I let go of my braid and gave the group the most awkward wave ever. “Hi.”
Luke dropped his chopsticks into his noodles. There was a nasty bruise on the side of his face, disappearing into his hairline.
“Did I do that?” I stepped into the kitchen. “The bruise?”
“Yeah,” he said slowly. “When you slammed me into the wall… without touching me.”
I winced. “I’m really sorry about that.”
“Aw, don’t worry about it.” Deacon smiled as he leaned back in his chair, rocking it up on two legs. “He’s okay.”
“My ego’s not.” He shot Aiden’s brother a dirty look. “She didn’t even touch me.”
Deacon shrugged. “Well, she isthe Apollyon. Duh.”
A chair scraped over tile and my head jerked toward the sound. Marcus walked around the table and stopped in front of me. Now, I had threatened him quite a bit to his face, but he’d still come to fight yesterday, as had Solos.
I felt horrid.
Marcus placed his hands on my shoulders. There was a fine tremble to them. “Alexandria…”
My uncle had always refused to call me by my nickname, and I’d always called him Dean, due to his position at the Covenant, but things… things were different now. “Marcus?”
There was a long, terse moment, and then he gathered me in a fierce hug. For once, it wasn’t an awkward, weak one with my arms stuck out at my sides. I hugged him back, just as tightly, and tears burned the back of my throat.
Marcus and I… well, we’d come a long, long way.
When he pulled back, I bit back a gasp. Those emerald-colored eyes were normally cool, but they weren’t now. They were like staring into my mother’s eyes.
He inhaled sharply. “I’m glad to have you back.”
I nodded, swallowing thickly. “I’m glad to be back.”
“Hell, we all can agree on that.” Luke picked up a donut. “There’s nothing creepier than having a psychotic Apollyon caged in the basement.”
“Ha,” I said.
Luke winked and then tossed the donut to me. I caught it. Sugar flew everywhere.
“Or waiting for her to break loose and run amuck,” Deacon added as I took a bite. He glanced across the table. “Or waiting for someone, no names mentioned, to not listen to us and go say hi.”
Olivia’s cheeks reddened as she stood. She approached slowly, waited for me to finish chewing. I started to apologize. “I’m really sorry—”
She socked me in the stomach. Hard. I doubled over, gasping for air. “Gods.”
Solos and Marcus both stepped forward, but I waved my hand at them. “That’s okay. I deserved that.”
Then I realized they weren’t moving in to protect me, but to guard Olivia. I guessed no one was a hundred percent relaxed around me. Guess I couldn’t blame them when I wielded the most powerful weapon on earth, and only a day ago I’d been willing to use it against them.
“You totally deserved that.” Olivia’s voice shook. “Do you know how terrible I felt when Marcus came down and found me sitting there like a turd? I helped you escape!”
I thought she might hit me again, so I took a step back.
Olivia smoothed her hands over her tight curls. “But I’m better now, especially since I got to hit you.” Then she sprang forward and hugged me.
Standing there, I patted her back, hoping she didn’t change her mind and snap my spinal cord. “I’m really sorry.”
“I know.” She pulled back, smiling. Her eyes were misty.
Laadan was next. The raven-haired beauty was as elegant as ever. Dressed in a form-fitting red turtleneck and white slacks, she enveloped me in a warm hug. She smelled of spring roses and when she pulled back, I didn’t want to let go.
“We’ll talk later. Promise,” she said, and I knew she was talking about my father. Taking my hand, she pulled me to the empty spot next to Olivia. “Sit. Eat.”
Glancing around the table, I watched as a plastic plate was passed around, each person slopping a helping of food on it. Even Lea, who hadn’t said a word to me yet, placed some shrimp on the plate. When it came back to me, my mouth watered, but I had to say something first.
“Guys, I’m really sorry for everything.” I glanced down at my plate, but forced my eyes back up. “I know I was a terror and I wish… I wish none of you’d had to go through that.”
Marcus returned to his seat. “We know you weren’t yourself, Alexandria. We understand.”
Beside him, Lea cleared her throat. “I actually preferred the crazy Apollyon version to the Elixired up one, to be honest.” She glanced at me, thick lashes hiding amethyst eyes. “That was kind of freaky watching you hide behind Aiden.”
“You were pretty different,” Luke agreed, and then shuddered. “Man, the Elixir is no joke.”
“You hid in a closet,” Deacon felt the need to inform me.
Poking at my noodles, I frowned as fragments of my time on the Elixir slid into place. “I bet that was amusing to watch.”
“I don’t know if I would say it was amusing,” a new voice added.
My head jerked up and my heart toppled over itself. Aiden stood just inside the kitchen door, dressed as always—as a Sentinel. He stalked toward the table and picked up the carton of brown rice. He leaned against the counter, the curve of his jaw hard, eyes like flint.
They met mine. He gestured at my plate with his carton. “Eat. You need to eat.”
Everyone stared at their plates as I picked up the fork I hadn’t even realized I’d dropped. I dared a peek at Aiden as I twirled my fork around the noodles. He was watching, always watching.
Deacon offered me a pair of chopsticks. “You shouldn’t be using a fork.”
I shot him a bland look. “Do I look like I know how to use chopsticks?”
He grinned. “Poser.”
“Punk,” I retorted.
His eyes rolled. “It’s not that hard. Here, let me show you.”
Deacon’s impromptu chopsticks lesson and my absolute failure at mastering them eased the sudden awkward tension around the table. Laughing, I gave up when Aiden finally ordered his brother to let me eat in peace.
Digging in, I listened to the conversation around me. There was talk of nothing important and I figured they were waiting for me to finish eating before the real, necessary conversations took place.
I finished off everything I’d been given, ate the remaining rice that Aiden had dumped on my plate as he prowled around the table, and then finished off the sugary goodness of the donuts.
Stomach full, I leaned back in my chair and sighed. “That hit the spot and then some.”
Olivia patted my stomach. “You need it… and probably a couple of Big Macs, too.”
My eyes widened. “Mmm, Big Macs… please tell me there’s a McDonald’s around here? Actually, where am I?”
Everyone grew silent, and no one looked at me.
“What? What?” I sat up, looking around the table. And then it hit me. “You guys don’t trust me, do you?”
Lea was the first to meet my eyes. “Okay. I’ll rain on this happy parade. How do we know you’re still not connected to Seth?”
“She’s not.” Aiden said, picking up the empty cartons and tossing them in a black trash bag he carried. “Trust me, she’s not connected to him anymore.”
Deacon snorted.
I glared at him.
Lea settled back in her chair, folding her arms. “Is there any other concrete proof, other than you telling us to trust you?”
Aiden glanced at me and I quickly looked away. I doubted Lea wanted to hear about that kind of proof. “I’m not connected to Seth. I promise you.”
“Promises are weak; you could be faking it,” she shot back.
“Lea, dear, she has no reason to fake it.” Laadan smiled gently. “If she was connected to the First, she wouldn’t be sitting here.”
“And my brother wouldn’t be cleaning up after us, right?” Deacon slumped back, as if it had just occurred to him that Aiden had been seconds away from death. I wanted to hide under the table as Deacon shook his head, dumbfounded. “Gods, we’d have to get a maid then or something.”