“We heard,” said Ashleigh. “You can have Wanda’s room. It’s the one in the middle.”
“Thanks,” Ray said, “but doesn’t Wanda need it?”
“Not anymore. Shit happens.” Ashleigh went back to her nails.
Deena said, “Hey, is it true that Michael Jackson is back from the dead?”
“That’s such bullshit, man,” scoffed Ashleigh.
Deena said, “You’re the one who thinks Elvis is still alive!”
“Elvis is totally still alive-I saw him, bitch.”
“Why should Elvis come back and not Michael Jackson?”
“Dude, if you have to ask that, there’s nothing I can do for you.”
“Why? Michael Jackson probably sold more records in his lifetime than-”
“Stop-just stop it. Elvis is a classic, do you get it? He’s the King, the original.”
“You always do this.” Deena turned to Ray. “She always does this. Do you think Michael Jackson’s back?”
“Anything’s possible,” Ray said.
He went and found the empty bedroom. The dead girl’s things were still there, the bed unmade. A picture of Jesus was taped to the wall. As he stood looking at it, something moved under the wadded-up bedding, something not human. Part of its shin was exposed: pink gooseflesh with black hair. With a howl, it suddenly jumped off the bed and raced through his legs and into the hall. Ray half shrieked before realizing it was a dog, a very ugly, piebald mutt.
Ray jumped as someone touched him on the shoulder. It was Fran. “Sorry,” she said, “but I almost forgot to give you this. I’ll help you put it on.” It was one of the orange life vests.
“What is that?” he asked.
“About ten pounds of Thermite with a C-4 chaser.”
“What?”
“Don’t freak out, it’s actually very stable… unless you trigger the detonator by pulling this tab. Then you have five seconds to say your prayers. C’mon, don’t you want to be in control of your own destiny?” She helped him put the vest on and secure its fasteners. Aside from the bomb itself, Ray was nervous that Fran might take notice of his lack of cleavage, which he had concealed with padding, but she politely took no notice.
Finishing up, Fran said, “Now, the only time you really want to take this off is when you’re taking a shower or during our designated sleep periods. Everybody sleeps at different times so we don’t have to sleep in these things-it’s too uncomfortable. Now that you’re here, we’ll have to readjust to a four-way schedule, but it’s cool. Well, that’s about it. If you need anything, I’m right in the next room.”
Ray closed the door and wept.
Later, over dinner, they talked some more. Canned food had been dropped off at the gate, and Fran heated it on the propane stove. Ashleigh said grace.
“So what do you girls make of all this?” Ray asked as they ate.
“You sound like my mom,” said Ashleigh.
Deena affected a robotic grin, and squawked, “ ‘What do you girls make of all this?’ ”
“Just wondering,” Ray said.
“Are you a man?” asked Deena.
He almost choked. “Why do you say that?”
“I don’t know. Just something about you.”
“Does it help you to hurt my feelings, Deena?” he asked.
“Kind of, yeah.”
“It really does,” said Ashleigh.
“Now, girls… ” Fran said.
Ray said, “If I was a man, I wouldn’t be in here, would I? The only reason you’re all here is because you can still bear children, right? Without that, there’s no other hope for mankind.”
“Like Eve,” Ashleigh said.
“I thought Eve was a dirty word around here.”
Fran said, “Depends on who you talk to. We’ve been hearing rumors that Eve may be getting a reprieve. You wouldn’t happen to know anything about that, would you, Raven?”
“Maybe so.”
All attention turned to Ray. Deena said, “Oooh. Sounds like she does know something.”
“Just that a lot of people are fed up with the God Squad out there. You girls may want to start thinking about where you’re going to spend your golden years.”
Ashleigh bristled at the words “God Squad.” “You’re an unbeliever.”
Rolling her eyes, Fran interrupted, “Where else is there to go?”
Ray said, “They say there’s some kind of refugee base down around Washington, DC. Supposedly it’s pretty nice. They’re calling it Xanadu.”
“How do you know that?”
“Just rumors. But that Dixon character is prepared to go to war against it, so he obviously believes it’s true.”
Ashleigh erupted. “Well, he is the Living Saint, so he must have a good reason.”
“I wouldn’t count on it,” Ray said.
“How dare you! He’s doing God’s work, and if you could see how he suffers to obey our Savior’s will, you would keep your stupid mouth shut!”
“I saw his men killing women, Ashleigh.”
“You saw them saving women! You saw women being sent to Paradise rather than eternal torment. It’s a blessing! Women bear the burden of God’s anger, and it is our duty and our privilege to sacrifice ourselves for the good of Man! It is the only way to expunge ourselves of Eve’s sin.”
“You can’t be serious.”
“I will not stand here and have godless witches like you tell me what-”
Fran stepped in. “Okay, that’s enough, Ashleigh. This kind of thing gets us nowhere, so let’s just all agree to disagree and move on.
They finished eating in silence.
Ray was awakened by someone banging on the door of the trailer. When he tried to get up, he almost fainted from a rush of dizziness and nausea. His left arm hurt, and when he rubbed it he found a bandage in the crook of his elbow. The whole thing felt bruised. Dragging himself into the hall, he heard Fran answering the front door.
“What is it, Elaine?” Fran asked, yawning.
“There’s someone outside the fence asking to talk to a Raven Despineau.”
“Outside? Who?”
“I don’t know; I’ve never seen him before. A new guard. He says he’s a friend of hers.”
“What’s going on?” Ray asked.
“Someone wants you outside. A man.”
Deena and Ashleigh now appeared. “What the hell’s going on?” Deena asked.
“Some man outside is asking for her.”
The girls were very intrigued.
Shivering with cold and fright, Ray put on his vest and shoes and wrapped a comforter around his shoulders, then he and the others trooped along the frosty path to the main gate. The girls whispered among themselves. The moon was bright, silvering the State House dome on their right and downtown on their left. Straight ahead, the shopping mall was a high, dark cliff. As they entered its shadow, no one spoke, their breaths puffing from their hoods like empty thought balloons. There was someone at the fence, just a hooded black shape.
Goaded ahead by the others, Ray walked the last fifty feet alone. “I’m Raven Despineau,” he said warily. “What do you want?”
“Ray? It’s me, Todd!”
“Todd! Thank God. What’s going on?”
“I can’t talk long. Did you find Sandoval?”
“Yes.”
“Did he tell you what’s going on?”
“He said there was going to be a rebellion against Dixon.”
“That’s right. There’s going to be a surprise attack on Chace Central, and Barnstable want us to run our diversion to draw Chace’s disciples into a trap.”
“When is it all happening?”
“Sometime before dawn. All the Prophet’s forces are involved, so just be ready to pitch in as soon as the gate goes down. Everybody’s pretty high on this plan, but I just want to let you know that if the whole thing falls apart, and it looks like we’re about to eat major dirt, I’m busting you out of here, and we’re running for it.”
“Running where?”
“I thought we’d head south, see if we can give a heads-up to those people at Xanadu.”
“How are you planning on us getting there? The roads are impassable.”
“Same way we got here-by bike.”
“Oh, Jesus. All right, is that it?”
“That’s it. Just go inside and wait for my signal.”
“What’s the signal?”