“Didn’t need to. She offered no explanation. She didn’t try to deny anything. She’s the one. I’m bringing this up because we have to figure out what to do about it.”
“This is the first time we’ve caught someone stealing,” Avery says.
“It cannot be taken lightly,” Lillian agrees.
“So,” Paxton says, “what do we do? It’s not like we have written laws about what we do with thieves. We have no judges, juries, or lawyers.”
“This is why I’ve been urging us to come up with laws,” Avery says, obviously irritated. “How many times have I mentioned this? If we have set laws, we don’t even have to meet. We will know what needs to be done.”
“But you open up a whole can of worms along with it, Avery,” Kenneth says. “Do we let the people decide the laws? Do we decide the laws for them? How bad do we punish somebody? What about the different degrees of theft? Killing? It’s not as simple as saying, anyone who steals must have their hand cut off. What if they were taking something they thought was theirs? What Paxton says is right, it’s not like what it used to be.”
“So, we just let these things go unpunished?” Avery says.
“Of course not,” Paxton says. “Why do you think I’ve called all of you in? We are here to decide what to do with Remi. This isn’t a meeting about writing new laws.”
There is a hush in the room. It’s uncomfortable and I don’t like it. I wish I could see in there, though I know I don’t have to. My imagination shows that Avery is stroking his white beard, while Kenneth’s knees move up and down rapidly. Gavin probably stares at the table, too afraid to voice his own opinion. Lillian stares dutifully at Paxton, waiting for him to ask her what her opinion is, but Paxton ignores her, staring straight ahead until someone else talks first.
Finally, Kenneth speaks. “Well, what I said about cutting off her hand ain’t a bad idea.”
“This isn’t the Middle Ages, Kenneth,” Gavin says, finding the courage to confront the large man. Sniff. “Don’t be ignorant. The people won’t like it. It’s barbaric.”
“Maybe,” Paxton says, “but I’m not ruling out anything. Sometimes even the smallest crime should warrant a big consequence. The bigger the consequence, the less likely one is to repeat one’s actions.”
“What are you saying?” Avery asks.
“Killing her,” Kenneth says. I can almost hear the smile in his tone.
“I’m just saying it’s on the table,” Paxton says.
I feel my gut lurch. I expected the talk of banishment. I even accepted Kenneth’s ridiculous notion of chopping off my hand, but killing me? Has our world changed so much that people would kill someone for stealing such a simple thing as a gun? It’s not like I took the gun and killed someone with it. Arguably, I even saved Paxton’s life with the gun. He should be thanking me, not suggesting that I die for my crimes.
“You people are absurd,” Gavin says, echoing my thoughts. “How can you be thinking of killing her?”
“Robert just explained it to us,” Lillian says. I wonder how she would be in a fight. I would love to see.
“So, what, you want to drag her out to the street and shoot her in front of everybody?” Avery asks. “You don’t want to do that, Paxton. These people have been through enough already. We don’t need death.”
“Then we need something as good as a death sentence,” Lillian says, “but not gruesome.”
“What do you suggest?” Paxton asks.
“Send her on her way,” Lillian says. “No weapons. No food. Just the clothes on her back. And make a spectacle of it, too. Let the whole town show how you deal out judgement to her. Let everyone know that if you are caught stealing, you must suffer the consequences — death by banishment.”
It would be better just to shoot me, I think to myself. The pit in my stomach is growing. I had truly thought they might think of something a bit more simple… hard labor for a few months… locked up for a year… something else. Something different than banishment, because Lillian is exactly right. To be banished from these walls is to declare the death penalty.
“Have any of you considered imprisonment?” Gavin asks, echoing my thoughts. “What about giving her a job that no one wants — like cleaning septic tanks or something like that?” Sniff.
“We don’t have the manpower for imprisonment,” Paxton says. “Once people start to see that they can get away with petty crimes, they’ll start testing the limits. They will not be afraid of being guarded. Soon we’ll have more prisoners than guards.”
“You lack faith in your own people,” Gavin says. I suddenly feel guilty for thinking less of the man. He seems to be the only one on my side.
“The point remains,” Paxton says, “the more heavy the punishment, the less likely we will have to deal with this again. I’m not running a prison here, it’s a community. A community stands together in mutual benefit. Once a person sees that there is no benefit in working toward the betterment of her neighbor, the community falls.” I hear a rap on the table in front of Paxton. “I’m not going to keep prisoners here. People can abide by the rules, or they can leave.”
“It would be better if they had a written set of rules to follow,” Avery says quietly.
“Fine!” Paxton belts out. His voice sounds furious. “If you steal, you’re banished. If you murder, you are banished. If you do anything to purposefully disrupt this community that I have created, you are banished. Write it down, pass it around.”
“No!” Gavin shouts. Sniff. “This isn’t right! Let’s lock her up. Put her in jail until she has paid for what she has done.”
“I think I agree with Gavin on this one,” Avery says. “She hasn’t done enough to be banished.”
I don’t know how long the conversation goes back and forth like an unending tennis match. Finally, a chair scoots out from the table, and Paxton stands. “We all obviously disagree about all this.” He takes a deep breath and sighs. “But I’m afraid you all might be right, despite what I want to do. We’ll imprison her. We’ll discuss how long later tonight.”
I don’t want to hear any more. The pit in my stomach has grown so large that I feel like it has swallowed me from within. I can’t think about banishment, imprisonment, or any other possibilities. Regardless, I’ll be weaponless for all of it.
It’s an hour before Gabe comes to the room and unlocks the door. He’s here to tell me about the decision I already know. I want to wave him off before he comes in, but even now I don’t want him to know about my ability. I haven’t told anyone except one person in my life. He’s gone now, so I’m the only one that even knows and it’s going to stay that way.
“They’re going to imprison you,” Gabe says.
“I figured as much.” My eyes stay on the floor.
“Remi, I’m going to tell them it was my idea,” he says.
My eyes go from the floor to his. “No!” I say, teeth clenched. “All that will do is get you tossed in jail with me. There’s no point.”
“But I should have never said anything to you about Shadowface or anything. Now you’re being punished for it.”
“Better than both of us,” I say.
“I just can’t let it happen this way,” he says.
“If you say anything to Paxton about your involvement, once we’re both in jail, I’ll bash your head in with a chair.”
He looks at me with confused eyes.
“This is the best, safest place around,” I continue. “I’m not going to let you screw up your life for me. I don’t even know you. I don’t even like you.” I know the words sting him. He doesn’t say anything, but his eyes leave mine and he looks from one side of the room to the other.