one.
She heard a sound, a whimper really, and realized it was her. He was right. She needed this. Bad. Fisting his shirt to hold him close, she heard the sound again, horrifyingly, embarrassingly needy.